at some point u gotta come back from where youve been... u cant live in the dwell that has claimed ur grin... theres gonna come that moment u walk away from the feel of the struggle within... knowin what youve learned will only be how u allow it to bend...steppin up to life jus wantin to feel alive as luv wins... that special place u went to thats all yours only went temporarily dim... n that twist u felt truly helps u keep breathin again... but theres a time to rise from the ache that has suspended whats always been meant... n in the knowin of that was then n this is now will honestly be spent... in the earnin of a new understandin that untwists with intelligence... walkin away from the irrelevance buried behind the what was so deliberate... with a fresh way that has purpose meanin its deliverance...