True friend...

It's that I needed to hear u been me... N it's not like you'll ever read these words... I jus needed to hear u tell me, please don't really away... Like life wouldn't be the same without me bcuz to u o have worth... Yet, there was no fight when I came to u n told u there's only a one way friendship here... As it didn't affect even a facial expression... That's what hurry the most as that was the nail on the coffin... Ur have as been dug in my heart n it was time for u to lay in it after I reached for u once more outta desperation... Hoping you'd see I couldn't live the way u allowed me to... The way I had become accustomed to that altered my own personality... I was there when u needed a friend n sat alone many nights hurt n giving it time for truths to be shown... So here's to my new reality... Where I can smile again m jus be me... With the weight of wonder off my shoulders n left for dead... The same way I was hung up for the world to see the man within play the fool... Diggin in to the transition of actually feeling something since I last gave our my heart n rolled with luv in bed... My life, my time... N I know what I am... As everything too this moment is bein left right here so I can finally proceed to find my joy... Talkin about who's who's biggest fan... With someone who can see me jus wantin to come to life in their eyes... To open up n never havta show down bcuz who I've become is someone they want around... As likewise, I jus wanna show them what I've learned of a lil ol word like friend... As it's my voice that tickles through sound...