Left in the middle of luv...

Not til luv reaches the mind will nothin ever be the same.
 In true form openin the deepest layer to show the concurin tame.
 Driven to the edge of sanity teeterin on the balance of change.
 Losin the meanin of worth walkin away leavin life so strange.
 Not til its gone will the appreciation take it's toll within the heads ache.
 Knowin u had it in hands that was gentle to the touches fade.
 Not knowin where to go to find the completion that stepped out.
 Exit stage left for reasons not of owns faults yet provoked by extreme accounts.
 Forcin the purest emotion to cling to the only thing that could make the difference.
 In total defense.
 Attemptin to get at a life that would mean more than any other.
 Windin up laid out in the open in a false state of who self is as a cover.
 Crackin the shell as all the good leaks a sizzled hole in the heart.
 Unable to understand the reality of bein left in the middle of luv barred.
 Doin all one can to hold it together on anothers actions failin.
 Watchin them leave as they're bailin.
 Hurt in a way that the replacement is irrelevant to attempt.
 As total chaos of what to do spirals as if a hurricane mid vent.
 Like empty driftwood afloat the rivers top goin who knows where.
 N all u ever did was take a moment to actually care.
 Makin sure they had someone who was there like no one else.
 With the slow realization of who was truly felt.
 Sittin at the beginnin of the world's end.
 Missin in life a what coulda been so much more than friends.