rollin over n grabbin covers tryin to pull u close... wakin to the absence of the empty space u filled feelin alone... playin games with my mind as if ur still here... the darker the room better for i cant tell if u aint near... if i dont reach for ya i guess ill never know... n i can pretend ur still sleepin til the mornin comes hopin time spins ever so slow.... so i attemp to drift back to sleep tellin myself, try not to wake her... but i know ur gone as my thoughts are heard... rollin over to try n force myself to believe ur on ur way... as i imagine u walkin in sayin my name... n as quick as i think it reality kicks back in... layin here solo feelin lost again... so i try to avoid the void with one more trick up my sleeve... comin up with one more way to somehow breathe... as the rush of emotions win the moments to come... n the knowin of u bein gone is me comin undone... so i fluff the pillows as if they were u... get close enough to em to feel what i wanna believe is the truth... givin me a bit of comfort til u return... yet how long will this go on til i learn..? for i know u jus aint here snuggled up on my chest... leavin the luv i have left for dead...

weve all done it... if u havent u aint never been in luv n felt em leave... it aint no joke losin someone youd go over n beyond for... makin relations with others irrelevant... nights get lonely... time stands still... n the head games to make it through the nights jus aint right... but youd havta be in luv with em to know what it is im talkin about... lettin go is the hardest thing to do... that is if u can figure out a way to get over em, without replacin em, before it kills u emotionally...