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Sunday, April 25, 2010

4-23-10 mamas b-day

seems floating kisses sprung from my lips fall short,
muah's that can not reach her on rainy days,
being forced down by the drops into puddles beneath my feet,
above her unable to find the expression upon her face.

blown away by the wind far from where they were intended,
smiles lost and struggling with a tweak,
fluttering in the breeze flowing by,
misplaced in time without a friend to ease my defeat.

and the way i have been missing her is unreal,
trying to replace someone that is irreplaceable,
grieving in time as time forgets her name,
all in while her face losing ground as she is unmistakable.

without the picture to remind me of who gave me life,
she would be almost vague as time goes by,
closer to being totally gone in my time of dying,
with no one to know of her existance as i try without crying.

i attempt to help my young know who she was,
through the photos she left behind of a life cut short,
her breath stopped as we sat still taking in the empty horror,
man i wish she could walk through my door.

lift me up as she has been gone for far to long,
and this pain is only dragging on,
warm teardrops falling every year about this time,
and it is as if my love has been torn.

ripped from my chest as i am left dumbfounded,
studering without a voice standing above her once again,
at a loss of words repeating question marks over and over in my head,
wondering if i were to die tomorrow, would anyone remember her name?

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