wtf is it.?.

if u gotta fight yourself to luv me, i don't want it... there's no natural affect of ur heart feeling me the way emotion exists... lie to me not jus so u are not alone n i'll respect u more... it's better to spit truths than lead me on down a dead end looking for u to see me walking out the door... u can keep the feels of comfort that cater to having me until what u truly want comes along... leaving me with my throat stuck in a gulp trying to swallow passion gone wrong... keep that shit if ur not triggered by my face turning up ur smile... i have no use for foes plucking at my character to fill a void as if a child... lost n seeking any ol someone that'll do... so as long as u hide honest desires behind ur eyes u can count me outta ur so called dreams on the move... unless real is as smooth as a friend understanding i am human too... yet, if i havta tell u this the feeling doesn't go both ways n u know this to be true... as i ain't like most to give in to shallow lips jus wanting a thrill to last right up to the moment u couldn't stay... with a tone sunk into ur voice that speaks of my name as a burden burnt by ur own flame... calling a truce to settle the score with lies that rolled outta ur pretty lil mouth... save me the time n effort for i know a few details that never make a sound... seen by motion that counters the words spoken in tongues... ripping off fairy tales in my ear so u can be luv'd... i cannot be a part of ur false hopes lookin through me as if i'm not worth anything past the hype... i need a guarantee that hasn't a side agenda tucked up under ur sleeve to one day cause conflictions in my life... hope doesn't like the linger of what should jus be... moving in sync with a partner chosen by the undeniable presence of sighs that breathe... it's a no matter what, i cannot quit u scenario that lives with the ease in the mind... breaking open to give everything no ones ever gotten knowing i have u as my ride or die... n death is the last stop riding it the fuck out... so hop on or get the fuck away from me bcuz i'm about done with all the shenanigans having doubts... see me or rid yourself of me it's ur choice... i ain't willing to hear the same ol noise...