for a living

i haven't found anything quite like it as of yet. nothing seems to settle the nerve the way it does. there are many other things to do with my time. i can't put aside doing just anything for a living. but mediocre is not me by far. stuck in a warehouse is not my cup of tea. office politics is for the birds. i don't think i can kiss azz very well if it came down to it. you see, the things we do day in day out are what we experience. it's these things that makes our lives. good or bad. enjoyed or troubling. what we chose to do is our choice. this is why i can't climb aboard any lame azz job. the way i see it is we all have one life to live. and the path we walk tells the story of our lives. making good time in something you enjoy is important to me. in every little thing i do. me as the same as you have one shot at every movement and descission we make. so why not live the way we want? why not be able to wake up and want to live? this is not just an employment factor. everyday life is amongst us. and everyday is another day that looks as if yesterday is creeping it's unfair self too damn close to the comfort in which we like to live. money is always an issue. if it wasn't we could do about anything and go about anywhere. on deaf ears as i speak. words unspoken through the teeth.