You trapped me in my heart but didn't expect me to find the door and sound off the alarms... Shock waves rumbled until my mind woke up... And from the rubble i had a better understanding of luv... Standing in the aftermath with chains laying at my feet... I cannot believe i allowed someone like you to humiliate me... Giving in to being restrained from remaining what i who i truly am... Slowly loosening the knot that belittled my compassion as your number one fan... So i climbed from the hole u pushed me in... Little do u know of the things I've learned of deep in the depths within... Down in places you could never reach... As here today i am free... No longer a prisoner to meaningless lies... Nor captured by the nonexistent truth in your eyes... I found my way back to the surface without your help... As if i ever needed you for you were no more than an emotion felt... You failed to realize i was there when i didn't need to be... As i fell in to feel the bottom long ago just to redirect my own fuckin dreams... Now on the outside of your clinched fists i stand alone... The same way i stood attempting to get you to see me as your comfort for hope... You're not for me as i am not yours to claim... And within the cellar of your mind i do not belong to the games... There is no more shackles restraining me to give in to your selfish needs... Buried in the pits of will i transformed and left so i could breathe... The lock was picked by truths u still cannot seem to admit... N of all things u are the lone thing i haven't been able to come to miss...
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