no relevance

It’s in the way they move their mouth as they speak.
Is the past still re-enacting misguiding tears?
Referring to an other without a care.
It’s so irrelevant, especially here.

Key words like bombs drop, killing the gain.
Slipping off the tongue is someone else that never noticed.
Constantly stuck somewhere ones never been.
Losing more than focus.

Smallest hints of other times re-appear, why?
Catching more than ones undivided attention.
Waiting for them to finally move on.
In the eyes of loves unconditional reflection.

It’s the sound of familiarity.
Trying to release love without a hitch.
And the mind lingers with many wonders.
Do they know whom they’re with?

Can they one day let go?
Without pausing ones heart.
Always bringing up how it was.
Isn’t now the best time for a fresh start?

One doesn’t need reminded every other day.
Nor feel the effect of being hurt by an other.
It’s ones true chance here and now.
Or is it being selfish to feel this way when hearing of prior lovers?

Things need to be kept on the hush.
For no one needs to know.
Constantly riddling self of their own pain.
Unable to live in an others will and grow.

Do they know what they slip up say?
How it makes one truly feel?
Is it anymore interesting to be repeated?
Of how another made them peel.

No relevance to the present moment.
Yet still the mouth drips as it leaks.
Drowning in a flooding once upon a time.
Missing the importance of one now in defeat.

When words won’t let go.
As the past will continue to fade.
When’s it fair to real love?
Not hearing of an others name, everyday.

What if one slipped and mentioned a time?
One where this love didn’t exist.
Not knowing what they were doing.
And over and over again, it got old quick.

How would they handle the other side?
Is it disrespectful to a spouse?
To hear all the things one would never do.
Drilled by the irrelevance of its sound.

What if by chance, speech could drain a love.
Never hearing of the life being lived.
Yet they felt misplaced when letters form.
Questioning their own chance to give?

The presence whispers with patience through conversation.
But it seems it could never be as loud as back then.
Years of routine needs to step aside.
For feelings have been more than lent.

Now is the perfect moment to free the pain.
Living comfortably for once for love to settle in.
So how is it really suppose to be?
Seems there is a thought of an other blowing in the wind.

They cling to the thoughts that are unwanted.
For it’s all they know.
Talking more of then, then now.
Someone has to stand up and say no.

Knowing whom one is with is vital.
As they as one realize this to.
Releasing love calling from the lips has got to begin.
For neither heart is healthy when being consumed.

Before the present, all is irrelevant.
Where we’ve been, is gone.
Here is where the memories are made.
And here is to us, never to fade.

my sunshine

There was a time. Once. Now left where it belong, in its place.
Lost in wonder. Alone. Without a true smile upon the face.
Back when i could not and did not want to feel. Emotionless. No one mattered.
It seemed one was not to appear. Misguided. I was broken and shattered.
A time of past memories. Rejected. Turning on any ones love.
Nothing lasts forever. Ending. Hating and feeling with a push and a shove.
I never gave that chance. Afraid. Living for the moment.
Thinking of whom? Where. My love no one ever got to truly hold it.
No connection was felt. Drought. The heart ached for knowing.
Somewhere along the lines I gave up. Defeated. No longer growing.
Shut down for safe keeps. Suppressed. Lingering within wanting more.
Seems everyone was the same as I. Selfish. From the other side of the door.
Starting over. Hard. I should have kept it real and whole hearted, for this I was wrong.
Yet, it was not time. Felt. Deep inside where people did not belonged.
Running from someone else’s fairytale. Faking. I was a silhouette that broke them.
Leaning inward ones feet move. Dreaming. One day I thought, I will bend.
Once lived a man. Clinging. Seeking the opportunity like no other.
In space that is left behind. Smiling. Creeping into the future.
Eyes were wide. Looking. But the head hung as low as it could go.
Giving true self to just anyone. Never. Waiting I played my game slow.
Stretching the truth. Lies. Flew from the mouth of making due.
Desiring that one person. Fate. Beyond all others that completed my all.
Drifting in the meanwhile. Solo. Even with someone else in love with me that was soon to fall.
A loner until she came along. Reaching. Giving more reason than I could understand.
No other could ever come close. Halted. Secretively I eventually ran.
Listening to all the soppy tears. Done. I had to go find where I belonged.
Thinking of why I do this. Over. I was never into an others played out song.
No one ever touched the sweet spot. Chance? Was the impossible of gain.
Sharing self was unheard of. Briefly. Allowing others to believe their claim.
In a time of passion. Missing. I could not honestly try, for it was not there.
It takes two to create magic that sparked the flame. Empty. I played house without a care.
Abusing loves intentions. Refusing. To ever love them back.
There was a time for this. Flirting. They thought I was their one in fact.
They could not get past me. Maintaining. Holding out for a lifetime.
Pausing to attempt expression. Living. For my very own sunshine.
She lived in me. Confused. I knew she was for I felt her.
But where, when no one was her? Blurred. Names was muted and slurred.
Years passed. Sitting. Mandy came to the mind like so many times before.
Searching I found her. Taken. I finally let her go to be with the present of the lore.
Gave a small piece of me. Left. I knew it should have never happened.
Easy to get over. Lust. For self wanted her to go away, heart was dampened.
Time came around and gave. Conversation. Like nothing I have ever known.
Immediately I knew this was it. Finally. The heart opened and moaned.
A voice spoke I so ever craved. Listening. I was just being me for once
Nerves were shaking. Butterflies. My time was here to love my one.
Overwhelmed I gave her the me like I have never done. Real. The me that no one knew.
All the years without found love. Absent. Became to be my hearts greatest joy, she is my boo boo.
Today I live in her heart. Comforting. As Mandy lives within my so called forbidden world.
It is funny when you just know. Completed. I am whole with her as my wife, lady, woman, girl.

music

Bobbin. Weave. Feelin the move streamin thru the vibe.
Grooving. Ease. Bouncing as if my heart can not hide.
Beatin. Within. Souls clingin to the rhythm spinnin.
Noddin. Needin. Driftin my mind compels its finding.
Fallin. Givin. Heads on a tilt wobblin.
Jammin. Livin. Sounds recocheyin the hearts singin.

mindless

Tappin in, tunnin out.
Followin mindless patterns of the minds endless route.
Shiftin images, shaping without form.
Illsusions beggin for ever more.
Zoning, becoming a moanin in the brain.
Sittin still within frame.
Thoughts crossin paths, confusin face.
Tryin to keep up as the minds needin some space.
Backing off, respectin its will.
Spinnin outta control, getting its fill.
Stepping forth into a state of mind surrounded by delusion.
I must be sufferin from a contusion.
Letting loose, free to rip off the edges.
Workin it out, ink plotted smudges.
Visions seekin random day dreams.
Pausing moments in the middle of funny lookin screams.
Peepin in on tweaked out sights of the imaginary.
To bad its time is temporary.

luv'n MANDY!

Diddled phrases of luv leapin from my heart to yours are sounds of happiness enjoyed by the feelin that follows words into the emotional core. i.miss.u.1

My mind is your playground. Heart is your wonderland. Body is yours to have and to hold.and my soul you own next to god.

I have this thing deep down inside of me. That luvs you sooooo fuckin much. N I don’t know what to do with it.

Releasing words of ilu1! As my heart beats my emotions into a race. My mind pushes out an expression of luv that desires only you that is shown on my face.

Life within the grasp of your arms is a joy comforted by a luv worth the emotion expressed from my heart.

I luv watchin u. iv been so long without u. so I take every second I can to notice when I can… ilu MANDY!

Beyond your beauty lays a woman. A real live woman. In the flesh your seen as gorgeous. Yet in my eyes youe more than in between. I see you MANDY! For whom you are and I luv that unique individual.

Smiles that giggle from a face so familiar. Showin happiness in the presence of luv. Grinning so real. So big. So bright. For this I will never lose my sight.

Turning. I catch u peekin back. Connectin eyes holdin. Finding a smile worth sharing. Starin as you turn away. I grin with pleasure knowin your mine 4ever.

I wear my ring with honor of my wife. A symbolism of our luv. Showin the worlds I am taken. As it will never be removed from my finger, for she owns my everything.

I luv when my tongue catches up with my brain, for the sounds of thy heart can only explain one thing. Your name!

I luv when my tongue catches up with ur taste. Drippin sweet flavor upon my day. Lost in makin luv to you through oral……………

Luv me now. Here today. In chosen words tell me its luv. Us. Im the 1. and I’ll spend this moment til the end of my time, givin myself in a way you refuse to let go of.

You ever thought that we’re right back where we began as MANDY & BUTCHIE!

Iv never needed someone in all my life. But you’re a rare one luv.i need your touch. Your smile. Your ways. I need your presence. Your will. Your luv. I need you in my life 1! 4eva…

Can you feel me? Fingertip to fingertip. Runnin through you when visualize my face. Hows it feel to know you matter to someone who trulyluvs you. Cuz I luv it.

I am a very happy man. Lookin back on this past year. I am truly blessed to have a life time to luv you. MANDY! Pictures of this past year resemble a life we should of always shared. & I cherish the moments we’ve lived together.thank you for hittin me on fb luv. You don’t know how bad I needed you in my life as my wife.you make soo much difference, its like a fairytale. I will always luv you and show it everyday. You are luv’d.

I will do anything for you. Your are the one I chose to spend outr lifeout with. Happily intertwined my heart snuggles your luv.you are my one and only as your luv is what its all about.

I luv the feelin of wakin up next to you. Knowin all day long imam get to see you face starin back at me with the same look I express in luv. I get to kiss you daily. Luv you forever. There is no greater fellin. Nor one like it.

Your luv is like a cool breeze on a hot sunny day as the dribblits of drops drippin are small and soft enough to comfort thy skin with a pleasure so sweet it tickles the tiniest of the ticklish spot hidden for you to seek out and find.

I luv the way my smil feels when I see your face. It’s a reaction like no other sent straight from heaven above touchin my heart.showin how much I am so deeply in luv with you. And its been tis way from the very start.

Softly I wanna slide my tongue in between your lips and stroke you upward. Tatse how you juice for me as I kiss and lick you slowly.legs spread open far and wide. Face buried in your pussy as I slither iinside. Pleasing not only you for I get hard when I gaive you head. I wanna eat you out ova ova ova ova and ova again. Make luv to you with my mouth. Digging deep for those orgasm while im spending time down south.i wanna show you how bad you turn me on. I wanna play! All night long.

My heart beats the rythm of your name with each and every syllable tappin its way along soothiin the fellin of bein so in luv wit you as one.

Feelin you against me and how our body heat battles beneath the sheet sends my heart into an emotional crave that only you can do to me. You are myhappy place.

When ever im not havin a good day, it is you that picks my smile up ansd sends it flyin. Only you an do that. Just thinknin about you and my grinenjoys the days we share.


I give you me as an expression of luv, with an unbreakable bond. So do as you please with the magic we share., for I am your very own wond. Use me as needed to make your dreams come true and your night complete. I am at your mercy. And as always, I remain discrete.
Knowin I LUV YOU like no other will forever bring greta joy to my everything.

I wanna feel you. Touch you. Try and show you the luv I feel for you through a simple graze. Along a brush of your skin as its filled with everything I am For you in each individual connectin moment are a life of happiness waitin to happen.

U R L.O.V.E! U R MY ONE. U R THE ONLY. U OWN MY HEART. POSSES MY MIND. U R THE MEANIN OF LUVS PURPOSE. TIL THE END OF TIME. U R.

luv is here

I feel ur pain. What uv been thru. But u gotta let it fade.
Things aren’t the same. Its me u n i. Times have changed.
Flyin by r the days. Further from ur struggle. Havin new ways.
Ones worth the stay. Luv is here. Ur in a good place.
Til were old n gray. Imma show u. jus be brave.
Keep walkin away. Each step with me. As we pray.
The future is 2day. Now in the present. Ease ur head as its layed.
Know what u gave. Cuz that’s what I give. As u take our name.
Allen ray. Mandy jo. Morgan is a powerful thang.
So lets play. Live our life 2 the fullest. Without the games.
With u im made. Bein me. Ur not a slave.
Free 2 live unafraid. With good intensions. N no1 2 blame.
With us in a frame. Hung on the wall. Sheltered from the rain.
Ur my everythang. U own a real man. Its time u land.
Feet firm hand in hand. 2gether we got this. As we stand.
B 1 with luvs plan. Its me butchie. With a golden band.
4eva in luv im ur biggest fan. Ur my 1. jus want my chance.
It can b grand. Knowin without a doubt u r luvd. N I know I can.
luv u always ever more than. AILOWY! this I know u undastand.

loved by u i am

IT’S IN YOUR HANDS.
CRADDLED WITH CARE.
SNUG AND WARM.
I AM NO LONGER SCARED.
LAYING AND PEEKING.
THROUGH YOUR FINGERS.
I AM YOURS MY LORD.
HOPE NOT IN DANGER.
MY FAITH SITS COMFORTABLY.
WAITING ON WHAT YOU WILL.
HARMS WAY HAS PAST ME BY.
RELAXED I AM STILL.
LOVED BY YOU I AM.
SMILING FROM EAR TO EAR.
BECAUSE I KNOW I CAN.
SHELTERED IN LOVE.
ALLOWED TO LIVE.
MY HEART I S WHOLE.
AND HAS SO MUCH TO GIVE.

live urs

DO U, THAT’S WHAT IT IS ABOUT.
BUT DON’T FORGET ABOUT THAT ONE THAT’S DOIN U.
LIVE, HAVE IT UR WAY.
JUS REMEMBER THEIRS SOMEONE HELPIN UR NEEDS TO.

WHEN U GET URS, N LIFE IS MORE THAN U IMAGINED.
GIVE BACK THE WAY UV BEEN GIVEN TO.
ACCEPTIN IS ONLY HALF THE FUN. AS AN OTHER WAITS.
SHOWIN IN EVERY WAY THEIR VERY OWN LUV IS TRUE.

LIFE IS URS. GRAB HOLD N FIND UR GROOVE.
LET NO ONE STAND IN UR WAY.
YET IF SOME ONE WALKS STRIDE FOR STRIDE.
LET EM KNOW THROUGH WILLINGNESS EVERYDAY.

WHEN UR ON THE GO. PAUSE FOR THEM HERE N THERE.
IF ITS ALL ABOUT U THEY WILL FADE AWAY.
STILL LUV’N U BUT IN NEED OF A 2 WAY STREET.
LIVIN N WANTINTO GET THEIRS AS WELL N NOT STRAY.

BE HAPPY. DO FOR SELF TO THE FULLEST.
HAVE EVERY THING THAT MAKES U CLICK.
STOPPIN TO SEE THE BREEZE BLOW BY.
YET WHEN AN OTHER GIVES LIKE NO OTHER N U HESITATE, BE CAREFUL FOR U WILL SLIP.

knocked off my feet

Clinging to love the best way I know how.
Wondering how’d I get here from there to now.
Holding ground when needed the most.
Savoring the moment, glasses tipping a toast to.
Riddling a rhythm with no beat.
Somehow I’ve been knocked off my feet.
Forever is in thy eyes and telling my story.
In love with you is a selfish glory.
Tossing words of love back and fourth.
Craving each syllable wanting more.
Catching phrases released from the mouth.
Clear as day accepted as they come out.
Believing in tone formed by character.
Love has a way with its little miracle.
Tears speak in none belief.
Heart over come with such relief.
Reaching and met after so long.
A notion that this can never go wrong.
Touch and feel pleasing thy nerve.
Getting lost in every word.
Minds at ease with satisfaction guaranteed.
Knowing this one has set me free.
Mine until the end of life itself.
You own me as everyday I melt.
One last step before happily ever after begins.
With your hand at marriage is my only grin.
A life in love is my expectations.
Only with you I feel the gravitation.

In sync.

Sleepin in between winks.
Linked together in movement as we sink.
Dreamin a thought to think.
Clung together in an awakenin blink.
Necks a kink.
Turning as if written in ink.
Connected like fur on a mink.
In sync.

in between

want to come up in between the rain.
Sliding smooth as I’d never get touched.
Back and forth coming up fast.
Sneaking through the drips falling around us.
As I silently grab a hold of lil ol you.
Smiling at the happiness we share in love.
A connecting embrace reaching for something worth more.
Moving as one as our bodies are flush.
Pouring down we’d dance as if we were one.
Creeping together and invisible to the moistened rub.
Getting lost looking through the diamond like water beads flowing.
Magnifying the purity of falling in love with you is such a rush.
Cutting with chilled winds unable to come in between.
Forgetting how the storm blanketed without a fuss.
Leaking eyes loving the only wetness witnessed so true.
The heart feels the leakage of turning to slush.
Bobbing with the drops of cool tears let loose from heaven.
Cleansing what resembles the clarity of what we was.

i ain't lettin go!

I aint lettin go. I got my teeth dug into this. Grittin. I am in this til the end. Gripped. I hold on to my life. Unchanged from day 1. I stand for mine. I am see this through. Neva losin my feel. This lives within me. So to let it slip is unheard of. Mine! Getting it our way. Theres something bout it. I cant get nuff of. Soothes the system. Satisfyin my core. Limitless bound. Id die for it. So wheres that leave me but in my situation? Here n ready this is my way of life. Livin in comfort with thee 1. Pleasin the curve of my smile. I refuse to release tension of the point of impact. It’s the way it is. Me n mine. Mine n me. 2 of a kind. As 1 we cling. N I aint letting go!

holdin the moment

I glide a ¼ inch from her everythings surface.
Lowering the hand deliberately with a touch on purpose.
Twiddling thru fine hairs stood upright.
I tease with a tickling touch breaking a lovers fight.
Trembling a spontaneous shake she’s jerking.
Twitching and calling without complaining or hurting.
Pushing the feeling to the limit beyond lust.
Past the desire of trust as it turns into true luv.
Contact pressing, forming in the need of want.
Having an un-controlling groping, I hunt.
Searching a seek as I find a game still and waiting.
Pleasure fulfilled by more than a exploration of mating.
Backing off to hover in a stare as eyes connect.
Digging the ease of the over whelming respect.
I’m at the finger tips of loves teasing level.
As she reaches out, pulling me into her navel.
Hot breaths bounce in between the moment.
Wondering how long I can actually hold it.
Moving slightly as I slowly creep down.
Sliding softly as I begin to cover ground.
Lightly kissing the flesh of a lovers quiver.
Breathing upon the region and feeling her shiver.
I break for a glance into her eyes before I continue.
Looking for the passion of capture to be subdued.
Glancing quickly then back to work I go.
Licking a taste into a set of lips that flow.
Giving me to the one that gets my all to come.
Squeezing thighs as my head is cradled as she runs.
Dripping with a sensation of helplessness to me.
Controlling the situation as I set her free down on my knees.
Once, twice three times she lets emotions rip loose.
Quickly climbing upon her before she calls truce.
Filling her expectations with hormones of a man.
Standing strong and firm she receives as I land.
Trusting half way then all in, full force.
Switching it up I go back down then of course.
I purposely drive her crazy in love with my skill.
Climaxing again showing my open will.
I cum with her in the heat of the moment.
But only because I could no longer hold it…………

grip my grin

Sittin in the eye of the storm.
Feelin the calm.
At peace with self.
Finding my all.
Watchin the world spin.
Outta control.
Around my head.
It neva slows.
Im as still as one can be.
Damn near froze stiff.
Scared of the 2nd comin.
Something I thought of as a myth.
Inside bracin I cry.
Iv gave all I can.
To be blown away.
N its hard to stand.
Its comfy here.
Relaxin to the bone.
Yet the other side jus came.
N im afraid to be alone.
I fought off the hail.
Sheilded self from the rain.
Bit the burr.
N im frightened of the pain.
What to do blinkin eyes drainin.
Run with it or face the wind?
This is my world closing in.
As I grip my grin.

good relations

Ohh, how sweet. How ur luv’n reaches for me.
Streaching its wings out n wrapping me up. Mmm luv.
Ur unique way eases n soothes. Wit u I can not lose.
Holdin on for more. Feelin emotions down in the core.
My whole life iv waited. To b wanted, now mated.
In u lays the woman iv dreamed of often. Lips r sotfened.
Kissin the mouth of an angel. For u n I have the same angle.
The touch of the feel. Ohh, how u feel so real.
Relaxin thy mind over ran wit questions. U give good relations.
Ur warmth is so comfortin. As my luv builds n is exportin.
As the need n desire for u grabs hold. My luv unfolds.
U release the man iv been but couldn’t find. N I sigh.
Thinking of the very thought of us. Madly, deeply, truly in luv.
To tell u ilu every chance I get. Mmm, is a blessin as I sit.
Wonderin what I did to enjoy ur presence. Cuz u luv me without hesitance.
Acceptin my flaws yet not b4 my will. Lady, me u completely fill.
Wit luv not of this world. U’ll foreva n always b my girl.
My 1, my only. Wit u I’ll neva again feel lonely.
For u complete everything in my life. N it tickles me that u r my wife!

four arms of a cross

FOUR ARMS OF A CROSS, SYMBOLISING WHAT THIS WORLD HAS LOST.
FAR FETCH TO THE EYE OF THE PATH I ONCE WALKED. MY VOICE SO DESPERATELY NEEDED HIS CALL.
BROKEN DOWN I HAD NO WHERE TO TURN. YET I WAS STUBBURN AND DID NOT WAN TTO LEARN.
MY FEET MOVED IN A DIRECTION OF SELFISHNESS AND STYLE. BUT NONE OF WHICH WAS EVEN WORTH THE WHILE.
ACCEPTED STILL MY SOUL HAS BEEN CLAIMED BY THE LORD ABOVE. WITH OPEN ARMS FILLING ME WITH HEAVENLY LOVE.
I FEEL THE PRESENCE I NEVER FELT BEFORE. OVERCOME WITH A WILL TO LIVE MY LIFE I HAVE BEEN GIVEN EVERN MORE.
PURPOSE CAME CALLING ONE EVENING OUT THE BLUE. AS MY DEAREST FRIEND MADE CLEAR OF WHAT I WAS TRYING TO DO.
EACH POINT STANDING FIRM IN MY MIND. SPREADING THOUGHTS ON EVERY LINE.
I CHANGED ME FOR I WAS NOT WHOLE. LOOKING FOR THE POWER IN AN EMPTY SOUL.
GIVEN THE WORD THROUGH SOMEONE I TRUST. THE LORD WORKS AND IS A MUST.

flightless

Broken heart, beating at my wings.
Clipping feathers, from a tree I sing.
Flying I try, plummeting I fall.
Crashing down, reduced to small.
Above the clouds, belonging to the sky.
Looking up, clouds push on by.
Attempting to soar, I give a good fight.
All day long, I still sit into the night.
Flightless and restricted, my joy is missing.
Swinging alone, the wind is whistling.
Grounded I wait, for my moment to launch.
Unable to depart, down near the mulch.

everybody knows

Everybody knows. I was made for you.
Everybody knows. You are more than a choice.
Everybody knows. How you are the one.
Everybody has to listen to the noise.

Everybody knows. You complete me.
Everybody knows. Why I do what I do.
Everybody knows. You are whom I was made for.
Everybody wishes they can find a love so true.

Everybody knows. I give you my all.
Everybody knows. You are my everything.
Everybody knows. I will always love you.
Everybody notices the rings.

Everybody knows. You are my breath of fresh air.
Everybody knows. My feelings show.
Everybody knows. I can not do without you.
Everybody and everybody will know.

ILU1!

emotions move the wrist

Love in the fingers. A touch felt by the heart.
Easing in slowly. Way to far apart.
Brushing by swiftly. Breezing a flow.
Teasing the skin. Smiles on a roll.
Back around second landing. Contact is made.
Pausing for the moment. Playing without games.
Sliding down. Hands shaking in fate.
Gliding with caress. The feelings great.
Caring and flush. Emotions move the wrist.
Passion filling the notion. Enduring the wish.
Creeping smoothly like silk. Playing with nerves.
Pleasing with a stroke. Without a word.

drum roll

There is a soft drum roll thumping in my chest every time we reach each other.
When close enough to touch my pulse accelerates and the beat intensifies down to my finger tips.
I can not for the life of me explain what is going on inside of me other than I am madly in love with you.
My nerves still get that need as my gut butterflies up when
You lean wit a kiss.
I am going through something I can honestly say I love feeling with you in my life.
I fein for you as if I must have a little more of you everyday.
I think of you constantly, wanting to be that one in your life just by being myself.
Love, when you speak my ears sends a smile straight to my heart and it happens all day.
Some how you bring out of me what I have never been willing to do for anyone.
You ease everything around me in ways I can not help but to love you as I do.
I find you irresistibly pleasant to enjoy as our life together plays out so deeply in love.
And all I ever want is my chance to help you smile day in day out for what we have found is true.
ILU1!

driftin to be

WHAT ARE DREAMS?
LOST IN SLEEP.
CREEPING IN SILENCE.
SO REAL UNABLE TO LEAP.
HOLDING ON TO THE NGHT.
MIND PLAYING ITS GAMES.
DRIFTING TO BE.
NEEDED N UNTAMED.
IN A BETTER PLACE.
SAFE IN THE SHELTER.
INSIDE THE DOME.
DEEP WHERE ONE FELT HER.
LEAKING IN THE EYES.
CRUST BUILDS WITH MOISTURE.
LIES OF THE UNKNOWN.
TEMPTING THE TORTURE.
ONE HAS TO WAKE.
JOIN THE WORLD.
TAKING ALL BUT HER NAME.
MISPLACED WITHOUT ONES GIRL.
HOLDING ON TO THE THOUGHT.
AWAKENED TO ANOTHER DAY.
SETTING IN FAST.
WITHOUT HER FACE.

i wanna

I DON’T WANT MUCH. JUS A FW SIMPLE THINGS.
LUV N SUCH. A SET OF RINGS.
FREINDSHIP THAT LASTS. DON’T WANNA START OVER.
UNLIKE THE PAST. LATE NIGHT LUV’R.
WANTIN IN RETURN. UNMEATIONED POSSIBILITIES.
WILLIGNESS FOR MY TURN. SETTLIN MY INSECURITIES.
I NEED LIKE THE NEXT. A LIL TOUCH N RUB.
PASSIONATE SEX. CUDDLIN A HUG.
PLEASURE OVER PAIN. A KISS FROM AN ANGEL.
DRYIN UP THE RAIN. CUZ I KNOW HER ANGLE.
FELT THE WAY I FEEL. ACCEPTED AS ONE.
A LUV THAT’S REAL. TIL LIFE IS DONE.
I NEED WHAT’S BEIN GIVEN. SHOWN TRUE EMOTIONS.
INTENSION THAT R LIVIN. FILLED WITH DEVOTION.
WITH ENDS THAT R MET. ACTIONS THAT SPEAK.
WORDS THAT COMFORT MY REST. FALLIN DEEP.
I WANNA BDESIRED. THROUGH A SMILE.
EVEN WHEN TIRED. WORTH SOME ONES WHILE.
LUV’D LIKE NO OTHER. ALL THE LIL THINGS.
NEVER SMOTHERED. AS SHE SPREADS HER WINGS.
SPOILED JUS TO SHOW. WHAT I MEAN.
SO I CAN KNOW. CUZ IM THEIR DREAM.
GOIN OUTTA THEIR WAY. JUS FOR ME.
EXPRESSIN EVERYDAY. ON ME THEY LEAN.
ENJOYIN MY PRESENCE. FELT BENEATH THE FINGERS.

diggin in

Nails gliddin. Damn near digging. Scratchin the surface. Tryin to feel the under layer. Clawing at the skin. Peelin the flesh. Feelin the pleasure. Scrappin in such an enjoyable pain. Clingin to the emotion. Rackin down. Draggin slowly. Puncturein the nerve wit explosion.

day of oct. 24, 2011

Day of October 24, 2011
Amanda Jo Morgan,

Deep within is where you have always lived as it is been too long. My memories reoccurring dreams stuck like a distant world all my own. Feeding on your unknown where about as I look back. You were the missing link to my happiness, as you are now. Visions of your face every now and then seemed to make me smile. I felt you creeping along with me my whole life and did not even know it. Your imprint was sketched inside me long ago as if fate was waiting its turn. Marked for the taking, my guess is I needed to learn a few things before we were allowed to make a home. I got lost with out you one, misplaced and stolen from time. At my minds end, tempting life to do me in for it was endless. Love did not exist as far as my heart could feel as I only had a thought. There was no one for me for I was the unlovable one. I could not love anyone the way they were willing to give self to me. It is like subconsciously I knew, yet I could not grasp my own. Only if I would have thought about it or you more often, I should have known. Or maybe I should have said a few words once upon a time ago, expressing me to you. But I am human, living to learn for a new day the change the shape of my smile. My face shines because you are in my life, and that is no lie. No other will ever do, for you own more than my heart. I feel something has had its plan from day one when we first met. Just took us to live and let live to have all we ever wanted in each other. I look back and wish we could have lived as one in our home built in love. But then again, neither of us we’re ready for what was in store. That is the way times hand has played our seconds through the years. Then again I believe if given that chance and who we really are. We would have made it to the present in which we stand in love today. Together with a bond and friendship no one can ever break. In love like no one on earth has ever been or felt since its creation. Deep in love is where I am with you and always will be. My one. My only. MANDY! There is no other that could ever come half as close as you do to me. You complete parts of me I often wonder of and never knew was even there to begin with. I love you with all my heart. I am yours to do as please with. All I ask is for a chance to show you how much I am willing to love. All else will fall into place. Ilu1!

Yours forever,
Allen Ray Morgan (Butchie)

clinky

Left break, handin off the hazy.
Laid back, putting down the crazy.
Comin round, once again here it a comes.
Release da drift, my true luv.
Puff puff give, send er round my way.
Eyes chinky, smoking my pay away.
Don’t choke, mu fucka jus give er here.
Lemme hit my bitch, my dear.
As our lips meet, ooh I luv er taste.
Straight to the head, neva a waste.
Oooooh weeee, damn I can feel er flow.
Toke with me, experience how she blows.
Pass it off, don’t let er choke.
Inhale her scent, feel a flaot.
She’s urs, Sit back n ease.
Let er take ova, try not to weeze.
She’ll have u bent, sideways n done.
Put er to the test, she’s the one.

change is subject. changing subjects

LOSIN FRIENDS.
LOVERS RUN.
FADIN HEARTS.
TIL THEIR DONE.
FIGHTIN FEELINS.
EMOTIONAL WRECK.
TIMES R CHANGIN.
WHAT THE HECK.
SAVIN FACE.
HOLDIN ON.
DEEPER BREATHS.
WHATS GOIN ON.
TIMES TRIAL.
ENDIN RELATIONS.
FINDIN SELF.
LOVES IMMITATION.
BACK TO 1.
SELF CONSUMED.
WHY THIS.
FEELIN DOOMED.
LIFE WAS GOOD.
TRUE INTENTIONS.
GIVIN SELF.
MEETIN EXPECTATIONS.
1 NEVA KNOWS.
FUTURES BRUTAL.
CHANGIN WITHIN.
MINDS LIKE A NOODLE.
.JUST ONCE.
TO HAVE IT BACK.
FEELIN ASTRY.
LOVE IS LACKED.

can't sleep

Cant sleep. Minds over workin again.
Loss of comfort. Dream took off n ran.
Blank face n questions. Ruinin my night.
Heads bangin. Darkness killin my sight.
Tossin a turn. Why cant I leave me alone?
Echoes scream. Hollow thoughts fillin a moan.
What the fuck! I need to relax.
Pillows fightin. Tired of my facts.
Restless covers. Wrestling for space.
Im up, damn. Eyes leakin down face.
Why do I do this. To me im so harsh.
Always fuckin with me. Pickin me apart.
Rockin on the bed side. I sit confused.
Cold n restless. Thoughts on me I abuse.
Silence fills the room. No ones awake.
Yet I cant sleep. Drownin in my lake.
Never enough repeats in my head. N its sad.
So hard on self. I feel so bad.
Whats wrong with me. Hands coverin emotion.
So quietly I ache. With out a motion.
Shivers give in. snuggles callin.
Yet I cant sleep. To busy fallin.
Images n no words. Letters n no sound.
Thoughts without reason. Merry go round.
Lost in the night. Hopin to crash.
Minds wide open. Hearts feelin a lash.
Somethins wrong. Choking myself I have no control.
Blackened eyes. As the brain unfolds.
Deep breaths form as fog. Chill in the bone.
Half the man I am. Outside my zone.
Wheres the answers? Where to turn?
Caught in a self made battle. N yet in yearn.
Comprehension fades with the switch. Flip.
Every night I over think it. Gotta getta grip.
Cant sleep. Starin at walls.
Here I am. Alone in my draws….

can u feel

CAN U FEEL IT? THE LOVE BETWEEN A KISS THAT COLLIDES.
WITHIN THE MOMENT. LINGERIN WHERE THE EMOTIONS RESIDE.
SWIRLIN AROUND THE HONESTY GIVEN. INTERWINED.
FLOWIN AND CLINGIN. PULLIN US CLOSER THAN WE ARE INSIDE.

CAN U FEEL ITS PRESENCE? VIBIN A RIPPLE STRAIGHT THRU OUR HEARTS.
BEATIN AS ONE. SOFTENIN THE SHELL THAT TIME MADE SO HARD.
TOUCHIN A PLACE SO DEEP WE CRAVE. PASSION FILLS ITS PART.
FILLIN IN THE PIECES CREATIN THE MOOD WHOLE. SPARKIN ITS MARK.

FLOATIN WITH INTENT. INVISIBLE TO THE NAKED EYE.
CAN U FEEL THE WAY IT REACHES? THE WAY IT BLOWS THE MIND.
CUSHIONIN THE IMPACT AS OUR BODIES MEET. AS WE SIGH.
READY FOR OUR TIME. FOR OUR CHANCE TO ENJOY LOVS RIDE.

breeze a drift

Loner calling to the wind to breeze a drift to lift him away.
Pleading for the moment of fresh air consuming lungs collapsing.
The touch if the cool to soothe his heart made of brutal stone.
Ready for the whisk of the refreshing chill to be warmed.
Flowing so free he wishes to be taken to that place he’s dreamed.
Riding away on a gust of happiness releasing him of the torment.
Soaring high as the mind will allow him to escape past the present.
He’s felt the heat of the battle and wants it to be never again and no more.
Swept he needs the replacement of everything he has ever known.
Breaking free with ease he begs for a safer landing filled with love.

BREAKIN THE SILENCE

Swallowed, slidin down. Feelin gravity pull at the lump. Nerves bouncing. Heart sinkin. Twitchin mind foldin. Ears waitin for the sound. Mouth open. Words silent. Moments passin. Times creepin. Losin thy will. Eatin letters untold. Hands sweatin. Persperatin fear. Chancing thy find. Feelin the urge slip. Frozen motion. Emotions race. Beggin for sake. Racin vibes. Pulsate within. Bringin forth thy pleasure. Slippin out. Syllables connected. Movin tongue. Lips release the glory. Said at last. Holdin face. Patiently waitin.

BLEEPING FUDGE

Lost in this world nobody reads.
No one cares and no one needs.
Words sling emotions that fall mute.
Yet without a reader I can not lose.
Speaking inside leaking about.
If one listens I think I’d shout.
Misplaced letters form in my head.
Yet without some ones interest they might as well be dead.
The hearts passion has a fire so hot.
And no one feels so o think not.
Simmering compassion settles the nerve.
But to the eye is nothing but a blur.
Released by the mind I swing thy fingers.
Too bad I’m the only one who lingers.
Just once I’d like to be heard.
I don’t think I’ll ever learn.
No one gives a bleeping fudge.
Of words on paper coming flush.
It’s me out of me spread so thin.
Just a piece of me out on a limb.
So where’s the love in of interest in me.
Guess it’s my own written down dream.

AILOWY!

Love, you’ve been my one my whole life.
And it’s time we live like there’s no tomorrow and make it right.
From when we were young you’ve played in my head.
Stuck around and now I want you to wed.
I remember how scared I was back in the day.
Seeing your face after so long just made me pray.
Some one like you is so hard to find.
And I get the opportunity to call you all mine.
How it’s possible, I haven’t a clue.
But to keep you I know just what to do.
It’s funny how one person can complete so much.
By the simplest thing in a single touch.
There are no words I can gather to put into true form.
Just know without you in my life I was torn.
I didn’t know who to be when I was trying to be me.
And some how you came strolling back into my life and set me free.
I’ve missed you in ways I never knew I had.
I never thought this day would come and I’m so glad.
You and I together is a dream far better than any I’ve ever dreamt.
I have feelings so real for you, so far down with love that is met.
So long ago I couldn’t speak for you were the one.
Something I never knew until Nov. 28th and you became my fun.
Years are gone that we can never get back.
And those memories will be missed yet we now have a chance to make a past.
Only if I could have known you’d mean so much.
I would have done anything to be held n your easing clutch.
I’m deeply in love with who you are.
My angel fallen into my heart from the hovering stars.
This is me realizing what it is I have in you.
And without a doubt I am always in love, only with you!
Be Mrs. Morgan and merry me.
And I promise I will always enjoy the movement beneath you feet.

a morning to love

Life in the morning, given another chance.
Waking to the day, eyes open to another glance.
Digging out the sleepers, rising up with love by my side.
I am blessed every morning no doubt, and that is no lie.
Tucked in tight, not wanting to budge.
I lean with a kiss, for my very own one I call love.
Winking a sigh. cracking a smile as she turns to me.
Dear god thank you so much, for the one you have given me.
I’m in love, as cuddles form under the covers trying to stay warm.
Just a little moment, one I enjoy as our love all day will be worn.
Skin touching, feeling the desire filling my core.
Wanting to stay in bed, needing the memory to last a forever more.
Wrapped and draped, the comfort of her gives me pleasure.
She is not a trophy, yet she is my treasure.
A morning to live, gives the day meaning to kiss.
Living within our time, being self and we are already missed.
Fully awake holding on, the heart and mind knows what it wants.
And I get to do it again, over and over every morning so deeply in love.

a bug in a web

Tangled n stuck. That's my luck. Shoulda wathed my step. Layin in this sticky net. Waitin for patience to run out. Drained to a drought. Tired of fightin. Where's it hidin. Come n get me. Make me scream. Have me ur way. Skin a stain. I am ready. Slow n steady. End this fate. Or let me ecsape. Fill n suck. Spill my guts. 8 legged freak. Please. Release me. I'm caught in ur web. But I'm not dead. immoble n twitchin. I'm easy pickins. Wonderin I trespassed. Times up at last. Here u come. Get u some. Live from me. Life is merly a dream.

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in this moment

To touch u is a joy felt deep in the heart. To feel u brings tears to my eyes and at times idk where to start. Under my fingers u lay so beautifully. Waitin on the contact of the force between the emotion so comfortably. One sigh as I get close enough to enjoy the mood. Glidin above the surface of ur skins groove. Landin softly, carressin goosebumps risin for the occation. Hand movin slowly as the finger tips play with the situation. Breezin like the wind brushin by the moment. I don't know how much longer I can hold it. Gently grippin ur side in a way I'm tryin to hold out. But somethin inside me wants to know what ur about. Rubbin carefully my lips press along ur neck. Kissin with patience as u feel my breath. Walkin up ur check the pause for the pleasure of u. Slidin sideways n meetin mouths so deeply in luv. Easin up n hoverin to take notice of my one before me. N its in this moment that brings out the best for u set me free.

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maybe its

Maybe its ur smile. Maybe ur touch. It can possiibly be who u r. But I think its ur luv. Maybe its ur ways. Maybe ur the woman in u. Possibly the way u kiss. Yet it can possibly be a simple thing as u being u. Maybe by chance its us. Maybe fate. Its possible we were made to be. But its most definately the way u say. Ilu.

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rounding the curve

Its funny when uv come full cicle. When ur face turns from purple. When all anwers r felt without a doubt. Met half way n direction has truned from goin south. When everything seems in the moment of completion. Living the life one desires the most through devotion. Getting the best out of what is to come. Opened up and just being one. Its an obsticle course made to be. Some how oddly enough set in place to set you free. When all rounds in a curve and is headed ur way. The greatest joy in life will meat u with a smile that can make ur day. Pleasantly pleasing the pleasure of trust. All in the sake of two coming us.

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froze like stone

Passin time sittin still. Hopin time gives a fill. Back n forth the mind linger. In a constant wonder. Froze like stone in place. Jus takin up some1elses unwanted space. Drift a dream relaxin. Settin pace relapsin. Releasin all thoughts to clear the mind. Tryin to unwind. Emptyin all that's worng. For its been to damn long. I gotta get mine. No longer can I hide.

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on the plain

On the playin feild of luv awaits pain. Watchin the moments enjoyed n figurin out how to take its gain. Its a game played out with the innoscence at stake. For the heart is only the emotions bait. Once felt n luv'd in a way tomorrow neva has to come. The betrayed feelins r force to questions of one. Battlin on the plain of luvs begginin the truth is patient. For time is its enemy n hate is its replacment. Torchered when captured by the hands that promise to neva hurt. Defeat settles in as the ache takes control n u know ur worth. Spoken in the rage of war of a thousand words misused. Verbal slang slings straight through what was so true. Killin intention that made relations so great. One gave n slipped n fell into a lil thing called fate. Takin all it wants for selfishness exists. Leavin the situation empty on the battlefeild with clinched fists. Of what was suppose to the best eva n feelin beatin without reason. One will sit alone lost in memories dreamin.

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imaginations peir

Sittin on the end of the imaginations peir. Feet swingin n driftin the mind has no fear. Comfy I sit relaxed daydreamin once again. Toes feelin the breeze pulled from a distant land. Lost in my own zone I'm content in thought. Thinkin bout life n how to this point I faught. Restin dockside I smile for I have enjoy the moment. Jus tryin to hold on to it. In my own space fallin into me. N the view is to die for, I'm free. No one is here takin the beauty of seconds tickin by. Slowly passin time. Leanin back acceptin the moods grin. For I know where iv been. Creepin along inside my shoes that r currently removed. I found my groove.

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Where's my groove?

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good shit

This is good shit. U n I. Livin unconditionally. I wanna try.  Harder than iv eva. For ur way beta. Lost u found me driftin. Listenin to the wind. For u I'll bend. Backwards. Forwards. Side by side. Without lies. Ur my all. Callin my out. Pullin on my smile. Worth my while. Drop it luv. Freak a push n a shove. Give it the best way u know how. Make me scream wow.

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i felt

I felt ur pain. N I felt it when u delt it my way. I felt ya smile. N I felt it when it faded away. I felt. Ya here n I felt ya slip n come back. I felt u in n out. I felt ur pleasure n I felt the way u wanted to leave. I felt it luv. I felt u. I felt all the in betweens. N I feel me tryin to figure it out. I felt emotions stronger than iv eva felt. I felt em break as I release u. I felt me feel ur prasense n io felt me give up n fade. I felt it all. N I'm still feelin the way u luv me.

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When ur mind isn't ur own. When the best gets u a runnin. When there's nowhere to turn. What's the meanin lingerin? When's enough is enough. When times spent it tick. When a smile fraks the fuck out. What's the reasonin commited? When's playin it safe worth the risk. When the rainm cleanses. When tomorrow is worth it. What's the moment mean? When luv whispers. When a touch comforts. When all has felt to be met. What's the point in a stare? When a kiss is felt. When today is now. When the breath melts. What's the reaction delt?

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tappin out

Clinky. Tap tap. wrist is spinnin. One space gaps. Poke. Pickin letters. Inked out. Pen with a feather. Thinkin. Spread thin. Easy pickins. I feel my grin. Cheesin. Teasin the mood. Findin my groove. Words swimmin. Minds drownin. Mouths tastin. N there's no need in wastin emotion. Pluckin the mind of the hearts desire. Turnin a point. Breakin free. Opened up. Listenin 2 me. Fillin a void. Releasin self. Like no one can. Outside slippin. Glidin before the eyes. Get it. Dancin across the page. Squigglies bouncin. Freakin the moment. Gettin loose. Losin control. A's findin z's to hold. Spit jus right. Drips burst. Airborne. Quenchin a dryin thurst. Drainin the inner reflections. Reactin. Neva pausin. Springin the untamed. Givin my all. Bringin the alphebet to life. Delicately entertainin the sound of drizzlin rain. Drippin from the lip. Fallin n landin. Splashin in form. Born. Tellin a story. Without a worry of disapointment. Self enjoyment. Comforted by the makins of realism. Flung like a monkey with poo. Freed. Doin what I do best. Straight from the chest. Passin n collectin thoughts. Combinin n gatherin info. Lettin the fuck go. My outlet. Wantin to live. With a lil time spent. N I have so much to give!

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fingers

I think my finger are so deeply in luv with you my luv.
Surfing the surface of your silkish desired skin.
Feeling their way along your soothing untamed sighs.
I try to pull them away but they cling to my best friend.

Holding on as if they don't want to leave your side.
My fingers need the contact carefully brushing and softening.
Easing back and forth pleasing and riding your curves.
Stuck to you as you are who you are enjoying what's happening.

Having their way and own intension to satisfy themselves.
It's the touch encountered that is felt between you and them.
The invaded space where air itself can not seem to ever go.
Fingers reaching and stretching out from my limbs.

Trying to get closer to the feel of your everlasting enjoyment.
Being teased in comfort like no other could ever accomplish.
Wanting the carress of every stroke expressed in luv.
To the fingers, you my one are far more than a luv'r or a crush.

I think my finger are in luv with u.
Smoothin the surace of you skin.
Feeling their way along

DOWN LOW IMMA GO. KNEES 2 THA FLO CREEPIN SLOW. MOAN N GROWN HOLDIN ON.MINDS BLOWN FEELIN A RAOM. FINGERS NOT ALONE CRAWLIN WITH TONGUE ON A ROLL. WANTIN A IL BIT MO.

4 U ID GIVE MY LIFE. FROM WHERE WE'RE FROM UR NOT ORDINARY YET MY TYPE. I GIVE WHATS LEFT OF WHAT THIS WORLD DIDNT TAKE. 4 U 2 HAVE N TO HOLD FOR KEEP SAKES.

U GIVE MY HEART PASSION UNTAMED BY TIME. 4EVA I AM URS AS U R MINE.

WEET COMPASIONATE LUVIN CARIN REAL STRONG MINDED GOOD WILLED CHARMIN SEXY ENJOYABLE GOOFY NICE TRUSTIN. U R 4EVER 2 ME. I NEVA WANT 2 LIVE WITHOUT U 1!

IV MADE U MY DREAM TO CHERISH N BE THAT 1 U CAN COUNT ON THRU TRUST N LOYALTY. MY 1. MANDY! IMA LUV U LIKE UV NEVA BEEN LUV'D. N IMMA DO IT BY BEIN ME. LIKE IV ALWAYS WANTED TO LUV.

AZING1 SIMPLY BREATH TAKIN FOR THE WOMAN UV BECOME. THE WOMAN I DESIRE FOR U R REAL. UR WHAT IV ALWAYS WANTED N NEED TO FEEL. TOOK YEARS TO FIND U AGAIN. N MANY MORE TO SHOW U THE LUV IV GAINED.

MY WORLD I LIVE IN IS SO COMPLETE CUZ OF U. TO HAVE U AS MY WIFE, MMM. IM HONORED TO TAKE UR HAND AS MY LIFELONG FRIEND. TOGETHER WE CAN SHOW LUV A FEW TRICKS. N OF ALL THE WOMEN IN THIS WORLD, U R MY PICK.

OW IM MADLY IN LUV WITH U. U KNOW ID DO ANYTHING U WANTED TO DO OR HAVE DONE. U KNOW UR MY 1. U KNOW UR MY HEART N SOUL. BUT DID U KNOWI CAN NEVA LUV ANOTHER AFTER LUV'N U?

IM MISSIN U BAD RIGHT NOW.

TIMES LIKE THESE EMOTION BUILDS LIKE A MOUND.

RELEASED FROM THE TOP ROLLIN DOWN.

TUMBLIN IT FALLS NEEDIN U HERE N NOW.

TO TOUCH U.

TO FEEL U.

TO DANCE IN UR HEART.

TO NEVA PART.

TO BE AS 1.

TO SHOW REAL LUV.

TO LIVE A LUV.

TO U I'LL ALWAYS EXPRESS MY LUV.

ROLLIN SYLLABLES FLUTTERIN FROM THY HEARTS WARMTH.

I FEEL AS IF I FELL SO HARD.

LIVIN A LIFE THAT CAN NEVA BE TORN.

U R MY 1 I LOVE TO EXPLORE.

STANDIN STILL IN A SILENT HOLD, FIT FOR US.

LUV FOUND REASONIN FOR US TO BE A MUST.

LOST N FOUND, DAYS GIVE MORE MEANIN 1 BY 1.

ENJOYIN A SMILE FROM OUR VERY OWN 1.

WRAPPED UP IN A MOMENT WITH LUV CLINCHIN SECONDS OF FOREVA WITH EVERY TOUCH.

TIME TICKS SLOWLY YET SOFAST.

N ALL THATS NEEDED N EVA WANTED IS MY LIFE WITH U TO LAST

LUV TO A MAN IS A MYSTERY IN HIS HEART.

YET WHEN IT OPENS, FROM IT HE CAN NOT PART.

SWEEPIN HIM SILENTLY AS HE TRUSTS.

N GAININ A REAL WOMANS WORTH HE CAN LUV.

UR BODY AGAINST MINE

LAYIN HERE IN THE EALRY MORN HRS WITHOUT U FEELIN LOST WANTIN A TASTE.

MY HEART LUV CRAVES THE TOUCH MISPLACED IN THE DARK FROM UR LUVS WARM EMBRACE.

LIFELESS THINKIN OF UR BODY AGAINST MINE SO TIGHT I CANT STAND IT IN THE BEST OF WAYS.

MY HEART BEGINS TO THUMP A REPEATIDLY RYTHM THAT DRAGS OUT THIS DAY.

ALONE N FEELIN THE NEED OF UR PRESENCE I TOSS N I TURN.

ROLLOIN MYSELF OUTTA BED CUZ UR NO WHERE TO BE FOUND AS I YEARN.

I CANT LAY IN COMFORT WITHOUT U FOR IT COULD NEVA BE THE SAME WHEN UR NO HERE.

SO IF U HERE HTESE WORDS AS U LISTEN TO THEM RATTLE IN UR HEAD LOUD N CLEAR.

KNOW I MISS U SOMETHIN FIERCE N I WANT U HOME WITH ME TO LUV N CHERISH.

FOR MY LUV FOR U 1 WIL NEVA IN A MILLION YEARS EVA PERISH.

LUV IS DA

LUV IS DA STARE.

THAT LOOK NO1 CAN SEE BUT 2.

IT IS DA TOUCH.

ONLY DA CONTACT CAN FEEL SOOTHE.

ITS DA EMOTION SHARED BETWEEN HEARTS.

TIL NOW N IN THE FUTURE FROM THE VERY START.

TO WED

UV HAS RISEN FROM UNFULFILLED DREAMS N IS AWAKE N READY FOR ITS OWN DREAMS ITS DREAMED A THOUSAND TIME OVA FOR US TO WED IN LIL WORDS SPEAKIN 2 LIL SPOKEN WORDS OF, (I DO!)

FEW HOURS LEFT

IM JUS A FEW HOURS FROM UR SMILE.

LISTENIN TO MY HEART TICK IN THE MEAN WHILE.

N I CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE UR FACE AS ME U FIND.

RUNNIN OUTTA WORDS IN EACH N EVERY RHYME.

SIMPLE LIL WORDS

HERES A FEW WORDS IV NUBBLED ON ALL DAY.

LET LOOSE N AIMED AT U TO FEEL MY WAY.

THE TONGUE CAN NOT HOLD THEM IN ANY LONGER.

AS MY LOVE FOR U GROWS STRONGER.

I. L.O.V.E. Y.O.U. 1! WITH ALL MY HEART.

FROM U I WSIH NEVER TO PART.

JUS A FEW SIMPLE LIL WORDS TO LET IT BE KNOWN.

U HAVE THE MAN IN ME FEELIN SO GROWN.

SAVED

THER ONCE LIVED A BOY SO SHY N SCARED. UNABLE TO SPEAK AS IF HE DIDNT CARE.

YET AS HE STARED AT HIS 1 HE DID INDEED. BUT WORDS WERE UNSPOKEN N KEPT DISCRETE.

YEARS PAST LATER OF LOSIN HIS 1. AFTER LEARNIN SO MUCH N FEELIN ALONE.

HIS 1 CAME BACK TO SAVE HIS HEART. THINKIN THIS IS THE WAY IT SHOULDA BEEN FROM THE VERY START.

HAPPILY IN LUV THEY LIVE WITH GREAT ACCEPTANCE. KNOWIN THIS IS WHAT LUV WAS MADE OF N SO INHANCED.

LUV LIVES IN A DREAM PLUCKED FROM SO MANY. A STORY OF BUTCHIE N MANDY!

MY HEART TO URS

DIDDLED PHRASES OF LUV EXPRESSED FROM MY HEART TO URS, R SOUNDS OF HAPPINESS ENJOYED BY THE FEELIN THAT FOLLOWS WORDS INTO THE EMOTIONAL CORE.

wasted space

it been a few months gone since postin a thought.

blogs probably wonderin wtf.

everyday life has come full circle.

n time to tap away is not how i like or want.

diddles r written yet unseen through the naked eye of this sight.

but they will b typed in computer ink soon enough.

jus a few more steps to some real good shit.

n the readings of my heart will feel of what its been stuffed.

i miss my blog in ways of theriputic outlet releases me.

as if im lost n stuck in a moment of silence.

scribbles fill pages n not felt in true form.

from luv, hate, relations, thae calmin n violence.

5 months in countin without my fix to be relieved.

somehow i manage with great patience, waitin for the day.

soon enough i will be reunited with my page.

n on that day imma go nuts, unfiltered n here to stay.

i miss the freedom of ventin me.

expression onl;y i know of thats inside screamin.

becomin over flowin with words re arranged.

yet til then im left a man jus dreamin.

it wont be much longer n i appologise to wasted space.

though there is much to read in days to come.

there is much to read with meanin n purpose.

as me n my hobby come together as 1.

a standin man

being ready. not all of us are at the same time. some learn more rapidly. some more in shorteer amounts of time. not our fault. some are jus more advanced then others due to experiences theyve endured. its real situations. some think they got this. some know they dont. breakin down with actions teellin on them. crazy.... people. mind frames set either on idle. others eady for the taking. n some havnt a clue what their in for.. i get it. have for some time. i know why i do what i do. maybe time is key. n i believe this is it. i know. i want this. yyet not eveyone can keep their mind on the bigger picture. if im wrong please forgive me. i am human. learnin to be happy. tryin for where iv been was dark. i am so ready! some have it in them. some say they do til it comes divided. unable to get past issues one didnt cause. words are the cheapest thrill life has to offer. repeated patterns speak of the hearts will. in its good interests. makin all the right fair decisions that may occur. some fuck things up. good things that could be it. some see it happen. see it comin. i guess im one of those who knows what to expect. im no good. all i do. for what. jus how i feel. only for so long i can give it a go. n its not me givin out. im strong enough to make it. others around smile as if they can. u see, im free. in body n mind. im free as a man can be. let loose by self to feel somethin other than hate. i give me n some ask why. jus cuz they dont get it. i figured this shit out. hmmm. some chop another down for self infliction. affraid of bein hurt. some pick away til theres nothin left. as luvers fall into peices at their feet. fightin. communication. mature minds know whats bein said. findin the good n addressin all that conflicts with the will to make it. open eyes feeds strong minds. yet a gentle heart balances the fight. all i ever want is this to last. i give everything. on my knees. eyes focused on what some consider a prize, but a partner as i see it to live. my capabilities are so much more twisted if i lose this. cuz if this isnt it. im done. people in general have their breakin point. if wantin somethin bad enough, they will indeed snap. happy i am. through n through. yet i look into eyes that fade in moments of dyer need to keep it together. failin the test within themself. losin home. im jus sayin not everyone has it in em. n i dont wanna write anymore. ever..... this is a blow that will crush me. n like isaid. i'll be done if..........i am a standin man takin one blow after another as they bounce from my will. cuz i know n have found somethin that is rare to find.... not everyone gets this oppertunity. but its gonna take more than me to get this done....... as 1! as i pour me out with tears i refuse to cry. u know some r willin without bein asked. n its shows. belive me, it shows. n others do it for a lil while n let time take their willingness away. i control my will cuz i know what is i want. everday i give me. all of me. n yes i consider myself a man. yet i have much to learn. but i dont feel i'll ever be more than the moment. n idk why..... its like some people dont really know what it takes. for many different reasons they are to into self to give a flyin fuck or see someone as they drain the day away for the good. i am human. willin. i dont need to be asked. i do it cuz i can. allowed. here is a man standin, damn near without much more to say......

fb mindsets

mature minds makes for luv'n hearts....

I'LL BE ME N U BE U. I BETCHA I CAN BE ME LONGER. U JIVE AZZ TURKEY!

ITS ONLY WHEN U STOP RUNNIN FROM WHO U WERE IS WHEN U FIND OUT WHO UV BECOME!

IT TAKES A GOOD 6 MONTHS 2 GET 2 KNOW SOME1. ANOTHER 2 TO KNOW IF U HAVE IT IN U 2 KEEP IT GOIN. THE YR MARK IS WHEN U KNOW U HAVE A CHANCE. ANYTHING MORE, CONGRADS! U DIDNT WASTE UR TIME.

i DONT ASK FOR ANYTHING, SO PLEASE HEAR ME AS I SPEAK....

I CAN FOLLOW UR LEAD TIL THE END OF TIME. YET I KNOW WHEN 2 STAND MY GROUND WHEN ITS RIGHT IN HEART N MIND.

WHATS INNA WORD IF ITS NOT BEIN SHOWN? HAS IT THE SAME FLAVOR IF ITS NOT FULL GROWN? IS ITS SILENT ACTIONS MIND BLOWN? JUS A FEW QUESTIONS ON LUV N THE WAY IT MAKES U FEEL RIGHT AT HOME...

i USE 2 THINK EVERY MAN NEEDS MORE THAN 1.... BUT IF U HAVE THE RIGHT1, SHE WILL B JUS THAT. THE 1!

i HAVE THIS DRIVE INSIDE OF ME THAT REFUSES 2 LAY DOWN N QUIT! N IM NOT FIGHTN IT CUZ I LIKE IT. ITS WHAT SEPERATES MEN FROM BOYS......

SHOW LIFE WHAT I IS U WANT N GO FOR IT. TIME WILL DECIDE N PLAY OUT. N IF U DIDNT GIVE UR ALL, WHOS FAULT IS THAT? TREAT WHAT IT IS U DESIRE LIKE A RARE GEM OR DIAMOND. TRY! N ALL THAT U'LL EVER NEED WILL BE THERE 4 U...

wHAT IS GAME? HOWS UR MIND WORK? LET ME SPIT THIS AT U. U GOT IT GOIN ON. LOOKIN 4 THAT NEXT SNATCH 2 DIG IN2. GIVIN THE SAME GAME 2 EVERY1 U COME ACROSS. YET ITS THE SAME OL LINES. UR NOT ADDIN ANYTHING 2 ITS ARSENOL. LAME! CHECK THIS GIVE GAME 2 1 CHICK N TRY 2 COME UP WITH SOMETHIN NEW. CHALLENGIN URSELF. COMMIT. LET HER KNOW SHES IT. LET UR GAME GROW. N BECOME A MAN.

LIVE OR ALLOW LIFE TO PASS YOU BY. GRAB LIFE OR LIVE WITHOUT TIL THE END OF TIME.

JUS CUZ UV CROSSED OVA IN2 THE GOO LIFE DONT MEAN UV FORGOTTEN WHO U R. JUS FINDIN OUT WHO U TRULY R. IF U DONT CHANGE UR NOT LEARNIN A DAMN THING! STILL PUTTIN UP WIT THE SAME OL SHIT...

THERE'S ONLY 1 WAY A MALE CAN KNOW HE'S ENTERED MANHOOD. A STATE OF MIND AND FEELING WHERE REAL MEN LIVE AND GROW INTO MATURE MINDS WITH LUVIN HEARTS. THAT'S WHEN A (REAL) WOMAN FINDS IT IN HIM AND REFUSES TO LET GO..... FOR THEY KNOW WHAT IT IS THEY HAVE... VICE VERSA!

im easy goin but dont do well with immaturity........ grow up world!

u ever sat back n watched people? n jus pay attention to actions. yet there r a few iv watched to see who hey r. jus bein cautious. its what i do. watch. cut out drama. b real. jus wanna surround me n mine with possitivity. im not pefect, have alot goin on with 10 kids at home. so if i dont respond or get back atcha right away, no biggie. dont mean nothin by it. my bad. the only thing i do that's iffy. n others jus want somethin. some1 close 2 me keeps gettin the short end n they r a good person. real good heart n mind. yet seems everytime all people wanna do is take advantage of kindness or jus make this person feel like shit for puttin up with stupid shit. people as a species within a few i keep close r a waste....

THERE IS THIS THING CALLED LIFE. N IT IS WAITIN FOR U TO TRY......

U HAVTA LIVE UR LIFE 4 U. N ALLOW SOME1 TO WALK WITH U. AS THEY ALLOW U 2 WALK WIT THEM. LIVIN THEIR LIFE FOR THEMSELF. IT THE ONLY WAY.

SIT BACK N RELAX. ALLOW TIME TO LAY ITS HANDS ON THE SITUATION. ITS IN ONES ACTIONS AS THE TICKIN TELLS ON ALL. U WILL KNOW AS WELL AS THEY. TRUE INTENSIONS...

U CANT FIGHT OFF EVERY RAIN DROP. BUT ITS HOW U STAND DRIPPIN WET THAT ALLOWS IT 2 MAKE OR BREAK U.

if u give em hell, they talk about cha. if u give in, they talk about cha. might as well go for urs.....

COMMUNICATION IS EVERYTHING! LISTEN N SPEEK CLEARLY. ALWAYS MEAN WHAT U SAY N NEVER LIE. STAND FOR SOMETHING AS IF UR NAME WAS AT STAKE. TALK WITH PURPOSE WEITHER UR TEACHIN OR LEARNIN..... CUZ WE DONT KNOW EVERYTHING..

THERE R VERY FEW PEOPLE I TAKE 2........ IF I CALL U BRO OR LADY.. UR 1 OF THEM...

I DONT WARE A CAPE FOR MY POWERS. I HAVE A KING SIZE SATIN SHEET DRAPED DOWN MY BACK FOR THAT. LMMFAO!

I HAVE AN IDEA.... I THINK WE AS FATHERS SHOULD ADOPT ALL THE KIDS WITHOUT A DAD TODAY SO NO ONE IS LEFT OUT, OR NOT CELEBRATE IT AT ALL.....

GOTTA DIG IN2 ONES CHEST TO GET TO CLIMBING TO THEIR DOME, CUZ NO ONE UNDERSTANDS WHAT THEY CAN NOT FEEL OUTSIDE THEIR OWN MOANS!

YEAH... SEEMS THE MAN IN THE MIRROR IS ALWAYS SMILING EVERY TIME I LOOK AT HIM..... LUCKY BASTARD! LMMFAO....

do i? i do!

i choose whom i have in my life, as they do i. not forced to smile, n to happy to cry. jus reversin i do, for the sake of luv. its in two lil words expressed above......

inside

i play around inside my mind. sometimes jus to find what i can find. goofin i enjoy roamin around. hell, its what keeps my feet on the ground. iv been peekin out these eyes of mine. escapin inward as i hide. watchin life roll hardly ever so slowly by. i can control my self cuz i have jus that, a mind thats all mine. yet sittin back feelin my insides from within, i feel alive. n i understand my purpose as i have my time 2 have me til the day i die.

runnin

one way. walkin. runnin down ones desires.

never half steppin. nor trippin. puttin out old fires.

pace makin. stoppin. cravin a touch.

feets beat. numb. wantin a lil thing called luv.

two way collision. empact. set free from the race.

findin my seat. comfort. lovin its taste.

feet kicked up. settled. found my 1.

tickled pink. hmmmm. my runnin is done.

thinkin of

jus thinkin of u.
i grin form ear 2 ear.
i luv luv'n u.
as i cry a happy tear.
sittin here i day dream of u.
wonderin how i pulled it off.
i'm jus me n u r u.
when u came along i was lost.
liftin a man back 2 his feet.
like only u could do.
now my heart is skippin beats.
4 a luv u give so true.

hear me

Hear me now as I stand breath taken and without sound.
As I try and whisper a rhyme for you in which in me I found.
Listen to the man within speak from his deepest untouched cracks.
Where he laid hidden and speechless awaiting on you as my heart attack.
Hear me as I drop a line into your ear as it vibes a beat to my words.
From somewhere under the armor there is a pounding thumping as it’s time to be heard.
Aged like wine waiting on the one to sip the a taste of wisdom exploding.
I softly release the motion of forming emotion after imploding.
Hear me tell a tale of a fool growing up in his time without you.
Falling inward long enough to find the art of sound of loving you.
Preparing a riddled phrase in a form so rare to this world.
I am here now ready to claim my one and only girl.

unknowin

Run. Away in time. Go. Be self in mind.
Search. Accept the facts. Find. Point of impact.
Return . To the one who was you. Gathered. Feel how you grew.
Inside. Compair differences. Whom. Came from the other side of fences.
Sit. Notice what you’ve become. Where. In which you’ve come.
Play. In times window. Cry. Happily under it's shadow.
Funny. Where we go unknowing. Learning. Slowly growing.
Looking. Stare into the past. There. In a time that moved to fast.
Wishing. Just to have it back. Pages. Written in the lack.
Unfinished. Coming around the corner. Showing. Face s of your hunger.
Touch. Feel it reach. Now! Let it teach….

ready

Flickerin lights. Stage is set.
Blinds are drawn. Ready in depth.
Deeply involved. Liquid substance.
Standin chilled. Sounds of luv breakin the silence.
Waitin in ease. Deep in the night it’s late.
Moment as if it was the 1st. Giving into fate.
Hearts ready. Night breeze blows.
Coolin the emotional heat. Exciting the mood.
Tension builds. Patience strung.
Bubbling petals float. Ready to get it done.
Bobbing to the beat. Mind pleases the soul.
Entering here you come. For me to hold.

luv'n u

I Luv U! N only u. 4ever now, 4ever 2ghether. U r my 1. My dream. My world. u r simply spectacular. AILOWY! ilu! til the day i die. I stand by ur side. A luvr n a friend. I live 4 ur luv, ur touch, ur smilin embrace. Til the end. U r more than the air i breathe. releasin a remarkable sence of relief. A new life streamin inside. i break 4 u. 4 the way ur jus willin 2 luv me. my luv 4 u i can not hide. n i'll do all in my power to show my luv. for it is u......u.......

in these eyes

Ur BeAutiFuL!
2 ThEsE eYeS oF mInE.
sO lUvAbLe.
lAyIn AbOuT iN mY mInD.
a TrUe LuV.
gIvInG uR aLl.
WiTh CoMfOrTiN hUgS.
iN2 uR aRmS i FaLl.
I aM uRs 4 AlL tIMe.
2 HaVe N 2 hOlD.
aS i WiSh U 2 bE MiNe.
Til oUr BoDiEs R oLd.

everyday life

Everyday life has come into focus long ago. Who to pare up with was so fucking unknown.

Playing one to the next I consumed them all. Let only one in and took my very own fall.

Life seemed to be always on the low. Not knowing on which way to go.

Open eyes looking for just one. But they were all over before it was done.

Living life for me. For any other I could not see.

Heartless when all said and done. After I had my giggles, chuckles and fun.

True player with game that had no game. Go figure and one also knows how to speek for own selfs name.

Confusing to say the least. Unless you know how to play with anothers beast.

Easy it came as natural as breathing. Constantly giving what was wanted yet teasing.

No one could ever truly have me. My intentions had a need.

But who am I to blame. Was it my fault they could not beat me at my game.

I feel bad at times for breaking a few. But they should of knew.

And I got mine in return. Guess my own game I did not learn.

Slipped once for sake of feeling. Left standing half kneeling.

I am one hell of a man I do believe. Just done some things I could never relieve.

Still in frame I gave up and fell inward to the unseen long term lonleyness in which I would leave everyone of them. Hurt for the first time I stepped backwards and found myself out of theme.

On my way out of control. I was awakened before I could fold.

The one found me after finding her. After not being heard.

I was unknown for so long and wondered of. Then and there I gave in and gave up the games and lived within my word.

Everday life swings its doors open to explore what is on the outside of ourselves. Needing help without the welps.

covers speak with every wrinkle. like waves crashin on the shore surface. as ur body swam upon its texture. givin its existance much purpose. back strokin as u tugged for the pillow in a shark like attack desperate to explode. quickly down strokin, grabbin at my head. in perfact sequence u allowed me to splashed my way into ur canal. it was magical what we did last night in our water like bed. ever so much it was beyond needed.yet the deeper i went the further u sank. sittin on the comfort of my board as ur body moves with the wave catchin every humpin .

given a chance

chance is all that is given in sake of luv. random pokes at fate bein lived in the hearts lonely space filled with lust.

periods of happiness gathered ina short time spent. starin in anothers face as their eyes show somethin as heaven sent.

havin the will to make it last as long as one can. gettin lost in words spoken at last as together they stand.

findin that one that means more than any other. havin the oppertunity of luv on a comfortable lent shoulder.

the self obedience of a friendship is given a chance. just to try n outlast all that was meant to be in the eligance of dance.

listenin to the sounds of ease set into place. attemptin the obligation of the present situation bein graced.

knowin what ones found is worth every moment buildin a lifetime of companionship. skippin beats let loose by the hearts battlleship.

wantin a turn at chance before its taken away. two are needin to be felt how it would or could be like hewithout the games.

acceptin inside what its found out. driftin on more than thoughts freed from ones secret place speakin without sound.

chance. without it no one will ever know of the possibilities that could make the difference tiltin upon the fence.

fallin off the pivit point balancin ones future. holdin on to the ride of decendin into pictures.

once grasped after the hands has been delt. its ones duty n responsibility to go forth n give self to another givin back all thats bein felt.

all because chance stood ground n allowed two individuals to live hand in hand. together forever as one man n woman.

crossin paths on the intersection of life. takin in all thats bein able to be shared as man n wife.

its not chances resposibility. for chance is only the start of what two builds as a life time of memories n compatability.

THIS IS ME

THIS IS ME BEIN RELEASED. SET FREE TO BE TEASED. THIS IS ME TEMTIN LUV. TO COME GIVE ME A SHOVE. THIS IS ME ACTIN OUT. SETTIN PLANS IN MOTION N LIVIN THEM OUT. HIS IS ME IN THE FLESH. DAY TO DAY IN BETWEEN BREATHS. THIS IS ME CEASIN THE DAY. TIL IM OLOD N GREY. THIS IS ME AT MY BEST. NEVER GIVIN LESS. THIS IS ME TAUNTIN MY PAST. TIME CHANGES SO FAST. THIS IS ME LIFTED UP. BECAUSE OF A LIL LADIES LUV. THIS IS ME AS U KNOW IT. NOT TAKIN NO SHIT.
THIS IS ME IN LUV WIFE LIFE. EXTREMELY IN LUV WITH MY WIFE. THIS IS ME A FATHER OF 10. N I WILL NOT BEND. THIS IS ME APPRECIATIN MOMENTS TO SPARE. ALL BECAUSE I CARE. THIS IS ME OPENED UP. FOR ME THIS IS A PLUS. THIS IS ME IN ALL HONESTY. WITH NO ANNIMOSITY. THIS IS ME AS SIMPLE AS I GET. WILLIN TO LUV AS IT'S NEEDS R MET. THIS IS ME A IRISH MUT. LIVIN MY LIFE IN SUCH A RUSH. THIS IS ME, ALL ME AS U SEE ME. UNDER THE SUN HIDIN IN THE SHADE OF THE TREES. THIS, IS ME! TRYIN TO DO MY PART. NO MATTER HOW HARD....

IMAGINE

imagine this. there is a u, n there is an i.
there is a beach, n there is a sky.
imagine there is a sun,n there is a set.
there is us sittin in it, n our feet r gettin wet.
imagine night slowly fallin, n there is luv.
there is a moment, n there is us as one.
imagine dancin in the breeze, n there is time.
there is peace, n there is a peice of mind.
imagine turnin into my arms, n fallin in2 the sand.
there is a memory, n there wrapped togehter, our hands.
imagine losin urself. in me as i in u. there is our chance.
there is shortened brethes, n there is emotions inhanced.
imagine the moon is lit. there is u, n there is me.
there is touch, n there is two souls bein set free.
imagine layin in luv. there is pleasure, n there is gain.
there is a night to remember, n there is a flame.
imagine two of a kind. there is forever, n there is now.
there is the taste, n there is the effects of vows.
imagine bein alone with i. there is no one around, n there is u.
there is a need, n there is a luv only shared so true.

lost with time

endless thoughts.

sold n bought.

losin mind.

lack of time.

given away.

self betrayed.

tellin all.

crumbled fall.

tasteful sin.

with a grin.

speakin out.

minds a drought.

collapsin in.

smellin wind.

stink stunk.

whoda thunk.

brains done.

no more fun.

constantly searchin.

heads a hurtin.

beatin dead.

bleedin red.

imaginin time.

by my side.

here today.

taketh away.

lost emotion.

driven devotion.

body lays.

under landscapes.

gone tomorrow.

fellin sorrow.

play the game.

gone insane.

thinkin outloud.

screamin to clouds.

where am i.

behind blind eyes.

losin self.

what is wealth.

sun cries ran.

feel the pain.

heart begs.

here to stay.

dead or alive.

can not hide.

here tomorrow.

for the borrow.

gone today.

what a waste.

teasin the tongue.

forever is done.

lost with time.

drop of a dime.

willingness

one needs never not to ever havta ask.

for all things in the name of luv should clearly b done.

one should b worth more than the time put in the task.

all becuz they found something in the way of their one.

one should not to need of something n be told no forcin a part.

for luv should take control n always b silently heard.

if one luvs the way they should with a whole heart.

wants should b met without ever sayin a single letter in a word.

givin self to a luv cuz their happiness matters most.

unconditionally for luv has no lines formin boundaries.

only reapin the rewards of somethin as simple as a smile from its host.

livin in luv within luvs will in blessed surroundings.

willingness should trigger a want to please a luv with no debates.

without bein told it should havta take the initiative n b bold.

no doubts or regrets cuz luv is the way to fate.

held tighter n given reason of self without ever bein told.

for if luv exists in the heart one should suurender self inside n out.

livin for the purpose of two comin together as one.

doin anything to make it outlast times walk side by side without any doubts.

all in the name of luvn some other than self n simply bein in luv.

jus thinkin of forever one

beside myself smilin with a grin that wont quit.

n im jus thinkin of how u do what it is u do to me.

playin with all the things u make me feel inside.

oh how u entered me n released tears as they stream.

jus thinkin of u on a day of my 35th n its taken this long.

i recall a time i sat thinkin of u way back when.

somewhere when we were lost but never forgotten.

somehow i missed u in ways i hadnt a reason back then.

n now as yesterday has caught up with the two of us.

im jus sittin here thinkin of the woman uv become.

in our time as we have this chance to luv one another.

only if i would of known u where my forever one.

life awaits

awaiting is life leanin on us all runnin square into walls.
waiting for one to try before we finally fall.
to grab a hold of its worth pushin in fate.
patiently ready for one to enjoy all the fruits it has to offer n escape.
to try is to have what one needs as they get life in return.
a life fulfilled with a peice of mind as we begin to learn.
life is standing in ones own time compelled to live.
yet it's on us to find out what it gives.
deleberately giving all the chances in this world.
scramblin the mind inna tilted swirlin twirl.
as one can do for self and become one with a life worth livin.
it's not gettin all one wants but how much ones givin.
trying is the key as life is only a thought away.
when is it time to live for moment of today?
the mind is the key hole to enter happiness.
understanding what life is, is a tricky task of heavenly bliss.
yet when one learns of this, ones life changes.
but one can never stop trying as life rearanges.
yes all will fade in time of deliverance.
as constant will shows character and obedience.
in which ones self can find truth as they truly surrender.
laying down all of what's been taught by man sort of speak as the great pretender.

facin danger

lifted slowly. heads heavy. poundin membrain. throbbin pain. squeezin pulse. brain tossed. achin thoughts. scrabbled false. beatin visions. heads insition. memorical war. insides torn. rememberin all. kneelin crawl. hand held. dome sweld. gravity pullin. eyes rollin. smellin defeat. grittin teeth. grindin anger. facin danger. self rejectin. minds repentin. unforgetful stains. scared name. rottin intentions. revengin damnation. lost confusion. now illusions. gone crazy. sights hazy. given up. wtf?