my own way of thinking

born with a different way of thinking.
crawling inside my brain is leaking.
finding cracks and crevasses to drain away.
oozing and finding for attack points.
ambush rally points.
ready at a seconds notice.
my mind is all mine in case you didn't know this.
i have my own way of thinking.
believing in reality, no more cheating.
molded by self, i am my own help.
for self, i love self, for the heart the mind has felt.
blinking to rest the eyes from this worlds unbelievable reasoning's.
grinding thoughts into grains like ashes without meaning.
drifting and tripping on the b.s. planted long ago.
reality was gone as the mind began to fold.
i stopped the bleeding in my head.
got a clue and checked self in instead.
pushing the issues that are misused.
getting to the bottom of all the useless controlled abuse.
shedding off the ugly lies that attempted to explain the reemerging facts.
the fight as i was intended to win has never left to come back.
saving my facial expressions because it's not worth the time.
nothing can break me, i found my reason's of why.
do me in, i dare ye to try.
for learned how to deal with the course i play in which most hide.
life wrapped up inside a sweet spot in my mind.
i understand beyond reasonable doubt that it is truly all mine.
tucked tightly somewhere you will never find.
until the end of time's grind, no longer blind.
my mind is right and speaking to me.
reaching drums in outbursts breaking sound barriers in the skies, i am free.

sharing what it is i've learned without a tampering hand forcing thy to cry.
no more lies.