Time gave up as life's playin out to lifestyles that begged to differ expressed without sound... Opposing paths forked in different directions drifting with luv unsettled in the hearts as words lost the tone chewed in mouths... Take me back to when time gave a chance to hold that envy eyes took upon us... For only the memory lives with the emotion that gave the fuck up... As the heart became a capsule to open jus to know the hole dug is where u must lay... Lingering on past the end that came to soon u chose a lifestyle that rear-ended what would neva remain the same... For my walls came down in more ways ths one with s vow to release it all down two separate paths wantin more... Yeah, truths be told runnin to u after the said n done is I stood my ground watching u take a detour... It wasn't that luv didn't exist in between us vibin to our own rhythm of comin undone... Bcuz even in the middle of making luv to the touch we knew we were this worlds ultimate rush... Yet, somehow within ur mind u twisted the feel of my ache that lived to come to u no matter what... N the friendship was a one way street left goin the wrong way n leaving our passion utterly crushed... As we were one in the same from the same place understanding we could relate... I guess that was my downfall to underestimate the power of ur faze... Used on the comin n goin to of an addiction that bled me dry... As I couldn't even get the respect as husband n wife to ease the tension in my mind... U played so well n thought I didn't know that u called to the past for me hiding what remained of our vows... Seems u took me for a fool yet I stood on my word from then til now... Ss the silence thickened to heavy to carry alone in relations u threw into the wind... N we both be places since that we shoulda neva been... Remembering how it use to be back before the drugs took control of the woman I knew u didn't see within that wanted to live... N ur lips couldn't feel the expression when asked what we were with the dying of that tickle in the rib... Soon enough came to pass as we didn't make it to the promised land all due to u couldn't pull through... N life takes on a whole new mindset redirected as a solo artist that went to the edge n jumped for only u... Did u not stop n think that someone in this world had a use for ur luv out in the open for this world to see? For now I know even true luv isn't like it is in the movies as a kiss makes it hard to breathe... It's more mental situation that has reason upon the tongues choice of the kinda exposures it chooses to prove... N u, walked away in the making neva to return to what awaited with a noose... For the sole purpose of ride or die within the limits of what's been lost in my mind... Ur imprint only prepared me to be as I thank u for a moment shared that correct myself within ur lies... As lines of scrambled tolerance found letters in a form of  communication with the one that slipped to ur disregard... As I can now say I am free from the devotion once given to ur worth that played my part...