every time

faded promises ever time one turns around.
one can only wish they could barely hear it's endless sound.
voices telling lies before they come true.
all because one believed in an other as they fell completely through.
spoken soft and broken in the same making two ends.
separated again like a stranger without a friend.
squeaks and moans lost without the movement.
seems good things always lose their enjoyment.
slipping from the mouth never to return.
left empty inside all because one still hasn't learned.
words redirected and unclear losing credibility.
walking away from the love turned hate and humility.
dreams unfulfilled by lips sleek vocab giving up.
like it isn't what we thought or even thunk.
paying attention to the signs popping out of the blue.
giving reasons why we must do what we do.
every time curled up in a ball wondering.
when is mine coming with it's life long offering.
misplaced minds and confused hearts.
never 100% sure the other will do their part.
feelings having to start over with every split.
redefining self for a better chance to love and live.
becoming stronger than the last time a smile was stuck.
still winding up confused and thinking wtf.
it's hard to listen to def letters scrambled in form.
when their absence has settled in place of the comforting norm.
reinventing a life inside ones own mind.
forgetting how time allowed two to unwind.
it's sad how love changes every time in a new direction.
when one of the two in that moment meant it, and had true intentions.