From up n under everything I know n eva knew that stepped its walk above where I went... I fought n stood back up to societies version of a man that will forever be irrelevant... Due to it wasn't me other than a choice I made on a personal level that I fell from the norm... N I found as I twisted my mind into a swiveling bend that the real me found a way to be reborn... Broke is not a metaphor in which the loss of my own took everything to climb from... Not once giving in or giving up on who it is i am that still stands intact no longer numb... Within my existing frame n in a different version of self I remain the same with a bit of life still to live filling trenches... As me, as the i dotted the point made to be correct in deliverance n relations that slipped n took all the materials that this shallow world considers riches... A man's worth will neva be with the wanted help put into place by a thought of comfort for they are not him n couldn't fathom who he is beneath the surface... I was told I was worthless bcuz I had a voice that refuses to bow to anything less than my very own happiess... Yeah, I made it home yesterday after a few yrs of Bs that consumed my time attempting to apologies on the release without action to prove a damn thing that'll neva hold a tone worth listening to as they've already been forgiven... For I know what I knew what I was doin as it was my choice to be as is with them as I was n as I am that took longer than expected with a key to unlock my efforts doors riding solo with only fam by my side after losin even the roof over my head, as it's now back to good livin... N I refuse to return to a life that refused to give back as I woke this morning to my kids faces with a new respect bcuz I came through on my word of trust... U wanna luv someone? Luv yaself n luv will surprise u on the truce within that makes the difference shiftin the heart as the minds the clutch... I made it home!!!   Home...