I jus wanna go home... It feels like I don't have one... Seems I don't know where in the fuck it went... N even though I enjoy what I can, life has a down side to the fun... N I've tried everything I know to be able to jus go home... Yet they're always a change of mind due to what's outta my control... It's a lost feelin not havin sure to belong... Shit, took here recently I've felt completely alone... Fightin through the struggle as so called luv'rs claimed to be real... There's nothing like being touched n feeling how hollow the connection truly is... Empty but lustfully satisfying as I guess they preoccupied my time... As it's always back to the same ol bullshit... Tryin to figure out where I'm supposed to be here wondering around from place to place... The bottom is nowhere to be lookin up as every angle gets cut off... When ya jus wanna go home... Not havin one gettin sucked into the loss... Pretendin like ain't shit wrong... As if I could care less... Thing is, I jus wanna know which way to go... So I can dig this feel outta my fuckin chest... There's nothin like home... N I don't wanna be on the ride no more... I jus wanna cut some grass, look at a lil somethin I can call mine n lay down with a friend like no other... It's been too long even though I have no surrender in me... N I