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Thursday, April 29, 2010

i've found my peace

remembering the tasteful words of love, as you come from out the blue,
a rose not yet bloomed you swept me from my feet and showed me something new.
without knowing you gave me everything i've never known,
giving me my final touches of sanity as you became someone i put upon a thrown.
secretly in love with you for years as if you were deserving, not earning it,
refusing to accept me as if i were just speaking another line of shit.
like men do so often as you rejected the man you didn't want to know,
not knowing i've turned out to be the best thing you may never get to hold.
and i'm moving on without you running the tables of the mind for the first time,
enjoying my piece in which i've found peace within me along side the sighs.
and the question still remains of why wasn't i good enough,
i am all man in a time where men are rare and over acting tough.
but it's all god with me as you've decided to pass me by,
because now i can get on with the rest of what i have left of my life.
after 15 years i've now have a clear head for once like i've never been able to do,
since i've met you i dreamed of the things i could do for you.
and now it's all but a dream that had a short lived life that never got a real chance to take flight,
you couldn't find me talking all that as you seen it, smooth jive.
and i'm not complaining one bit by far for any desperate outstretched reason,
i'm just blowing on by in the wind, right on by as it's breezing through the seasons.
moving along because i know my worth that you couldn't find the time to wonder why you were on my mind,
turning your head on the drop of a dime like i wasn't the man i am inside.
but yet i'm me and that's all i'll ever be until the day i die,
with or without you by my side, telling me everything will be alright.
for there will be another to fill my nights in ways she is so deserving.
living a life so damn fulfilling as we just can't get enough of it's servings.
laid out like a feast before us to enjoy like as if we were royalty in each others arms,
so know this of if you know anything at all, you'll be missed but life must go on.

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