It keeps coming back... As soon as it's ok to feel again... The fear reaches up n touches what's said to be healed... N down goes yet another good man... Fallin beneath the night scared of the luv he's opened up to... Feelin the need to run bcuz it makes more sense... As he taps outta his in comin undone... Utterly defence-less... Standin alone n quick to curl up so this world jus cannot see him losin his poise... Frightened as if a small child lost... Avoidin the affection for it eventually becomes luv... N the only thing to come if it all is for him to be caught up in an endless pause... With the past chasin him n on his heals... Hidin from tomorrow that'll come to take him away from the only thing he's ever known... Pain n suffering, givin everything he knows how to give... Feelin trapped within himself n so far from home it isn't real... Somehow, somewhere along the way he's forgotten how to live... Cashed out n depriving himself off the honesty that they of life isn't over... Due to the consistency of the let down that's plagued him so... As it's time that claims the broken image no or knows exists... He's totally given up on hope... Simply done bcuz the torture that follows him into every chapter of his life comes way to soon... He knows he's a good but it's jus will that's taken too many blows... N crawlin back to the start line if safer than the finishing touches that kills him everytime... Thinkin this is what false intensions get ya droppin truths in unread posts...