i will not stop

@ it again with self.
fightin da perfect fit i felt.
as soon as it gets 2 b good.
im back @ pickin it apart like i knew i would.
lookin 4 something n i cant stop.
will i find it, im afraid not.
maybe but im 2 damn picky.
all round woman n its tricky.
heads spinnin far 2 fast.
chasin down new pasts.
im needin somethin bad.
n every time i c red flags.
theres always sometin in their ways.
second judgin my future days.
cuz when i think i got it made.
my mind plays tricks on me n i get dazed.
remindin me of that thing i want da most.
typin it out in every lil post.
i wish iv been closer than iv been.
2 findin da 1 iv been cravin from within.
lil things addin up in2 piles.
heads not right with complicated files.
wheres da reasonin in which i seek?
feelin left standin alone on my naked feet.
givin time 2 c if its real.
but theres more 2 da game like makin da bills.
keepin a head n findin da groove.
knowin without a doubt theres much 2 lose.
i will not stop by any means.
runnin courses til i hold my dream.
shes gotta b about the walk i glide.
truly ready 2 stand side by side.
no b.s. or immaturity.
stand her ground n have flexibility.
da basics is da foundation im willin 2 share.
with out it, no matter who it is, i do not care.
i'll turn quicker than 1 can blink.
lookin 4 my missin link.
n im good @ dissecting them all apart.
cuz this isnt jus about their heart.
imma grown azz man n i feel things 2.
i n will not stop til i know she has a clue.
reasonin behind her own madness.
pain in which shes learned from her own sadness.
bringin forth a real person doin what she has 2 do.
not shovin things off dat stick like glue.
keepin face in unfortunate events.
n i'll b there 4 her 2 vent.
waitin with patience 2 tame a luv.
or squish it like a bug.
either way imma do what i gotta.
n i will not stop til i hear it chatter.
speakin voices time will tell.
in tongues dat chime da bells.