Truth is,

Truth is, I've never looked at anyone but u n felt my heart fall outta my fuckin chest..  Truth is, I've never been able to put it back ever since it's been kicked around n left for dead... Truth is, I'm lost n i do not know where to turn... Truth is, I put my dues in to the lesson learned... Truth is, life just ain't the same... Truth is, I wish it were ur smile I could find a way to hate... Truth is, u being felt wasn't enough to witness me as is... Truth is, others cannot reach what I have to give... Truth is, I melted when we collided years ago... Truth is, I don't ever want u to know... Term is,  i army through all the pain alone... Truth is, for us, there never truly was any hope... Truth is, I'm better off trying to find my own way... Truth is, passion was the suicide needed to survive every fickin day... Truth is, I wish we could go back... Truth is, it be u I'd bypass... Truth is, I'd miss out on the only thing that had ever gotten to me... Truths is, it all just reminds me of some horrific dream... Truth is, I do know how u feel beyond all the reasons to let go... Truth is, ur the only thing that ever felt like home... Truth is, there's no looking back... Truth is, I'm good with leaving u in my past... Truth is, the spark is evident as we still exist... Truth is, it's a wasted thought dismissed... Truth is, truths lie n need removed... Truth is, lies no longer snuggle up to an open wound... Truth is, the good times are forever embedded in my mind... Truth is, I just wanna forget bcuz it was no more than some sorta useless hype...