Red flags...

I ain't heartless yet, who in the fuck are u.?. Telling me I should give in to ur use... To consider what it is there is of an offering... So the heart can begin its softening... Damn near bold enough to brush what I feel to the side... As if there's no me to object even though this is my life... Speaking of a catering to emotions I do not trust... Almost ready to cross right on over into luv... On high demand for me to open up at will... Do u truly believe friends like a short lived thrill.?. I'm no prize as this I know... It's jus ur approach that loses my interest when u wanna sit upon thrones... Has it ever came to ur attention that jus maybe I enjoy the way things are goin for me.?. Able to do as I please without restraints as I am free... Why is it u must have a need to trap natural gestures for ur own selfish crave.?. Forcing attachments that claim ownership of eventual pain... N I ain't wanting to cut u down to gain an upper hand bcuz I'm wrapped up in a pause... It's jus there's other things than having feelings hurt from expectations lost...  To me it's not attractive to rush the vibe waiting on the pulse moving along... So how come u wanna disrupt my happy lil home.?. Clinging to the thought of having what I'm not looking to give away... Can we please jus stay in our own lanes.?. Get on with what's what n figure out if we can even tolerate each other... In all serious I'd rather hold on to my sanity n jus be luv'rs... Touch a few places starting from the outside... As I work my way in to the treasures that are revealed through time... But u wanna chance strangers in relations at some point becoming disappointed... All due to ur eagerness to want the now of how depths linger to fill a void... Now I'm no one to talk of ur expertise of how ur still single but I have a hunch... N I can prolly guarantee it's bcuz it's the silliness in the way u trust... From start to finish giving mind n body to someone u do not even know... So why would I leap head first into a trap jus bcuz u promise ur different than what others have shown.?. Doin the same ol shit ignoring red flags... Are u really that easy or emotionally desperate bcuz ur lonely n sad.?.