apart

At the bottom yet still fly.
Gotta get my shit together that's no lie.
Its cold n dark where I sleep.
Concrete walls n a heater at my feet.
I allowed my best friend to tear my world apart.
N there's nothin left for her in my heart.
Jus a thought that feeds the comfort.
As the passions tick needs some jumpers.
Here as down as I've ever been.
A woman ripped me apart with a devious grin.
One I thought had my back til the end of time.
As the emotions could never hide.
The pain from a touch so gentle to this man.
Its cuz of her I changed my stance.
No more feelings on this ride.
Its either friend or foe in my mind.
My heart don't wanna care for its spent its try.
A luv's been torn apart n has died.
Trust has become absent to say the least
N all that's left is a dog in heat.
Yet I will rise again soon to my own place.
N fill it with the dream of a lil lady dressed in lace.
Here under the radar hidden n ashamed.
I got beat at my very own game.
Guess I shoulda played along n used my wife as well.
Only if I woulda known it woulda turned out I'd live thru hell.
I coulda stayed on top n had all my possessions.
But I sit n wonder in a new direction.
Where to go n how to get there.
After somethin so real invaded how I cared.
Its one of those things where blinded by the thirst of a kiss.
Fills the room of a friend as were now apart, is dearly missed!

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