Cant sleep. Minds over workin again.
Loss of comfort. Dream took off n ran.
Blank face n questions. Ruinin my night.
Heads bangin. Darkness killin my sight.
Tossin a turn. Why cant I leave me alone?
Echoes scream. Hollow thoughts fillin a moan.
What the fuck! I need to relax.
Pillows fightin. Tired of my facts.
Restless covers. Wrestling for space.
Im up, damn. Eyes leakin down face.
Why do I do this. To me im so harsh.
Always fuckin with me. Pickin me apart.
Rockin on the bed side. I sit confused.
Cold n restless. Thoughts on me I abuse.
Silence fills the room. No ones awake.
Yet I cant sleep. Drownin in my lake.
Never enough repeats in my head. N its sad.
So hard on self. I feel so bad.
Whats wrong with me. Hands coverin emotion.
So quietly I ache. With out a motion.
Shivers give in. snuggles callin.
Yet I cant sleep. To busy fallin.
Images n no words. Letters n no sound.
Thoughts without reason. Merry go round.
Lost in the night. Hopin to crash.
Minds wide open. Hearts feelin a lash.
Somethins wrong. Choking myself I have no control.
Blackened eyes. As the brain unfolds.
Deep breaths form as fog. Chill in the bone.
Half the man I am. Outside my zone.
Wheres the answers? Where to turn?
Caught in a self made battle. N yet in yearn.
Comprehension fades with the switch. Flip.
Every night I over think it. Gotta getta grip.
Cant sleep. Starin at walls.
Here I am. Alone in my draws….
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