no longer

I no longer miss u with a passion I can not describe.
N as I walk into my future without u.
I wish I knew u knew I am no longer afraid.
The so called one, the pain gfs faded knowin the truth.
N thats / the reality of we r no longer side by side.
I have found a way to luv again yes.
I know this is the way it hasta be.
This is y I've allowed Shelby to get my best.
I'm not sayin I ever wanna return to ur arms.
Jus takin a moment to finally wash u away.
Cuz I now y it was I stood next to u.
N I know now that it was better I didn't stay.
I'm in a place where my heart can ease.
With time jus unwindin from all you've done.
I thought I was dyin when with u.
Damn near died wilkin in the other direction on the run.
But I made it out from under ur spell.
N I have a chance to save what's left n rebuild.
All the way around u had not a clue.
I was the one that took every blow n was unfulfilled.
As I think back u must not have realized me.
I felt alone even next to u n that's sad.
I fell as pieces scattered as time was wasted.
Yet my smile has found somethin real n I aint mad.
I came dead last n I'm jus glad it ended when it did.
I'm no longer in luv with u nor do I feel for u.
Because of u I broke to find my worth.
But I wish u well for I no longer hang from ur noose.
This is the last I'll ever give u acknowledgement.
I have nothin left to prove to someone like whom u r.
I got a lil lady that's more than u ever wanted to be.
So goodbye thoughts n so long as space becomes far.