Silence breakin coming from the thought steppin away from half azz females goin all out to sayin I'm done... The affordability jus isn't in the chips to gamble knowin who self truly is as time has past on the run of the fun... Down in the gritty of comin through without complications ain't never sounded so fuckin good as to the imagination thinking she's somewhere jus beyond reach... As there's only words to comfort the invisibility of her ways leavin so called women in the line of sight to meet n greet... I'm only heard in the way the read along speaks to the voice in an others head so quiet whispers ask me to speak up... There no reality of watching her step into my life as of yet lookin at me as the missing piece doin what she can to make it work even luv'n the like, liking the luv... Goin through motionless syllables until written fallin behind closed doors scared is I in my honest attempt to tell it all... Feelin like life til this point ain't been nothin but a pause waitin on flaws to erect as if none of us have them simple kinda feely ones rubbed raw... From a man's angle peekin about, there's a difference between a girl n the real deal standin ready to move with the motions swing... It's jus I ain't neva touched one worth the fill of bs they've tried to shove me full of as talkin a good game only planted a useless seed... So I play hide n seek with a lil more attention to detail bcuz it's my life I have live with... It's like the quick draw slung with a spin from the six shooter on the hip when it's the back exposed to the flip... U can't see me if I don't wanna be found... Yet I do, I jus got fed up with mouths that only make sounds... Playin peek-a-boo... Who sees who..?