we both know

I need you to tell me you can't do it as you let me go.
 Because we both know i simply can not leave on my own.
 You reside in a lifestyle that wasn't made for me.
 And it feels as if I'm giving up on my gagging dreams.
 No mans land is the reality you choose to retreat.
 Sadly, all that's left here is the one you use to see in me.
 Release me if the truths are to hard to mention.
 I'm at the doorstep as your mans reinvention.
 If it's the opposite of your words that can't be told.
 Please don't invite me into a luv so cold.
 Watch me walk away and face the facts that remain.
 For you've got me going completely insane.
 I can't escape what you can't rid from your life.
 I'm only inserting the blade of my own dull knife.
 But if it's me that you can't live without even in the thought.
 Ease my mind and react to the touch so soft.
 It would speak without words that'll carry us on.
 Back to the place we talked about as the norm....