Let go...

Ur losing me n i don't know if there's anything u can do..  I've tried not to let go yet pieces of us slowly has been removed... The want is vague to crave u close enough to feel me breathe... I believe luv has ran ores course n the cove is weak.   It seems time has come to tell u my heart hasn't a need to continue the whole inconsistency of having u around... I guess the in the healing of holding on my fingers let go..  U just wasn't worth the threat of emotional destruction that was ultimately found... Just past the friendship i realized. Who i was by watching ur disregard towards me... The constant neglect become a numb that transformed into what u will never be able to enjoy... Bcuz i witnessed myself in reflections that mutated in ways i did more than evolve as a void... There are no words to express the twist of reality in which i now live... I'm just so much better off without the emptiness swallowing me up like a black hole when i have so much more to give..  Please understand or don't when i say ley go of me... The landslide settled at the bottom of relations with the ruins of dreams... N i cannot remember one valid reason to allow my life to deteriorate from the inside out... All bcuz u refuse to be honest I a moment that would define a bond's determined route... So i must leave u here to die wiggling me after everything i attempted to site only u... I simple don't want the waste u claim is as real as getting ur way n that's the truth... This let go is the one answer to my own mind comb full circle to r evolve... You've made it easy to rather be alone than to deal with u as a problem to solve... Desperate is truly the only illusion felt in ur arms... As i was the only one who was lost in the cycle of relentless harm... Let go... Ur presence in my life is just the opposite of what creates hope... Ur a foe in luv with the attention when it's good for u.. N I've already cut u loose... As my monster chuckles in the shadows where u do not confide... Behind closed doors when the lights go off is where I've spent too much time... Ur fading faster than i ever imagined u in my mind... N i don't feel the need to play nice just to live up to ur hype...