i write

I can feel it. Comin up from my depths. Steppin on the b.s. it climbs. Life has survived n I'm comin round to gathering up my best. Pickin up peices shattered along the way. On the inside where the hearts cliff measures what's left of the luv in my chest. Peace n pain twisting in a twirl tangled n tweakin as a spiralin intertwine rips thru what appeared to he a super hero bulletproof vest. Yeah, i... had a talk with cupid. N he told me he tried to miss the last time round. Yet the arrow found me driftin n useless. Kinda like I am now. Jus walking thru life unused n far from clueless. With a gift of purpose that comes from deep down I hid from this world under the armour. Cuz everytime it gets harder n harder cuz I get closer to what it is I'm seeking as I they destroyed givin to the seconds within minutes of the hours that own the day. Yet here I come climbing my backbone n adjusting the way I stand as a man. Shakin off where I've been jus get to goin where I am to be with a lil lady living inside of me. Yet I will choose the emotion when the times at hand for the pressure built up to be released from behind the mask of truth n emotion where devotion lives outside of behind the eyes that dream.... can ya feel me? Jus one as me as I live in reality where equality isn't arelations immortality. Jus two gettin it once I lift my head at the peek of the horizon settlin nerves in my mind. Til then, I write!!!!