I had no chance

Turn around.
See how my eyes beg.
In a moment's truth.
Before the memory becomes vague.
Notice how I watch u leave.
Strugglin n crushed.
I'm standin in the middle if my own raindrops.
Drippin n flushed.
Look at what you've done.
I'm dazed n confused.
Releasin emotions I can't hold in.
Feelins of bein used.
Thinkin what the fuck?
It's really come to this.
Am I not more than enough?
For this us bullshit!
Listen to the heart explodin.
With each pulsatin beat.
Ur killin every intention I ever had.
As my core leaks.
Was it ever no matter what?
Us for life right?
Best friends forever.
But ur givin up what u considered mine.
Jus that easy to walk away huh?
Like none of it even mattered.
It's the saddest thing I've felt as of yet.
Ur leavin me shattered.
In pieces without the glue that holds me together.
Guess u were nothin more than a luv'r.
As I stand as still as tryin to grip my life.
Fadin n fallin apart around me.
I can't believe this is it.
Wakin from an ever wanted cherished dream.
Alone as self couldn't help but to fail.
I had no chance.
Every step of the way I was there.
For u as ur rage enhanced.
I was never of any depth at all.
As u dismembered my all.
N I'm the only one left to feel the loss.
As I fall into a drift so fuckin lost.