Seems every now and then I find myself awakening to a new face I'd like to see stick around.
Just wanting some of whats called the good stuff as I'm able to resemble what it is in a woman's eyes, changing her frown.
And its as if shinning smiles keep losing there color as they dim themselves into an everlasting fading ghost escaping.
Like it was all for nothing losing time well spent wasted away without a chance in hell, like being at that point of no returning.
Thought I found my one as she walked on by once upon a time telling me i wasn't enough with silence of saying nothing at all as if I wasn't worth finding.
I got two diamond ear rings I wear I never bought before her to help me remember a time of something I wanted so bad with true intentions overlooked, its numbing.
Failing as coming up short is all I've ever endured as I'm back on my feet staring googlie eyes once again into a strangers face I can't wait to see if it shape shifts or could possibly be the one.
Patiently watching as I always do figuring out angles in which people present themselves in an adult like manor keeping mind over heart so a true song can be sung.
I'm tired of wasting time on coming up short time and time again, whispering to myself late at night whats wrong with me?
Knowing damn well it's not me as I'm looking to find that one that keeps me going letting me be me as she does her in a way we've never seen.
Because I get it and I know what it takes as I will not quit trying because I'm not finished searching for her just yet.
And when I find her I'll know because time will tell as it always does as she loves me till there is no end.
Just wanting some of whats called the good stuff as I'm able to resemble what it is in a woman's eyes, changing her frown.
And its as if shinning smiles keep losing there color as they dim themselves into an everlasting fading ghost escaping.
Like it was all for nothing losing time well spent wasted away without a chance in hell, like being at that point of no returning.
Thought I found my one as she walked on by once upon a time telling me i wasn't enough with silence of saying nothing at all as if I wasn't worth finding.
I got two diamond ear rings I wear I never bought before her to help me remember a time of something I wanted so bad with true intentions overlooked, its numbing.
Failing as coming up short is all I've ever endured as I'm back on my feet staring googlie eyes once again into a strangers face I can't wait to see if it shape shifts or could possibly be the one.
Patiently watching as I always do figuring out angles in which people present themselves in an adult like manor keeping mind over heart so a true song can be sung.
I'm tired of wasting time on coming up short time and time again, whispering to myself late at night whats wrong with me?
Knowing damn well it's not me as I'm looking to find that one that keeps me going letting me be me as she does her in a way we've never seen.
Because I get it and I know what it takes as I will not quit trying because I'm not finished searching for her just yet.
And when I find her I'll know because time will tell as it always does as she loves me till there is no end.
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