I'm jus askin

 if I told u.
 if u were to listen for once.
 if u sent me back to where u fond me.
 if I said without u I wouldn't feel like much.
 jus moseyin around.
 not knowin where I belonged.
 missin the one person that made the difference.
 listenin to every known sad song.
 would u feel the void?
 the emptiness that would kill me alive.
 in need of what was shared.
 the irreplaceable emotional dive.
 if u were to know U touched me.
 now stranded in life.
 would it make any sense as of yet?
 jus to hear my heart speak ur name.
 starvin in a way no other luv could feed.
 findin it so fuckin hard to simply breathe without the pain.
 like my mind would be set on cruise control.
 waitin on ur return.
 livin to catch another image of ur face.
 through eyes that were fixed upon u.
 is it possible you'd hear the tone?
 doin more than whisper the secrets I held in the dark.
 with patience unbearable feelin alone.
 if I wasn't able to move on.
 for reasons u couldn't understand.
 jus passin time n unused.
 thinkin it be nice to feel in my palm, ur hand.
 I'm askin cuz I wouldn't know what to do.
 lost without ur reflection in my eyes.
 with me being the eyelids for would I if I were.
 to tell u the opposite in a lie.
 so u could jus get on with the alternative.
 cuz jus maybe for me there's no feelings that hide.
 done n out in the world as I'd jus be an afterthought.
 jus to know would be nice.
 so knowin won't waste mine or any others time.
 as they can't comprehend y I couldn't luv them.
 it's jus if I spoke once the moment came.
 cuz I don't wanna go thru life forced to pretend.
 if it wind up in ur hands.
 n conversation is all it took.
 tellin me it is what it is.
 would the truth come from ur lips read from ur own book?
 what if I said I'd miss u at the beginning of one day n it never end? I'm jus