its in the way u see it... how u witness it before u...  the way it lingers in ur mind...how thoughts puts it to use... what u think it is, is the way it will come from within... exactly the way it makes u feel... on point on ya own recollections... makin u out to be on either side of the real deal... if u go pure mental ur mind will play tricks on u... unable too see intentions before eyes that sigh... findin self in the mirror stuck like wtf... jus wantin one more crack at it in another time... if u cannot accept them as they come outside ya own crazy twist... theyll never be able to show u shit... locked within ya own dome n a false vision... let em be who they come to be standin in the reality of that tickle in ya rib... some of us dig too deep n that is the issue... sayin to much n not goin with the flow will run them off... always tryin to get em to give what u give in return... this i know for even ive forgotten how to open up n jus be raw... uncut n patient to the sway in which luv lives... u gotta jus trust someone at some point if ur on that level... if ya want em to truly luv u like no fuckin other... bcuz the stupid shit over thunk grips the dead feel of a shovel...