It's funny how we can fall into a funk n live in that mindset... Gettin trapped n fading away from who we were before all the goofiness... Knowing we're better than what we allow to pull us under... Jus gotta remember shit happens n we jus gotta be willing to live without the dragging of others that confuse or well being... We've only got one shot at this to find ourselves... Not in others but who we are so we can feel that tingle... Even though we need that heart ache at least once to clarify the do's n don'ts... It helps us define who it is that lingers to wanna come out n play... I personally pushed the limits so when I came back from that deep distance where we don't understand ourselves, to actually enjoy my time... It took longer than expected waiting for something to come about to find myself standing in true form saying i got this... U gotta want it... That happiness with self so other aspects can be put into place... U jus can't give up... We owe it to ourselves to find that tickle in our rib... That clarification of knowing every moment does matter... N yeah, we've all died inside n had to search for that person within we lost from a time before as we accepted how things twist... It will change u... But only if u let it... Life is what u make of it... No matter who comes n goes... Let no one dim ur shine bcuz if they do they ain't for who u are... Don't subject yourself to their silliness... Live n let live... U never know what's next... Jus enjoy it while it lasts n free yourself when the time comes... Everything is subject to change n as long as ur ready for it mentally, the emotion will understand that better times are around the corner... U can't get time back... Don't get sucked in to ur own spiral... Unwind that shit n get it... To the fullest... Jus smile... Life will correct itself trust me... Mine did n I'm happy without the weights we carry... N I'm ready to have some mutha fuckin fun again... N it's about fuckin time.. lmao... Weeee...