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Sunday, June 1, 2014

who'd fuckin care?

If I were to walk away, would it mean anything?
Jus step n fade into time as a different kinda something.
All night I hide from the day that never seems tp change.
N anymore everything is so fuckin rearranged.
So if I turned n drifted into wasted space.
Would it be any different than what I'm doin if I stayed.
Life jus isn't fun anymore as I live with a blank stare set in my eyes.
Shit jus wigged out n flipped givin up on ties.
The settlin ease is gone n all thats left is the pieces that don't fit.
It's a disaster what happened to the stability I've known n I miss.
N all I truly wanna know is if I disappear by mornin, who'd fuckin care?
Cuz I care less n less everyday that slips away as a tear.
Rippin my world apart n leavin me here to find
my way.
Guess I was careless with how good I had it.
Damn, I think I fucked up n it can't be fixed.
At least no time soon as im beggin myself to try a bit harder.
Jus a lil so I can feel like me again as the next time we'd be smarter.
Yet as of this moment I'm tired of battlin a loss that never shoulda fell away.
Makes no sense of y its had to come to this.
Yeah, my life has become distant n needin an outlet from the b.s.
So if I were to poof, be gone n hide in the shadows.
Far enough away, runnin from the hollow.
Would it be easier to be forgotten like I have been?
Cuz I can't find my own worth as im separated from my own friend.

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