U have what I want...

The first time I heard u chuckle I felt like leaning in to u... The cuteness of the sound that came from within u, told me there was genuine truth... In the way ur interest looked at me as I was looking the same way back at u... Cheesing like a lil kid n findin ourselves gettin loose... Comfy n confident all at the same time... Due to the connection relating to find our minds... Tryin to speak the same thoughts simultaneously... Yeah, I can't help but to return the interest to u that u have in me...

Stay...

Don't go... I like having u around... U make time unfold... Whisperin names into sound... Don't leave... Just be who u are when u came in... It's on to ease back n breathe... Feelin the pints of ur own grin...

A moment for u...

To my knees I go... Fallin forever slow... Liftin ur feet to rub them down... I'm not the kinda man that is too proud... Takin ur shoes so u can't get away... Socks be gone, for I'm here to stay... Grabbing the lotion bcuz you'd worked all day... N I jus wanna show u how I feel if I may... Lookin u right in the eyes as my hands feel ur skin... Into the soreness as my fingers sink in... Turnin the feel of ur feet into emotion with every touch... Bcuz we already know this is headed into us fallin into l... N feeling the rush...

I want it...

Hey... Let me play with it... Let it out... Allow it to come to me...  Looking to be luv'd... Touched... Held so tight... Let it show itself in a raw uncut form... Like there's been nothin to alter way it feels... I wanna feel it open up... Take everything I have n accept me what who n what I am... Can I come in n get it.?. Want it up... Maybe kiss it softly around those sweet spots... Tell it I'm here... Let it know I have serious intensions for it's use... I wanna see it come to life... Watch it move... As the attention it seeks is within me comin out to witness the way it simply is... Gimme it... i could find joy way we could be... It's in good hands... Trust... Don't hide it... It doesn't wanna be closed in n forgotten... Trapped jus wantin someone to come luv it... To free it... To understand it's corky ways... Encourage it to want the best... Let it see me n determine what good for it... Allow it to decide what it feels... It wants the need to feel complete with another... N I believe it's peekin at me... From behind ur eyes... From the depths of ur heart... I know it can feel me waitin for the moment to sit it truths... Don't hold back... Don't force it to down play what it is I'm willin to do... Let it breathe... Let it be... Give it to me... I want it... I wanna see if I can keep it smilin... To know I'm the trigger to it's joy... Let it live m want what it craves... It's desire won't stop til u give in anyways... So let it happen... Free it from the captivity in which u restrain it... I'll come to thee.!.

Mandy/Shelby/Rachel

Lemme get it off my chest so I can finally move on... Every fuckin time I held on to her I felt he feelin of fallin in luv... I touched u like I've never touched anyone... Mandy, my one... My wife... My used to be... I held her like I was holding u... I fell for her the kids same as I did for u... Yeah, won Shelby... Til I realized neither of u were my friend...  34 yrs knowing u n another 4 knowin u... N the thing is rachel had my back for a while before the both of u every claimed... As the first female I tried on luv with... Y'all are the reason I've become who I am... The reason I've failed in my attempts... Rach/ freeway, we ain't got probs n let shit go a while back... Mandy/one, the divorce is comin... Hope to see u in the other side of this bs smokin n doin good... Shelby/ lil bit, there is nothing more we need to say for I wish u to a better life than what you've lived thus far... So as I course out any emotion left know I had a blast with all three of u I'm out on way... N I've seen what true intensions are as u all have opened my eyes... This is not a fuck u... This is a thank u for now I am ready to live n to luv!!!

Leaving with Angie...

Ready to go over more round... Lookin back one last time... Not to those that I leave to die in their own... But that thing I gained a piece of mind... Standin n willin into the next phase of my life... With no weights n no strings... Free I am to do as I please... As yet, hopefully, the last one has called come to help my heart sing... Personally between me myself n I, we know what to carry with us n what makes no sense to even entertain... So it's sweet words n gestures I found movin past the struggle... Everything dropped as forward as I can go... My motion determined by my own mind needin no muzzle... For if any of it was worth the time it be by my side... N from what I see there's only one willin to be a woman about having a man like me... So my all will be given to her n her alone... Angie!!!

The forever after...

It's that long wait of wondering where that one person is as we finally get to see what they look like... After gettin caught up in thoughts of where are they as yrs jus pass wanting to know who they are bcuz til the moment of seeing them for the first time, they have no face. N the seconds it takes to capture the curvature of their smile knows emotion can finally live in comfort... Becomin the forever after in the heart that went without them for so long, everyday will be willin to enjoy them as happiness goes both ways... It's the without a doubt I found my best friend that lives in their being off enjoying life together for the of time... Luv forms simultaneously n is only told through eyes at first as the rest of the package follows suit... Once they've been found n are in our arms as we never havta ever let them go... It's that no matter what bcuz we know their the one that the clique turns on the awareness of wtf they truly are from get go... Standin face to face... Fallin in... Bcuz they're lookin for their best friend...

That friend...

A lil to much for the average sucka... They can't seem to keep up with her outside of luva's... With that mentality of I jus can't help but to live... She ain't found one yet that's been able to match the tickle in her rib... Tryin on luv every so often only gets her wantin more... Left with a drought bcuz they don't know what to do with her openin n closin doors... She's free n willin to live as they fall behind one by one... N even though it's like wtf, there's no way she'd ever go numb... Waitin on the one that comes to enjoy the corkiness of her ways... Openin his own special needs wantin to stay... Bcuz she is his joy as he is her final destination... No self proclaimed hesitations... Half steppin is not an option as heart has mass... More like an all out let's get it as time can tell the tail once they come to pass... She's goin in n he's gonna meet her in life... With one rule n it's a given as simple as there will neva be a change of their minds... Overjoyed with what they have... Findin together life is more enjoyable when they laugh... N they have that for she stands as the only one lusted by him... N he knows she also knows how to roll back the lights to dim... He gets it... N she gets that kiss... Responding on cue... Best friends that are there no matter where the end takes the truth... Real luv... Trust!!!

Men want a friend to...

Angie... The first diddle...

 I feel good around u... Like I can breathe... I'm crushing hard... U make me cheese... I'm me n ur u... No doubts no question... I'm feelin u... Friends are in session... Goin under with time to identify the connection for what it is... Has it been found..? I wanna see it for myself... So patience is very real... For u I'm finding myself melt... Angie!!! That jus feels good to me so in I go lookin to see what I can find... The wait is over... Jus keep lookin at me n watch the moon passus by...

It's the way I feel...

It's kinda like I wanna watch the sunset in ur eyes with the horizon to me back so I can see the true beauty of life for myself...

The closer I get...

As hard as I am to get to, I feel it with u... One in which where I wanna know u... U see, not jus anyone gets behind the lines... N I've been having jus u on my mind... No, I am not shy... Yet I will respect u... Goin wherever we go getting loose... I'll open up bcuz maybe it could be u that shows me luv... Idk... I kinda put my heart on hold... U know, to find a friend that won't go... With a get over here kinda crave... Whispering names... Getting back the natural beauty of n the beauty of who u are.. I like... N I will not hide... See u soon... Doin what we do...

True friend...

It's that I needed to hear u been me... N it's not like you'll ever read these words... I jus needed to hear u tell me, please don't really away... Like life wouldn't be the same without me bcuz to u o have worth... Yet, there was no fight when I came to u n told u there's only a one way friendship here... As it didn't affect even a facial expression... That's what hurry the most as that was the nail on the coffin... Ur have as been dug in my heart n it was time for u to lay in it after I reached for u once more outta desperation... Hoping you'd see I couldn't live the way u allowed me to... The way I had become accustomed to that altered my own personality... I was there when u needed a friend n sat alone many nights hurt n giving it time for truths to be shown... So here's to my new reality... Where I can smile again m jus be me... With the weight of wonder off my shoulders n left for dead... The same way I was hung up for the world to see the man within play the fool... Diggin in to the transition of actually feeling something since I last gave our my heart n rolled with luv in bed... My life, my time... N I know what I am... As everything too this moment is bein left right here so I can finally proceed to find my joy... Talkin about who's who's biggest fan... With someone who can see me jus wantin to come to life in their eyes... To open up n never havta show down bcuz who I've become is someone they want around... As likewise, I jus wanna show them what I've learned of a lil ol word like friend... As it's my voice that tickles through sound...

I jus wanna go home... It feels like I don't have one... Seems I don't know where in the fuck it went... N even though I enjoy what I can, life has a down side to the fun... N I've tried everything I know to be able to jus go home... Yet they're always a change of mind due to what's outta my control... It's a lost feelin not havin sure to belong... Shit, took here recently I've felt completely alone... Fightin through the struggle as so called luv'rs claimed to be real... There's nothing like being touched n feeling how hollow the connection truly is... Empty but lustfully satisfying as I guess they preoccupied my time... As it's always back to the same ol bullshit... Tryin to figure out where I'm supposed to be here wondering around from place to place... The bottom is nowhere to be lookin up as every angle gets cut off... When ya jus wanna go home... Not havin one gettin sucked into the loss... Pretendin like ain't shit wrong... As if I could care less... Thing is, I jus wanna know which way to go... So I can dig this feel outta my fuckin chest... There's nothin like home... N I don't wanna be on the ride no more... I jus wanna cut some grass, look at a lil somethin I can call mine n lay down with a friend like no other... It's been too long even though I have no surrender in me... N I

It's that hope of havin a chance... Pure emotion with a mind attached to every movement that in which u wanna dance with... Jus havin some fuckin fun for once!!! Feelin the thrill in the ribs... Waitin on like to reason in time with luv... Pressed lips neva miss the perfect kiss... Hush... It's the feel of being naked n flush... Goin with the flow that couldn't have come to soon... Clutch!!! Everyday given proof... Even goin dutch... I'm halves on life... N there is no fuckin rush... Gettin it right out the gates as friends... That actually touch!!!

What if...

What if u found it... What if it found u... What if time released u from the lessons to be learned... What if those lessons told u, u were ready... What if what u give has come to give to u... What if somethin real stepped up... What if u did the same... What if character actually held off till the right moment... What if that moment was lookin u in eyes... What if u weren't broken after all... What if u jus needed someone to tell u what you've tried tell others... What if u were accepted... What if they like u jus wanti  to be self... What if they were jus as goofy as u... What if they got u... What if u came alive again... What if u were able to put down ur past... What if u look at the negativity n it didn't effect u no more... What if u finally came in to ur own... What if u knew what u were... What if u luv yourself so an other can luv u as well... What if u were sick of talkin about what u want... What if it stood in front of u... What if u were good to it... What is it felt the same about u... What if it was a process til u got yourself corrected... What if like gave into luv... What if of all things... What if u were yourself for a change... What if that's when life began... What if that's when life came together... What if... Would u know how to respond...

I want the key that opens u up... To hear the clockin unlockin u as I throw it away so u can live with the feel of untamed luv... Jus to be able to reach in n touch every lil sensitive tender thing within u... So it knows I've come to give it somethin worth givin the truth... Rockin the headboard into jus a metal frame... Into the middle of the floor sayin each other's names...

As early as the night before now can get some sleep... Jus enough is never enough of havin enough of livin it up in dreams... Awakenin after the drift back to the bs of cockadoodledoo... Alarms pullin from the other side of space n time into the nonexistence of truths... Witness to how touch comes to life crossin over the line... Yes, it's another mornin I get to see the light chase away the night... As sleepin through the process fades like the drift that takes me under... Beneath the surface imagining the course luv'rs....

Us...

The type, ya know...
That totally worth it kind...
What's ur weakness..?
What triggers ur mind???
Raw n uncut....
Opened the fuck up!!!
No pain n on point...
Let's talk about.................. Us...

Closin in...

Jus don't walk away... Unless there's no reason to continue... Stay... Live loose... Fill in to this puzzle nice n snug... Lemme see what's within u... Get close n touch... Jus don't even go... There's a lil thing that could be so sweet... Home... Gettin there a lil bit at a time n rollin slow... Flaws n corkiness, exposed n adored... This is where we are... Now lock the door... Bcuz there's this feel for u I have in my heart...

Closin in...

Laughin...

She gave me the chuckles... Now my ribs have a case of the make it stop... That kinda feel that I jus can't help but to look goofy af all day... N wear the smile like I ain't got shit to lose sittin back at the top... She touched me with the giggles n it stuck... Lil lady went n rearranged my face... With a of pinch of he he n a dash of the ha... The kind that busts through the funny bone as joy escapes...

Met...

She met this one guy... N he met this one chick... She thought he was great... N he didn't downplayed her name... Lil did she know of whom he was... This one wasn't about to fall in luv... The long wait for her though was about to fade away in his mind... Only if she'd be willing to act upon true interest n get life... Flames crackled with the pulse n snapin to the vibe... From outta nowhere it came to be that time... For her it was I'm not settling again... N for her he couldn't find a reason not do give in n be a man... Down to the necessities they met someone they get along with... The shock wave stole the attention lookin into lala land as the head turned into a kiss... She felt it come to life with his intent... He in which isn't even lookin any further bcuz he can admit it... Stripped raw n ready for the rareness to come in n play... She found someone who was different n more like her... He jus wanted to open up n show her a woman's worth... As time slowly ticked it's way past each moment they had to spare... Feelin total comfort catchin that stare... Tryin to hold a conversation that doesn't burst into laughter... Like so the lessons came to be what stands before then is what matters... Friends for life... With an emotion that'll never hide... She met this man that gave her a lil poke... Since then it was only a matter of time to see the real meaning of the term home... She connected n he committed as the collided in the silence of what jus as of yet be told... It's the pre game that established truth for the arms to wrap n hold... Yeah, they met... N they went...

Layin down the attention from others for someone to walk in like I'm here n I don't goin no fuckin place if u ain't goin with me... Real shit jus sittin back collectin time orchestratin the past to better the feel that neva let's go of the need... Openin those emotions like the front door swingin one way unlike saloon doors that go both ways... Seems gettin used to the comin n goin is jus the mood when it wants to play... Having that feelin of some kinda hope thinkin the same as an individual lookin to get it in knowin there ain't nowhere else I'd rather be... Kicked back as best friends that can relate to finally havin what's worth expressin a more tender talk so freely... Comin home to a smile like no other peepin how I come through from the outside like I didn't wanna go... Laid up n exposed in the nude as naked as raw as not havin to endure the composure fakin the phunk of bein alone... As it's a comin to step to the gatherin of luv shared beyond what's been known til now... Knowin best interests give in ways as the return is sweeter than jus another frown... As no one can sperate the joy in between the connection of a kiss let loose to live for once... Claimin forever as the rest of life unable to think of the day it's done... No end... Jus friends... Luv'rs on a whole other level... Laughin at anyone who meddles... Movin to the music that vibes in the hearts constant crave to stay put without even tryin... Til then, ain't no point in lyin... Solo is the slow roll before we meet... In luv with life as I breathe...

It keeps coming back... As soon as it's ok to feel again... The fear reaches up n touches what's said to be healed... N down goes yet another good man... Fallin beneath the night scared of the luv he's opened up to... Feelin the need to run bcuz it makes more sense... As he taps outta his in comin undone... Utterly defence-less... Standin alone n quick to curl up so this world jus cannot see him losin his poise... Frightened as if a small child lost... Avoidin the affection for it eventually becomes luv... N the only thing to come if it all is for him to be caught up in an endless pause... With the past chasin him n on his heals... Hidin from tomorrow that'll come to take him away from the only thing he's ever known... Pain n suffering, givin everything he knows how to give... Feelin trapped within himself n so far from home it isn't real... Somehow, somewhere along the way he's forgotten how to live... Cashed out n depriving himself off the honesty that they of life isn't over... Due to the consistency of the let down that's plagued him so... As it's time that claims the broken image no or knows exists... He's totally given up on hope... Simply done bcuz the torture that follows him into every chapter of his life comes way to soon... He knows he's a good but it's jus will that's taken too many blows... N crawlin back to the start line if safer than the finishing touches that kills him everytime... Thinkin this is what false intensions get ya droppin truths in unread posts...

My tongue jus wants to play with how creative I can get ur emotions to touch that sweet spot through words n jus, p o p... Loosen u up n taste the way u respond to the way I lick each curve of the alphabet... Attachin syllables as if it jus doesn't know how to s t o p...

The truth...

U wanna talk about a dog, I can dig it... So let's open the holes under our noses n speak on the irrelevant bullshit... I've had my run n I'mma tell u jus like this... Most jus look at the four burners on the stove n think they playin n shit...  My shit was my main two was up front as the simmer of the back is jus waitin for the mutt to shoot through... No bs here, I'mma tell u I had the grill out back with a few more lookin like a a barbaque I could nibble on at will jus bcuz it was on when I came through with a point to prove... Luv me or hate me I really don't give a fuck... Thing is that hound felt something n switched some shit up jus to be lookin in the mirror like wtf... I'm single n tryin not to throw the bone around for those emotions ain't no fuckin joke when she gets to takin about luv... N in my train of thought that slip was the one thing that fucked em up... Yet, I told em from get go I ain't on it to be goin through the movements of bickerin goin without the touch... Bcuz that's the first thing they wanna use for a weapon like what they have between their legs is the only one... I'd blow that shit off back then n cut em loose lookin for a new flava that I didn't havta lie to to get what I wanted... So I stay stingy jus bcuz I know for a fuckin fact what I'm bringing to the table is ready to eat... U wanna think u know what a dog is, jus look at the old me... Though now I'm mindin my own in my lane with my own as my hands are my secret weapon til I decide what it is I am to do... The pooch is gettin a lil older n I've had my share of endless luv'rs put to use... Even fell for one once upon a time ago jus bcuz I needed a change... Til that shit windeed up callin me names.. U. see, I'm out there n ain't pressed on that wet spot bcuz it's hard to find someone to match me... So if the hooch growls, know imma touch ur fuckin needs... But I'm jus clarifyin the term that gets attached to men so u can see it for yourself... As for me, there's one out there somewhere in which I'm felt... Hands down wantin some shit she afraid to do... On all levels gettin at me til she cums too... N she's prolly a bitch herself... Who's turned to a more simpler life as I have jus needin a lil push to make that goosh melt...

To play... Soft skin meetin manly ways... A woman's touch matched with a growl... In the movement to howl... Noise gathers moans lossenin the bite... Nibbles  tucked under the lips surprise like, hi!!! Losin control under the shade of night... Flush as bellies collide... Rolling for the control wantin ones way... Man vs woman, say my name... Ssh... Mmmm... Hmmm... Jus havin fun...

The anatomy of a woman...

I don't think u understand... There's somethin about the female body that makes me one hell of a fan... It's fuckin beautiful n I don't mind speakin on it... From the way it curves to the way it feels on my lips... Ooh, the crave that touches the sweet spot I could neva hide... To feel it cuddled up tightly along my side... N the things a man can do to enjoy the female frame... Let's jus say, yeah I'm game... Yet it's not all about the sex that pops on the pushin... There's a desire for a woman to allow every inch of her to be luv'd in ways emotion finds a cushion... As goin down jus isn't to drop to my knees n please the gander of the beauty that changes the flava of thy breath... As half way is all a man wants, as to be met...

Lonely night... I hear my heart chattering again... Wantin an others endless beat to vibe to... To feel it pulsate beneath a flickerin light... Til it eases the way it lands... Easin the mind loose... It's quit here as I lay me down... Hearin my own ticker thump... Somewhat lost... As honesty finds its way to be said out loud... Jus wantin to feel the ridges of ripples that float on luv... Stuck here tonight in a pause...

Talk some real shit... Without the hood funk or the yups version of financial illusions... Touch the rib on the mentality it takes to goof on a nitwit... Comin up with the imagination of selfs intrusion... Jus havin at life... With no need of judgemental thoughts to be exposed... Tickle the tickles chuckle chucklin as human is a state of mind... Get ur dose!!!

Buried neck deep in more ways than one... Lookin for that sweet spot on the run... Mentally n sexual fuckin up ur mind... Playin ur emotions against ur hormones behind the lights... Plungin in to hear u moan a sigh... There's nothing wrong with enjoyin life... Jus don't stop me till I'm done... Bcuz it's gonna be a while for I truly find it fun... Watchin ur reaction act out what u hide... Physically n sexually twistin what's been deprived... I'm goin in n there's no need not to catch ur breath... As round two will be my best yet... After the introduction plays its part... Forcin mind to elaborate with the heart... Feeling the splash shock even me on the response I get... Ooh, the dip...

Take it... Bcuz if u are looking at it u can watch my six... Then again, if u gotta watch it... One of us ain't shit... How is it u see it..? Tisk tisk, let's see it for what it is... Move ya lips with mine n say ever since... I shot down the bs tryin to flip scripts... Thoughts have cleared to see beyond the stealin of a kiss... The dip into luv isn't what u can get... It's the way in which the hearts drip... Use it as if it's ur bday n let it rip...

Muah...

Muah, That one's aimed at u... As I let it loose into the flow of air coming to kiss ur azz.. Then again, click click, I'm takin aim myself on the way truth flutters like it has no self worth... My luv ain't not flurry to be fucked with by jus another passerby... As these aren't jus words redirected by the sound of a lonely sigh... Muah, pull, bang, down goes the confusion of lies before they even get to enjoy life... Naked touches aren't the only thing in luv with the state of minds... Both ways is the collapse of what's most desired... As the wind could neva blow away what the mind finds inspired... A muah blew atcha ain't for that faint of heart caterin only towards ur own selfish needs... Mutual content is relations that need to be received... Now send one my way now that that's as clear as the sky above... Let's talk about us...

Cuttin him off of that area in beneath ur legs will only effect the convo that plays out in emotion... It's a trickle effect that forgets about the term devotion... By any means, no matter what isn't the misuse of the power u think u have... It's the knowin that u can maintain n stay fully intact... Removin pieces of relations is only an immature way of sayin fuck u... As that'll came back around n get u ignored n that's the truth... Yet it isn't jus the sex that u tamper with... There's other ways to fuck up a friendship...

Only with luv...

If u can't accept some real shit n wanna down play it like it doesn't matter... U can't even be real with yourself so step aside... I'm not felt n really don't wanna become the Mad Hatter... Ur in my way of what I enjoy here in my life... Puttin me down ain't makin u feel any better with ur bitterness... U ain't found yourself as of yet... So how could u appreciate a lil bit of tenderness..? It only takes one to get past this bs u claim as u I must sidestep... Oops u missed with that goofiness that has no depths... Ur still in denial n cannot admit what it is u want the most... Can't even speak on it bcuz ur afraid of what's next... Shallow n playing on the shoes where fantasies collide with realities toast... Cheers my dear... Life's too short to hang about wastin time with that half steppin swing in which u say... Luv isn't too be feared... I don't wanna play..!

Released n Freed...

Ain't shit this way to be ashamed of... I blew up under the touch of luv... Being human as giving had its natural intent of defense... N what u see is what u get... Smoothe like a friendship sittin in the rocks... Chilled for the taking that never stops... Ain't nothin like being who's come from within... Tap tap tickled ribs rubbing on the pitter patter of lips caressed through the suckin of a kiss again n again... No reason could make me wanna be anything more than feeling the hearts purpose as it's a mental game here in life... Waitin on nada jus goin with the movements as relations keep findin the hype... Wantin the more subtle approach settling the nerve but hey... Ain't no reflection of mine disappointed at me in any way... I found the road that's gonna lead me into being the best man I can be as I'm on it here today... Gettin carried away with what I've found through words that make perfect fuckin sense... As it's a presence that's being lent... Reacting to how an other accepts time to walk along side the truth of being swept from a dream... Here in reality... Jus as self lingers on to enjoy the realest moments known as life... Never turning first... Bcuz the cuts worst hurts most in deliberations flirt... As steady as a hand can be the let down was never me... So embarrassed is not how I think of me for I to know what has been released n freed...

Silence breakin coming from the thought steppin away from half azz females goin all out to sayin I'm done... The affordability jus isn't in the chips to gamble knowin who self truly is as time has past on the run of the fun... Down in the gritty of comin through without complications ain't never sounded so fuckin good as to the imagination thinking she's somewhere jus beyond reach... As there's only words to comfort the invisibility of her ways leavin so called women in the line of sight to meet n greet... I'm only heard in the way the read along speaks to the voice in an others head so quiet whispers ask me to speak up... There no reality of watching her step into my life as of yet lookin at me as the missing piece doin what she can to make it work even luv'n the like, liking the luv... Goin through motionless syllables until written fallin behind closed doors scared is I in my honest attempt to tell it all... Feelin like life til this point ain't been nothin but a pause waitin on flaws to erect as if none of us have them simple kinda feely ones rubbed raw... From a man's angle peekin about, there's a difference between a girl n the real deal standin ready to move with the motions swing... It's jus I ain't neva touched one worth the fill of bs they've tried to shove me full of as talkin a good game only planted a useless seed... So I play hide n seek with a lil more attention to detail bcuz it's my life I have live with... It's like the quick draw slung with a spin from the six shooter on the hip when it's the back exposed to the flip... U can't see me if I don't wanna be found... Yet I do, I jus got fed up with mouths that only make sounds... Playin peek-a-boo... Who sees who..?

So u wanna lil passion with that splash of erotica gone mad... A man willin without havin to be asked to understand the concept of showin u the time of day... Well damn... What is it ur willin give bcuz it's not all on us to give something to fuck with..? Split that gap yapper n open that hole in between ur lips... Come get u some n lose yourself actin out how you'd want me to come at u... U know it's best when it's one on one gettin to the point goin wheew!!! It's somethin real u expect so what's on the table for me to enjoy..? Are we meetin in the middle of a live grudge match tryin to examine situation or are we actually gonna fill the fuckin void..? U talk a good game n I jus wanna see if u got it in u to set it off with me... Ooh wee, imagine me n thee in mix with hands on roam feelin free... Breathe... N there's only one way I'll tease ur needs... Jus be... The way u like to address how n who u are so as it seems... U want, u expect, u demand... Well, I ain't that kinda man... I need a friend u say u know how to be by my side... Are u all talk or are u gonna come from within before we lose the time we can't get back to live a different type of life..? What about u is it u think is appealin if u ain't comin 50/50..? Walk with me... Sssh... Words can't tell me what it is I need to know sittin on the other end of the hush... How loose are ur lips..? N how much of the bs u nibble on has any meanin other than settin luv up to be tricked..? Step n choose a direction... I ain't down with depression...

If not careful...

Rarely used for the benefit of others... Jus wantin to dig into the devotion of a luv'r... Luv beIN the main source of selfishness defined by so called friends... If not careful in the deliverance, strangers become the end... On the downside of passion mindsets develope in time...  As actions speak on truths of who's who with reasons of why... Worried only about self by the moment the final touches emerge... Left with that empty feelin of beIN alone in a series of worth... Lost n confronted by the space that's gathered air tryin to breathe... Locked in mentally to what I's n me's need... Loosenin the grip of relations stranglin the will to be real... Wantin to be free in another sense of the feel... Tappin out to save what's left of the crossfire unloadin on life... To walk solo without the thoughts rewindin the ride... All in due respect if one or the other cannot step up n be themselves... It'll pass like the used emotions that once was what they were never to be again as felt... Goodbyes are the failed attempt to look after someone else's heart... For hands let go into the release of the wild losin the spark...

Does it havta go...

If it somehow came to terms of walkin away could u look me in the eyes n turn n go on about ur way..? Or would u realize we ain't done yet n as for the remains of luv that will neva accept tears pouring down the face..? Does it havta go out the door in that moment in time we know there ain't no one else that we'd rather give ourselves... I'm jus askin bcuz is there's any doubt by the end of this we're both gonna need help!!!

Taste tease n please...

Open mic... Empty my mind...Suck ur way into my heart... Play the part... Most me somethin slurpy... Show me ur worthy... Bcuz if u cannot enjoy what u do we gotta part... Go hard... Taste tease n please me the way I will u... Put yourself use... Take advantage of the situation while it lasts... Moan on what u can have... Time says ur gonna give it up to someone... why not this one... If it isn't me there's nothing I can to with the passions bypass... N I ain't mad...

That type...

What is it ur wanting from me... To go all in while ur spendin urs on the side... Keeping me drained n stuck as life jus wastes away... How is it u see me from the inner linings if ur mind... A paper machete figure u can jus take what u want from... A never ending bank u have no funds in... Playing with emotions through ur underworlds drip jus to get to me... Who is it u think I am to give to u jus bcuz u have a sexy mutha fuckin grin... Are u that type to jump from tip to tip getting it in one at a time to the highest bidder... I'm not saying ur loose yet u ain't puttin in here... N I don't play n pay so let's see ur mindset tell on the way ur lips babble... I ain't got it n if I did I wouldn't give it to u my dear... Don't call me Benjamin n go get ur own n no idc how u do it... Jus step to the left lookin at me like I'm gonna hand u my hard earned time... Ur to hungry for the wrong things n vanity ain't got shit to do with what ur tryin to suck outta me... I don't need that type of ride......

I've been too long at the bottom to reach the surface like a bubble floatin back to the top in desperate need of fresh air... I've been swimming in the deep far too long to accept there's an easier life somewhere in the shallows where there are those who don't know what a fuckin struggle could bare... No I do not like it here where morals are fucked up beyond reason but I dug in n this is where I've become to be... Yet I'm dedicated to standing back up n walking the fuck outta here again one day soon as it's jus a matter of time til I once again feel free... No weights nor burdens will be carried from this place as I find my comfort far from here like it jus doesn't exist... This is temporary as I will not accept this as my final destination before I to exit......

Wakin outside the box findin words my wants jus cannot seem to have come to life... Rollin over tryin to avoid writin yet another dead end emotion as sleep has given up on tonight... Feelin that drag as if the heart refuses to come to bed as if I meant to hurt it... Ooh how the darkness his me away from everything but myself unable to correct what needed to be fixed.. ...

Waitin

Runnin through the luv'rs memories I have left in my mind... Somehow time wound up here as I keep comin back to this life... Resurrectin the past in a new form everytime as I remember who it is I am... Addin something fresh to the trial n error each n every time I'm forced to step away as a man... Walkin solo comes n goes depending which one is willin to play with... No bs, no lies... It's like jus waitin out another go at the goods fantasizin over the movement of lips... Sets in which confide... I trip on the thought alone of what it is I was able to touch... N I've gotten the chance to experience luv... As emotion is better with the sex but to calibrate it to idle out over a lifetime, I jus haven't been able to perfect... Lookin for the best to test me as I know what to expect... Prolly jus to wind up stuck in the head where the others have gone... Waitin on the day I can finally say, honey I'm home... For it's the reel spinnin the playbacks til then from the now tryin to figure some other shit out... Peepin at interests wanting to turn gears to start me the fuck up n make more than a hormonic sound... ...

How fuckin nice...

How nice is it to have a friend of the opposin gender... One that won't come at u wrong n jus keep that ease goofin..? Jus bcuz this is life n we're allowed to get along who we get along with... Whether in relation with someone that can handle the situation or causes a problem bcuz u have friendships that have been loosened... Be u til ur turn is up for it's ur life... Live it to enjoy n let no one alter u on their immaturities... If u know u can be trusted u know what it is... So, how nice is it not to worry about the come on unless it was u that found that interest as the other won't cross that line of fire n break once again, ur insecurities...

Tell it like it is...

How do u get it to roll of ur tongue..? What movement do u perform to enjoy the flava on the run... Do u play with it bcuz of how good it feels..? Or are u scared of what it can do out in the open like a meal..? Tell me of the way it twists in ur mouth... Allow the tastebuds to tell it like it is bouncin all around... Is it drivin u insane..? Twirl with it n play... Why wait on the words that have been submerged in the dribbles overflow upon ur lip... U gotta speak on it for it to be beautifully perfect... Swimmin within all bothered n shit... What if they kissed it..? Stealin the expression swappin spit... Directly connectin them to what's truly goin on... Hormones doesn't make any of us a whore... Not if it is that interest in jus one that makes u fuckin dreul... That spark cannot light the heat in between so why not give it some fuel... What is it u wanna feel..? Somethin real..?

How far down...

There's things we jus gotta know... Put in the table so truths once showed can grow... Like do u luv anyone other than yourself... Are u jus lookin for a lil help... U see, before friends can be established we need to know what type of friendship we're dealin with... Are u tryin to dig in or jus be felt upon the surface jus to get a fix... How far down are u tryin to go inside if someone else was to look to give any n everything u can..? Bcuz there's something u don't know that u can't see as I'm only one simple azz man... Let some shit be known or time is the only thing wasted we can't get back... Play with me with untold facts of who u are n what ur about without talkin about the fuckin past... Where's the bottom of ur pit n have u cleaned it out waitin on someone to come along n be luv'd as they don't havta deal with any lingerin bs left by another..? Do u want a luv'r or a bestie or the whole package ready to fuckin explode as someone that squeezes in tighter than the last gettin so much closer..? Is it jus someone to talk to when u turn to see a face that looks back at u that simply jus can't get enough..? We need to establish what we are n what roll we play jus in case I fall in luv... Hey psst, did ur goofy side wanna show how corny it can be jus wantin someone to chuckle n find ur other side that touch of sweetness they've missed... Or are u good the way you've been livin all alone tellin yourself u don't even wanna feel a man diggin into ur dip..? Let's talk n find the chatter u don't tell no one n as we confide n determine who it is we are as we walk knowin each other of goin step for step... It's better than placin bets...

As smooth as luv could eva sigh...

Let's find a tune that flows nice n slow... Roll one n ease on back n feel each other til tomorrow... undergarments the only thing on bcuz we're jus comin as close as we can possibly get... All bcuz we've found that fix... I'll light the candles n u grab the sheet... Jus in case I throw off a lil to much heat... Lay on me n jus go with the time we have here tonight... As smooth as luv could eva sigh... Jus u n I in the connection of the touch... Talkin about any ol thing as our bodies are flush...

Tease...

If ur givin me luv n emotion... Those cuddles filled with devotion... Time to share... N u actually care... Honesty n truth... Yet I can't play with u... Ur only teasin me as the passion is not allowed to live... So what is it..?

Straight across the board...

I'd rather be on my own gettin it in n having fun than have a lame interaction in the moment of sexual intent... It's not shallow, it's jus I'm not willin to go without the feel of being turned on so passion can vent... There's no need in rolling around with laziness that has no depths in the makin of the explosion coming to the knowin of the mingle... It's the lack there of as it's not I'm no good emotionally bcuz I could, if met in the middle, show u something as u jus might ask why in the fuck am I single... Like convo n a mental maturity if they drag there's no point in gettin wrapped up in anyone... Relate on all levels straight across the board bcuz to be felt, each detail holds a key in its own to wantin what one doesn't have of more... So in my lane I stay to the point stingy has become a label til someone comes along n gets the concept of lettin it all come out to play... Lemme see the truth in ur hormones as well as the feel in ur heart that pull me the fuck in... Doin the hybaddy dybaddy the way it was meant to interact with an other catchin breaths as moans are spent... It's not a man thing jus bcuz females don't wanna admit the feel has gotta be on point to make relations round the fuck out... Tappin with curled toes n wiggles of ok ok ok ok ok one the limits have been reached as it's time to lay it down... Snuggling up with a best friend that wants to do more than the basic as bs over n over n over again... I'm jus sayin...

Waitin on the sun...

Up before the crack of light hits the skylight thinkin about life... N that feel of wondering who she is escapes my lips hearin my myself slip n say shit... Somewhere in between a whisper n my voice I thought I heard the need pull on the want of words to do a lil more than flirt... Behind closed doors here, truths hide hoping by the time the find the comfort of a woman they still have a moment to have reasons of why... To be fucked with n fuck with the daybreak that still hasn't popped itself over the horizons stretch n show my face under it's spotlight til it fades... Roundin back beneath the absence of light come tonight tryin to get the thought outta my head... Where oh where is that body laid up next to me that ain't gonna leave or get hooked on some other unnecessary bullshit as in me she leans..? Wakin to a fire within without the marshmallows to enjoy the effects of life having that hello turn into a lifetime of tangled shadows... Waitin for the next episode to see where it goes watchin the sunset expose what neither of us know... Luv hangin around for the keepin of the heart rollin the way friends are supposed to take hold n never let go... But that's jus me as I'm open to the other side in another day lookin forward bcuz I know she's hidin the way I've been with my own business minded...

Snorkel n snoot...

Lemme feel ur rib vibrate so I know u ain't full of shit... The way it moves to what it finds funny will tell me if ur on any kinda bs... From the slip of a chuckle to an all out laugh that makes u snorkel n snoot... I wanna know where ur sense of humor is comin from so I know what's comin from within u... Is ur smile actually triggered by jus havin a good time... Or is it at the expense of others that u get ur jollies off... There's a difference in the mindset that I find appealing as breaths go into a state of pause... Unable to be caught due to the intensity in the tone used to crack open ur grin... Blurtin out how funny life is with the shortness of air sucked in... How is it u find that giggle n what makes it rumble to the touch... Bcuz it's all in the way ur happiness feels life's rush...

It be us...

Lay it down for me n I'll show u what you've been missin... As u walk away from the crowd not needin anyone but me in no need to have any other waitin on me other than u drippin... No weights, no confusion... Come at me n feel what I haven't been able to give away... I'm no illusion n I enjoy emotion if ur fuckin serious n wanna stay... Droppin all the oohs n aahs to claim ur attention alone... Clear the table n lets eat in a lil place we can call home... I'm ready to go if u are as from me to u as it's for u to know I got u if u got me... Jus open up empty so I know I'm the only one laid up in the space of ur very own hearts need... Make it me n no one exist on a higher level where we confide... Jus doin what we do, gettin at life... Rotate ur thoughts into a spin so anything loose will fall off... Know luv is mental n we all have our own fuckin flaws... Jus bring that raw passion pressed against the lips to o fulfill more than a kiss... If u come correct, neither of the two of us ever havta be missed... It be us as it is like over luv that holds us together... One day at a time tryin to make this life feel like forever...

The turn...

How does one jus walk away knowin how far down the depths have been reached... Like luv stopped wantin an other for some strange reason as if there is no need... What is it that walks away first in a time of two people walkin together talkin about life... Who in fuck wants to start somethin with someone else that ain't got it in them to finish the ride... Where's the willingness if no matter what isn't put into play... Are tongues jus to loose with terminologies n simply speak without the meanin of what they say... What's the point in lettin someone in if they've never been able to complete luv's task by steppin away... Is the mind jus on board as emotion jus did what it wants bein pulled outta frame... When in the moment of shit turnin upside down, who's who if one of the two hikes the thumb with a bird followed by the dueces turnin around... There is no ride or die for the ride dies as the mind changes the way names are pronounced... If it ain't all in, why bother with time wasted by honesty hiding the facts... Lookin back into the past...

What if I... Pt 1...

What if I didn't take out what others have done to me on u n jus kept it real when I lean into u, feeling the life in me bcuz of wtf it is u do to me..? Would it make a difference in the way u see me as if it clicks that I'm not like the others n all I ever wanna do is fall into u with undying need... What if I jus wanted to come home everyday n show u what u mean to me n help out in life in ways that would give u a reason to fuck with me..? Bcuz I ain't built for this single shit trying to figure out who it is I'm supposed to be crawling up next to at night like a lil kid literally n figuratively free... Let's say I made u the one I didn't wanna go without as my only escape is to run to u when shit gets tough n I need my fuckin friend to help me... Would u fall in luv with the way ur lips shape my name knowing I mean u no harm for it's not my intent to hurt u as I simply jus wanna come home to thee... U see I don't know where that is n I've tried a couple times to feel something that wasn't felt as I had gotten left in the past that wound me up here... Can u feel me bcuz I'm lost jus like u wonder around tellin yourself u don't need anyone knowin damn well we both go through the same shit as there's some nights we wake up with a dangling tear that punches the heart callin out to the dark realizing no one's there... So what if I gave u what I have to give n made sure you'd never feel alone again... Would u redirect ur stance like this opposing gender in which I am labeled jus wants to get close enough to u that u never want me to leave...

What if I... pt 2...

What if I broke down to only u n let me out even if I cried pullin raw emotion from within ur reason for me... What if I came with no instructions manual as willingness stepped to u to better ur life n tried to make u laugh at jus about anything... There's a hidden exclamation I ain't dropped yet that hasn't meant the world to anyone else even though others spoke of their own version of luv... N I jus wanna be felt as who it is I am opened up n on both ends of being pinned to the bed flirting with lust through passions touch... I'm goin to waste here sittin around pretending I still have the time that's already gotten away from unmade memories begging me to be fulfilled... So what if being straight up tasted ur lips as I am unable to resist getting down with having u by my side watching sixes with a thrill... Alive n dropping hrs of my hard earned time sold to have the comfort of being with u for the rest of my natural fuckin life... What if I was to actually fuckin try n pick up the loose ends with a smile aimed in the direction of the beauty I see comin from within u ready to collide... Collapsing as bodies make one shadow no matter where we go as our shape changes to the position in which we decide to move... What if I wanted u as I'd give anything to be a part of ur groove moving n getting u to loosen up as u find for me an honest fuckin use... Bcuz I believe I jus might fall completely in.... With u... Luv'n the proof of best friends crushing on a daily over the thought of us... What if I wanted to light u the fuck up..? If I truly wanted luv...

Runnin through the luv'rs memories I have left in my mind... Somehow time wound up here as I keep comin back to this life... Resurrectin the past in a new form everytime as I remember who it is I am... Addin something fresh to the trial n error each n every time I'm forced to step away as a man... Walkin solo comes n goes depending which one is willin to play with... No bs, no lies... It's like jus waitin out another go at the goods fantasizin over the movement of lips... Sets in which confide... I trip on the thought alone of what it is I was able to touch... N I've gotten the chance to experience luv... As emotion is better with the sex but to calibrate it to idle out over a lifetime, I jus haven't been able to perfect... Lookin for the best to test me as I know what to expect... Prolly jus to wind up stuck in the head where the others have gone... Waitin on the day I can finally say, honey I'm home... For it's the reel spinnin the playbacks til then from the now tryin to figure some other shit out... Peepin at interests wanting to turn gears to start me the fuck up n make more than a hormonic sound...

Wakin to mine...

Up early talkin about here u go... Take it... Knowin damn well ur supposed to earn that shit... Don't u know I have an obligation to self on who I allow in my life... As you've prolly already figured out how strong these emotions are here with u in the middle of luv's hype... It's yours til the end so when are u gonna see me standin here neva to be in the way... Free will as passion is at ur tootsies to keep u from drownin in the sea that'll take the shape of names... There's no need in walkin on friends tryin to pull each other through to the other side of reason takin more than a dip... There's more meanin in the way my lips collide, bounce n slide with a soothin glide as flutters feed every fuckin kiss... Loosened up by intent that has opened as patience has to limits to gettin to u... Hey, I'm right here realizin my flaws can handle the truth... Which is the way I peep when u peek from the corner of ur eyes the way u do when I ain't lookin... Bcuz that's the feel u need to let live due to that smile is cookin... Tryin to heat up n luv for once... As there's no purpose in time to let it go numb as I'm ready to pounce... Play tickle with a stop stop stop til you've had enough... What's it feel like to u, u know, that rush... That flow of me in ur own system leakin out through emotion that cannot hide... Bcuz today, I'mma show u why I want u as mine... It's on if u got it in u to give to me the way only u can... Metaphorically speakin of ownership of the hearts callin, as a woman n as a man... With the understandin in there is no doubt in the mind that it's best friends for life... Good mornin babe, hi...

We've all had that feelin where no one else will ever do... In the moment of givin proof...

The plunge...

Who is it we can share those raw emotions with..? Caterin n clingin to the feel that the mind is more than content... Total comfort in knowin they will, can n are doin what's natural as it comes to be our own happiness that is allowed to live... In the moments of down as gettin back up is to much jus bein able to vent... Passion takin the shape of their face that's been imprinted as a mold of their expression on the hearts walls as they plunge in... Open n careless to the luv from within that's rounded out as not so fuckin selfish... Lookin at a friend that needs not to be replaced in a situation with their own grin... One in which if time got in the way n there was a separation in the space between they'd be the one to miss... Acceptin the finer details most overlook as the intent n interest is a consideration factor to walk with them proudly... Havin no limits comin out to play with a heated chill resurectin a til the end of time... Helpless in such a good twist it untangles n makes sense of the questions that ask with the ripples roll touchin more than the exterior shell of mount me... Whom fills the voidin recollectin luv has no comparison to like..? Havin the strength to be there for us as they would for themself... Here til there is complications with growin old past our time of emotion their presence... Tappin in to getting to know who we are for them to fall into who we are n be felt... Where's the essence of defenseless as the attraction has the attention not afraid to mention with a tone that has no hesitance... Ilu...

Sides...

U lift me up n then u let me fall to my rest... N everytime it hurts more yet it hurts less... Only if u could see how ur hand alone is the ache of my hearts best... To true luv I do confess... I am jus one man who will speak no lie... N I've fallen in, madly with kryptonite I can not keep by my side... Nothin can be done to turn u back around with a reason of why... As this is now my wait on life... Lost in a world where everyone dreams of bein alone... Unable to look up n see the beauty of hope... To have that one person that wants thee for their own selfish moans... N all I wanna do is simply go home... Back to the other side where friends can relate... Before the chaos chose characters for its twisted game as we fade... Comfort is on ur better side as like is a tasteful tongue rollin in ur kiss as close as I can get to ur face... Where u enjoy the feel of the way u luv sayin thy name on the run with the hate...

The backside...

Two of them against who it is standin in point blank range shot in the back lookin like wtf... Jus to turn around n have the other version of them pullin us back into what they call luv... There's no help with the war tugged back n forth n in n outta the shelter they're supposed to give... Layin down emotions to walk away from the Hyde of jeckle hecklin on the fade of words jus to be able to live... Faces change on the spin takin time away from the stitchin comin undone as it's worth that dies... Flossin the teeth of the very expression that claims reason to step away from the hype... Watchin the back in reflective eyes watchin our own loosenin up to better the mind... As there goes the vibe fallen behind the backstabbin of lies...

Jus wonderin n tryin to clear the mind... What is it u look like..? If u were to walk on by... Would it be the beginnin of life..? Layin pride down side by side... I'm curious to the feel of the sigh... N what ur like... The thought crosses the lines... Here tonight I drift with walls to climb... As I hide behind my empty time... Goin heads up ropin the ride... Not once yet havin u in my sights... Who am I..? Who are u if I tried... If I knew in whom u were enjoyin my vibe... Findin peace in my eyes... Unable to tell a lie with one reason of why... Bcuz it is u n I... As feelings collidin within wine n dine beneath the candle lights... My oh my, where is mine..?

No prob...

Goin in hard tonight for I have shit to get off my chest... If u don't wanna listen, don't, I'm done tryin to pass unbareable tests... Lookin past what could be comin back to u, I can neva do... There's a difference in goodbyes that have been beyond callin a truce... The livin within my own came to evict even the thought of u exposed... Connectin patterns to patch the hearts unfulfilled hole... U stand where u stand as a so called friend u tried to sell me... N all I ask is for u to leave me be... Life isn't the same without u in it as I like it better without u smilin at me... The feel of u is gone n no longer a part of who I am... Free to find what comes along playin with the movement of my very own hands... Placed on a luv that actually opens up... Knowin there's life after what most feel as the immediate rush... Farewell to the emotion that's gonna come back around n give me life... For I've already said goodbye in a past time... Ready is an understatement with poise that doesn't need to explained... I've rounded out after the edges cut me loose of bein alone n healed what there is to gain... As me on my own waitin to see who it'll be... Relievin the belief of believin in careless dreams... As this is me comin back to the life in the mirror so I can see what eyes see in me... As I too feel the need to breathe... Please, if there's anything left in the way u carried me thus far kill it... I need more than ur bs... There is no use in hittin me up... For me there is no luv... For u, there's someone else in the same way I'm movin on... I'm wantin to know where the good times are goin... Doin the same ol shit jus ain't gone kick it... U need to be fixed n it isn't me nor u felt tiptoeing across our lips... Fairly fresh n startin over is leavin u in the mix to yourself or whoever comes along... N to me that doesn't sound one bit wrong...

It all starts with hi or hey...

You'll know when u come across them for they to will feel ur presence gettin closer than an other goin from one chapter to the next jus flippin pages... Somethin will stand out in between y'all u cannot see but u will be able to feel that shit come alive in a way life itself forever changes... Sometimes it takes a moment to actually realize u caught a piece of them n then there's that moment where it's immediate as the click connects as they're all you'll ever want point blank period... N the more u get to know em the further ur gonna sink beneath the beauty in which is displayed upon the surface n find out who in the fuck you've fallen in luv with as shit gets serious... Handin pride on down the line not needin it due to the eyes that caught u by surprise that sends that tingle simultaneously up n down ya quiverin spine... Creepin on that nerve that eases selfish acts of sanity jus to look after someone else instead of puttin self first bcuz of the worth they bring to everything about ur life...

It all starts with a hi or hey...

Live...

There's gonna come a time where ur gonna havta dig deep in order to pull yourself back up to ur feet to stand within the way u were meant to be... It will come n the sooner u can believe in yourself, the better off ur gonna be for the simple reason that mentally u need to be able to do more than dream...

Time owning...

The more they want, the less ur able to give... Keep some for yourself... U can't be the reason for why they love the way they live... In the point of no return you'll have nothin left... Friends disintegrated down to bad demeanors not givin a fuck... Unable to ride the minds of those blinded n timin their unaccomplishment in gettin it all... Ownership is the biggest crock of shit there is so what's luv..? Now that I'm in ur fuckin head... Who's who..? Actions do more than stroke the jerkin we can do on our own... Bottom line of through n steppin the fuck away to remain as self... On a higher level as every time it hasta been shown... They'll dig n dig n find a way in... N within they'll hide... The distance goin with em ain't to lose the pieces evaporatin from the pop that makes the bubble go... Goodbye!!!

Take ur time...

Lemme know when you done... Nah, u can take ur time... I'mma go do what I do somewhere else... There's this thing I like to live called life... So when ur finished n act mature, hit me up... I might come back around dependin on what you've become... U see everything we do changes us... N I'm hoping for a better version of what u are as my answer is no... I ain't Superman n I ain't lookin to dig in to another end... Free yourself from the ties that hold u in... Learn how to be whether it in relations or not... The freedom of truly bein self will do somthin to ur grin... Like raise it in the corners that pulls a chuckle from within jus doin what u do... That's when I can step into it presence knowin I can be who I am... I'm luv with life n havin u in it... Go, live, I may not be here waitin on u when it's all said n done dependin on where my head lands... No time for phunkin the fake fuck with a facial expression in which beneath u reside in a false state of who u are... It's cool, do u.. I ain't trippin bcuz I know we can be friends as nothin hasta come from it... I'm jus sayin... I find ur behavior n mindset to be bullshit!!! When u grow up n feel the need to evolve went tell u I told u so... I'mma be there beside u the whole time edgin u on... There's no reason we can't get along... U jus gotta resculp ur own beauty into somethin that makes sense to ur individual norm...

Nah...

Let's get it goin... Bcuz I don't know if u know what ur doin... This ain't the good ol days where woman take care of men who are out workin for a livin... So why would a mutha fucka spend what he's sold his labor for bcuz u know it's not about that type of givin... I'mma break it down n as sweet as the gooch gets a he he ha ha ho ho hum... In this day in age we all work for our own n have shit goin on n we ain't in luv... If u ain't my chick, hangin, is all there is... Bottom line, flat out, u insinuatin to fuckin much thinkin a mo fo gets u when u ain't puttin in on mine... Oh my rib..! We ain't like the elders that believe in one sided labels where the woman is beneath the man... Shit, I cook n clean my own shit n don't need a leech suckin on me doin the best I can... Friends is friends n anything extra is willin to get it in knowin emotion has no place outside of relations that tap into a man tryin to spoil what's his bcuz she's doin the same shit... There's only one thing u can twist n it ain't my mind for my dick ain't that fuckin stupid as to place passion in a kiss... When u ain't on that level of it's u n I steppin further in time together as a team... Stay in ya lane n make sure u can afford life on ya own bcuz I ain't said shit about droppin them greenbacks it took me all week to get so don't lean... This ain't the fuckin 1600's or the 1950's... Are u listening..? I'm doin me n u ain't in my financial obligations so no I ain't tryin to date... That's some elementary shit when I'd rather hit a cookout solo n fade... Idk what ur expectin goin back in time mentally for self to get what u want when u wanna stay in the present when it comes to doin for me... U get what u give n I ain't a coughin up mine to treat u as if ur in luv with livin in that fucked up thought taught that fairytales ain't made for dreams... Ur jus as capable as I am to do what u want for me, so if u want somethin ur gonna have to give it with use... N that's the truth... U ain't gotta turn to me but u need to realize I ain't feelin shit I can't wrap my mind around... N u jus don't make sense takin me as jus another one of those fuck boys u rip on yet, ur the one who fucks with em so don't make a sound... U ain't my woman n I carry no label but ONE... Anything less is the correction of we jus cannot talk about luv... Hold ur end, it's more attractive when u ain't so fuckin needy... N I don't care if u don't like me... Someone needs to yap at ya happy go lucky azz... It's an equal world so leave all the irrelevant bs in ya past... Bcuz I can't even stroke u due to idk if u could even maintain... Yet I'm jus speakin on some shit that's gone to fuckin far n I ain't on throwin money at no dame... Mine don't come easy so don't get it in ur head that ur more important than my bills... Jus chill... Be n we can have some fun... N it ain't about bein cheap, it's jus I ain't payin u in any way shape or form for I ain't that dumb... I'm stingy bcuz I know how u can get... N I got some shit to take care of as my extras are for me to use for my own intent... Long story short... Ur fuckin with a grown azz man that knows 50 cent don't come from a dollar torn... Tryin to make ends meet while u sittin still luv'n life... Nah, I'm alright...

I've written alot of good shit... N I like this...

Sighted sides that reverse the angle of time...

Turned inside out n got touched in ways one could smile til the end of time... Damn near spoiled n got cut from the end of the dangle fallen away from what was at one time a loyal mind... Oh, the other side has its own version as none of us are innocent by far... The crisp got chard in the domestication in from the wild to be set loose with new huntin skills after havin a heart... The turn trimmed edges away from lace, feedin the sight of hormones overworked... Turned off went the click as spontaneous as tone trippin on muted words... Rotated by the differences of options in choice loosened up jus to choke the birds losin sight into the distance...  The comin n goin is obviously a thing as an on goin resistance... Fear of relations to no matter what as the first glimpse is the transition of the final cut... As what no longer plays a factor has been put on hush... Back to bein strangers connected through memories takin it's natural course... With guilt on both sides of coarse... On the flip side of the reverse angle of time... Hi, forever are goodbyes...