deep into like

I got this image in my mind like a fabric stained with lies.
Of a time of truths that cried out before my blinded eyes.
As signs spoke with lines of actions n emotion I couldn't hide.
N feelings that climbed from within that was mine n since has died.
Turns out feelings the wine n dine inside is waiting on someone else to mind.
Patiently weavin a pattern of friends sliding deep into like that forms the drive.
Its kinda like as if I was ran over by the honesty in which I write.
As a ride forced my fight to spin round n notice an other in plain sight.
N my pride stepped aside as my smile shines n tightens realities strive.
Jus findin a moment to live n glide on the backside of my comforts of the one that applies.
To an openin to be filled n dive down within my shut down grind.
Movin on a new highway n traveling along side a new memory made by time.....

Isn't that the way it's suppose to work..

clear ur chest n ease ur mind

So I hear u have somethin to say.
I'm willing to listen to help u figure some shit out.
Lets play withholds n lay rest the games.
Lemme give truth to what falls out ya mouth.
Cuz I heard u from a distance repeating my name.
Come on now, lets face this n be bout it.
That is if u got the time to keep it as real as u claim!
Stand with me n knock.out all this bullshit.
Cuz a lil birdies been chirping in the same sense in which you've been talkin.
Behind backs n hidden from plain sight.
I hear you've been peeking at ya shadow that been stalkin.
Break wind n socialize with a mind that can keep u find yourself at night.
Cuz the chitter chatter of rattling teeth is annoyin.
Losing up n flow with the thoughts u spit out ya mouth.
Allowim me to give worth to the syllables u release that's so enjoyable.
Or I can put u on the spot n point out details u no nothin bout.
This is the moment of truth that'll end all gossip.
So sling ur vocals my way n understand what you've been doin is not ok.
Cuz I believe when it comes to reality, u fuckin lost it.
N it bout time I show u the meaning n purpose within the letters of my name.

its u i like

Lemme talk to u in a deep voice so soft it'll makeu melt .
Show u where I'm comin from so to can be felt.
Lemme have ur heart for me.
So u can eexperience that real luv isn't his a dream.
Lemme guide the emotions you've never used.
Dig into u find a friend in moments of loyalty n truth.
Lemme feel u crawl within soothing my very own beast.
So u know for a fact I'm for real at very least.
Gimme the one n only on thing I ask for.
Ur willingness to open up not jus behind closed doors.
Lemme touch u somewhere eyes can never see.
Allowin me to become who I truly am before u as I take the lead.
Jus follow intentions proven in actions that speak out loud.
So u will never second guess the words that taste so delightful comin from my mouth.
Drift with me to place we can ease back n find the comfort in one an other.
Doin what comes natural n become more than luv'rs.
Lemme earn that one thing that we all seek to enjoy.
With a lil time spent as reality is deployed.
Jus understand I'm jus me takin an interest in u.
N find it within u to do as u do.
Cuz I'm craving to put into play what's been on mind.
Head over heart as the only thing we have is time.
Lemme release compassion I hide from this worlds ways.
N enjoy u by my side as I'm here to stay.
I gotta lotta luv built up I haven't used in some time.
N jus so u know, it's u I like......

felt

Under covers. Close. Wrapped with a luv`r
Felt by touch. Snuggled. So fuckin flush.
Skin connects. Comfort. Livin the test.
Held n holdin on. Fallin. Passions core.
Bein felt. Accepted. Bodies on tilt.
Leanin In. Sinkin. Quietly feindin.
Emotionally game. Ready. Things have changed.
Next level layin . Wantin. Truth escapin.
Openin up. Cheesin. Needin so much.
In a,moment. Time. As still as kisses rollin.
Face to face. Flippin. Pulse pickin up pace.
Triggerin the crave. Intamacy. Under the night of day.
Fingers roam. Grip. Hormones explode.
Taste becomes pleasure. Magnificent. Finally together.
Showin interest. Play! Lifes finest.

normal

Normal...... to be self. Truly let yourself come alive n live. Not carin what an other thinks. Enjoyin ur time. Normal..... not bein like others or followin suit for they claim to be different by actin like someone else which makes them like everyone else which is abnormal. yet in this world its become normal in a way the term normal has lost its meanin of what it truly means to be self. As an individual. Normal..... when u have become u cuz in ur world everything is jus that, normal..... its not til u alter yourself for an others ways u become abnormal cuz ur not yourself. Normal.... has become a figure of speech that somehow understandin the logic in thought of what the actual word normal is. Normal...... jus be u n fuck everyone that doesnt understand or thinks ur weird. Cuz normal is weird for we r not all the same. That's what makes this world a great place. U never know who ur gonna meet thatll interest the other end of difference causin curiosities wonder. Normal...... sometimes it may appear ur crazy dysfucntinal. Yet in reality those who seem to be perfect havent found themself as of yet. Normal..... do u get it???

its jus me!

I dont have a prob bein myself. Im a realist. An athiest whos in luv with life. Shit is what it is. Make the most of it. Nothin will last forever. I know who I am. Im jus me. A rare breed n I dont try to beanythingless than what I feelor think. Not affraid of facin my truths. Can'tuz thats who I am. Im straight to the point. never gonna be perfect. Ions die jus like u will. I like me. N like is more important than luv. Inside n out I am what I am. A realist. Direct in a civil way. Showin character. Flat out jus bout it. If u know me on that level ur one of the few that can relate. I dont carry many with me. So know if I do fuck with u I see it in u. N if u flip script im out. Ive learned who I am. Always been this way. Yet ive come into my own even more here recently. Get at me n come with a friendship or step. Times to short to deal with immature b.s. is caled bein real. An understandin in my mind that wont allow me to fall subject. Been there once. N stood back upwith a smile that can never be broken. Life is at my fingertips. If u aint with it....... dueces!!! If u cant feel that u jus might not get the point. N u jus might need to dig a lil deper within yourself to grab a hold of the realization that life is tickin away. I wont miss u if urr half steppin. U come n u go. Im jis that type when my feet hit the ground u get what u get. Me! Its all ive ever known. The only way I know how to be. I dont wnna be different. Jus wish this world would wake up n witness how goofy it looks.... jus be!!!!! N be honest.

a man

Dig into the mind of a man whos felt his sanity snap n laughed bout it.
N youll find a man with reason that stands firm no matter the season.
Jus hearin a man on the otherside speak of reality in which u know will open u up.
Its in a mans eyes when u see him pause in a moment of truth vecomin clutch.
On another level starin down life with purpose for himself so an other can feel his reality.
Its where a man lives n will remain as his tongue doesn't taste lies nor feel humility.
For a man is correct in his actions that expresses his true intent standin in the middle of life.
Needin nothin from no one for he makes it happen n faces his mind.
Well above his heart he never thinks to long for a mans instinct is quick to draw a line.
Livin within his surroundings knowin hes got a grip n willbe fine.
Realizin b.s. before it appears a man will cut u lose before u get a chance torub him the wrong way.
So if u ever step to a real man n hes down with u, hes there to stay.
As long as u keep ur head n walk on the other side of what youve been taught.
Cuz he will leave u in a moment of no return if u slip up n stall.....

diggin someone

Its an interest on a level of diggin someone.
Findin them to be interestin n fun.
Gettin at life with with them side by side.
A friend like no other knowin ur tackin in consideration in ur mind.
Doin what they like as u like they come full circle.
Jus bout it to see u smile n jumpin hurdles.
A comfort level that settles the nerve.
Believin in actions n patient on words.
Knowin ones place in time to enjoy their presense.
So get at it n stand the test of time without hesitance....

touchy feelie

Sssh. Hush. Now close ur eyes n have a lil trust. Lay still. Jus for a moment. Jus ease back n enjoy fingers bein lent. Lemme feel u beneath my touch. The way I wanna explore u. How I crave to enjoy ur skin. Softly in a caress made of truth. Can u feel me? Playin with ur nerves. As ur emotions rise. Without ever speakin a word. Hold still. Try not to move. Jus relax under luv's presence. As I make find a way to bring to life ur groove. Sssh. Listen to yourself breathe as I feel u feelin me. Makin time last ever so slow with devotion. Dont peek. Cuz imma change directions. Can u feel me now. As low as ur navel. Headed south. As my kiss opens for the tongue thats able. Driftin further as sensitivity plays with ur hormones. Can u feel me. Buried in pleasures place. Now open ur eyes cuz this is not a dream......

im comin

Dont play games. Jus tell me the truth. Be as real as I am with u.
Be self for u r who u r. But dont change me. Im me n doin my part.
Yet tempt me. Give me reason of interest to come get u. Follow my lead.
Speak ur mind. Of all the things u want from me. Then in me youll find.
A gentle man ready to get at life. Jus willin to open up. As emotions will never hide.
Tell me now as honesty breathes. Cuz u have my attention. Imma ask jus once by sayin please.
Dont think im beggin. Jus know im real. N id like to know myself if its me ur playin.
Cuz im comin. N I want ur worth. All n the above with a lil sum somethin.

hidden conditions

Could u luv unconditionally if someone was wrong.
Or is it u to accept givin up n hearin the same fuckin song.
Cuz reality will show u, u r really alone in an end.
Bringin forth two begginings n an other foe that was once a friend.
One in which findin self again after time has ran out.
N the filth of hidden pain is spit from the mouth.
The other is a new face stairin u down in between space.
Wantin to walk as long as life allows one an other to enjoy a mate.
So when do u think workin shit out has come to steppin on the line.
Findin reason to simply accept we all fuck up on lifes ride.
Or is backin down easier as turnin round sux as u jus give the fuck up.
On what once was the greatest thing u ever felt as luv.
Is it when trust didnt prove itself in a moment of truth.
Makin u realize the brutal realization of honesty is cut loose.
Only a few of us rise to another other level n get ripped apart.
Privileged, yet that's lifes way of moldin the character that becomes chard.
Like the heart thats been let down so many times as we say were done.
Losin more than partner that gave up n now motionless on the run.
It all starts n will always be in the head that loses focus along the way.
As someone will feel abandoned n alone without a luv that can never be saved.
Communication, willingness n honesty is the foundation of relations.
N one t1me is all we get before emotions starts the excavation.
Know ur part n give as if u wanted to receive ur own luv given.
Or two true friends will wind up livin solo as worths r hidden conditions.

like ahhhhh

Don't over step ur boundaries.
Know place n space will close.
Like ahhhhh, if u can feel the presence.
Jus let the situations flow.
Stand stationary n move to the dance.
Take a chance n jus bob.
Deletions isn't shit without a friend.
Cuz emotions will.set a drift the chance.
Maintain in mind n claim ur own heart.
Control those feelings ready to explode.
Time is a virtue n all else is a set up for failure.
Tap in to self ease back n ride the ride slow........

a hole is taken

Stepped thru as a hole is taken by the chunk. For the heart to be left dangling to feel the chill of such.
Opened in a way this world sees the weakness within. As the face bares the pain that's left without a grin.
Touched then gone like the winds cool breeze. Try to stand strong of stayin off ones knees.
Trust given to be abused by a selfish friendly foe. Left inside out n aching from the cold.

Walking thru for reasons unknown that has no purpose. Jus questions replacing emotions that's twisted hurting.
Numb n replacing the pieces taken from luv's grip. Bitin off words never the less from the lips.
Backs turned where faces once stared in aww. As the truth of the heart is shown to all.

shes like a drug

She's like a drug that has no end to the pleasure a man seeks.
As he bows to her for more cuz he feels her in his veins that speak.
With a pound as if morris code tapping his hearts vibe that decodes his luv.
A high of all highs with simple contact that drapes him with the slightest of touch.
His calling has made home a fiend for the tender feel or her skin flush.
Restin upon him as he loses himself in the middle of a craving rush.
There is no cure for the heart that beats in her very own presence.
For she's the best thing yet the worst thing as he misplaced selfs defense.....

Yeah I felt it.... n walked away!!!

know

Jus in case u ever ready this blog...... know im tryin to walk away. Know I wanna do this with u. Know I'm at the tail end if somethin I don't want. Know I'm feelin u. Know ur friendship is the shit. Know for the sake of this ever goin anywhere, I don't wanna hurt u. N know as I swear with skin u to trust me. Imma show to feel luvd if given the chance. Jus know!!! N stand by me. I need someone like u.

unnecessary b.s.

It's how u feel bout ur own life.
Independent or relying on an other.
Either u r ur own.best friend or lost.
Dig deep n find who u r above all other.
Lessons learned will grow old.
Be there for the one who counts the most.
Hold the line enjoy ur time.
N you'll never be on the end of a roast.
As giggles n chuckles point n clown.
Round self out n be bout it.
As ur mind will find the understanding in life.
Seein thru all the unnecessary b.s.....

i write

I can feel it. Comin up from my depths. Steppin on the b.s. it climbs. Life has survived n I'm comin round to gathering up my best. Pickin up peices shattered along the way. On the inside where the hearts cliff measures what's left of the luv in my chest. Peace n pain twisting in a twirl tangled n tweakin as a spiralin intertwine rips thru what appeared to he a super hero bulletproof vest. Yeah, i... had a talk with cupid. N he told me he tried to miss the last time round. Yet the arrow found me driftin n useless. Kinda like I am now. Jus walking thru life unused n far from clueless. With a gift of purpose that comes from deep down I hid from this world under the armour. Cuz everytime it gets harder n harder cuz I get closer to what it is I'm seeking as I they destroyed givin to the seconds within minutes of the hours that own the day. Yet here I come climbing my backbone n adjusting the way I stand as a man. Shakin off where I've been jus get to goin where I am to be with a lil lady living inside of me. Yet I will choose the emotion when the times at hand for the pressure built up to be released from behind the mask of truth n emotion where devotion lives outside of behind the eyes that dream.... can ya feel me? Jus one as me as I live in reality where equality isn't arelations immortality. Jus two gettin it once I lift my head at the peek of the horizon settlin nerves in my mind. Til then, I write!!!!

worn down mutt

Resting behind whats unlocked with the door shut.
Lays an independent worn down mutt.
Off the chain n peeking out the windows.
Barkin at everyone's crawling shadows.
Guardin the one place left to hide.
Healin his wounds n running round with time.
Left with the emotion of two tales.
Eatin up the possibilities chasing tail.
On the inside listening n waiting he sits.
For one day to be set free from the bullshit.
Loose to find a home where his chow awaits.
Protectin the one thing that matters the most as his mate.
Yet hes as still as the night n hiding from bein caught.
Dreamin of the day to stand for his, at all costs.

religion

Religion..... lol... here's the way I see it. Its a dreampt up dream by a scared frail lil man afraid to die. A lil story made by man to comfort the fact we r not gonna know we're goin in a box n we will never know we r there. Funny. I'm ok with it. Guess that's y I am the way I am. Wakin to life! Cherishing my moment n keepin stride of what I need to do as a man so my luv'd ones know my loyalty. I stand in a different direction when it comes to knowing the value of a single breathe taken is precious. Doesn't make me less of a human. Jus a realist that treats others equal no matter their belief. I am alive n in luv with life!!!

reinvented aa man

I remember lookin in the mirror n my eyes went black.
I lost myself n it was I couldn't keep intact.
Its a maddenin effect u wouldn't understand.
When life rips ur world apart n u gotta reinvent u as a man.
Yeah I remember what it felt like when I finally stood back up. N now no one can tell my shit so shut the fuck up.
I dragged myself thru hell here on earth.
When I realized the bel...ief in a god is a curse.
The feeling I strangled released the life from within.
The twist tilted my head as I Began to grin.
I snapped n found sanity within the cracks of my own mind.
N that's a place no one has infected in my time.
I remember jus not giving a flying fuck.
N I'll be this way forever til my ashes become dust....

its never to late

It's never to late to sit still inside yourself.
N count on the only one that can be felt.
Its never to late to come from behind the eyes.
Showin yourself u know how to feel alive.
Its never to late to claim what u thought u lost.
Cuz if u wait til the end ur lost in the sauce.
Its never to late to connect the pieces in life.
U jus gotta find em n complete the puzzle in ur mind.
Its never to late to dig into the depths of ur honesty.
Cuz if u wait to long u jus might lose sight of reality.
Its never to late to stand up n be the u that u hide.
N put to rest what u think everyone wants u to be in ur mind.

cuz

How deep can u dig to know ur not like everyone else.
Cuz I've touched my jus to feel a hand that helps.
Can u turn inward n find the only piece of mind that comforts.
Cuz I found me searching for a friend that needs me more.
How more insane can u become before u realize ur worth.
Cuz I personally fell to the hands of my dream gurl.
Can u accept the fact that u r ur own best friend.
Cuz it's the only one that's completely honest til the end.

jus findin a moment

I got this image in my mind like a fabric stained with lies.
Of a time of truths that cried out before my blinded eyes.
As signs spoke with lines of actions n emotion I couldn't hide.
N feelings that climbed from within that was mine n since has died.
Turns out feelings the wine n dine inside is waiting on someone else to mind.
Patiently weavin a pattern of friends sliding deep into like that forms the drive.
Its kinda like as if I was ran over by the honesty in which I write.
As a ride forced my fight to spin round n notice an other in plain sight.
N my pride stepped aside as my smile shines n tightens realities strive.
Jus findin a moment to live n glide on the backside of my comforts of the one that applies.
To an openin to be filled n dive down within my shut down grind.
Movin on a new highway n traveling along side a new memory made by time.....

out ya mouth

So I hear u have somethin to say.
I'm willing to listen to help u figure some shit out.
Lets play withholds n lay rest the games.
Lemme give truth to what falls out ya mouth.
Cuz I heard u from a distance repeating my name....
Come on now, lets face this n be bout it.
That is if u got the time to keep it as real as u claim!
Stand with me n knock.out all this bullshit.
Cuz a lil birdies been chirping in the same sense in which you've been talkin.
Behind backs n hidden from plain sight.
I hear you've been peeking at ya shadow that been stalkin.
Break wind n socialize with a mind that can keep u find yourself at night.
Cuz the chitter chatter of rattling teeth is annoyin.
Losing up n flow with the thoughts u spit out ya mouth.
Allowim me to give worth to the syllables u release that's so enjoyable.
Or I can put u on the spot n point out details u no nothin bout.
This is the moment of truth that'll end all gossip.
So sling ur vocals my way n understand what you've been doin is not ok.
Cuz I believe when it comes to reality, u fuckin lost it.
N it bout time I show u the meaning n purpose within the letters of my name.

apart

At the bottom yet still fly.
Gotta get my shit together that's no lie.
Its cold n dark where I sleep.
Concrete walls n a heater at my feet.
I allowed my best friend to tear my world apart.
N there's nothin left for her in my heart.
Jus a thought that feeds the comfort.
As the passions tick needs some jumpers.
Here as down as I've ever been.
A woman ripped me apart with a devious grin.
One I thought had my back til the end of time.
As the emotions could never hide.
The pain from a touch so gentle to this man.
Its cuz of her I changed my stance.
No more feelings on this ride.
Its either friend or foe in my mind.
My heart don't wanna care for its spent its try.
A luv's been torn apart n has died.
Trust has become absent to say the least
N all that's left is a dog in heat.
Yet I will rise again soon to my own place.
N fill it with the dream of a lil lady dressed in lace.
Here under the radar hidden n ashamed.
I got beat at my very own game.
Guess I shoulda played along n used my wife as well.
Only if I woulda known it woulda turned out I'd live thru hell.
I coulda stayed on top n had all my possessions.
But I sit n wonder in a new direction.
Where to go n how to get there.
After somethin so real invaded how I cared.
Its one of those things where blinded by the thirst of a kiss.
Fills the room of a friend as were now apart, is dearly missed!

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undercover luv'r

Undercover luv'r. Fake with words that seem to touch that point of no return.
Pressin on emotions never to be used. Playin a game as someone will wind up bein hurt.
Time spend in a set of eyes that speak of a dream come true is eventually left seemed n flowin.
As the confused mind breaks down the reality n a friend they thought they had forgets the showin.
Cuz it was never two as one as patterns r seen as the head floats back to the surface of the heart.
Truths bob from the ripples that fade from the waves that suffocates the intention do their part.
N standing back up even as a man for we all know women can rebound a bit faster by not givin a fuck.
Life jus will never be the same after enjoying the presence of a cold hearted individual that kept shit on the hush....

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depths n lengths of scars

Attention is to be paid in life.
Chasin a dream will make u pick sides.
Losin all sense of normal sort of speak.
Change u into what u thought was need.
Bein self is a characteristics strength.
Knowin what's before self n concurrin what leak.
As a man or woman balance needs its place.
As one stands with real thoughts n emotion upon the face.
The grind alone is a struggle that tells a tale.
Somewhere shit got twisted n we have failed.
Listen to the vibration speaking a loud.
N u will never be the one falling from the clouds.
Many things make us who we r.
Earnin variations of different depths n lengths of scars.
Some r hard headed individuals that do for self.f
Yet in the end jus remember ur blood is ur only help!!!!

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splash

In a dip in the mind floating with the ripples caused by the vibrations stomp of life's choices one learns how to swim.
Smack dab in the middle of the lake over flowing with thoughts fighting the tide we all feel the undertows spin exhausting the limbs.
Its a bobbin effect that pushes with the winds of change in a different direction as a new shore is felt beneath the feet.
Yet it seems everyone jumps back in to backstroke under the sun n eventually comes to realize it's a 1600 meter defeat.

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jus let shit flow

Lets do this the right way. Cuz I felt a fairytale fun on my tongue.
N there it went as I stood madly in luv.
Lets keep this shit simple n be friends. Can u dig?
Cuz into u I'd swim if given the time to find the healed hearts rips.
Ease up in the depths, surface with reality n cum on back.
Don't fall to fast n what lasts will bring truth to the facts.
Stand n deliver self cuz losing an other isn't a gain worth saving.
I'm not superman! I'm not everything you've ever wanted. As there's somethin in me ur wanting.
I can hear it as u ask where have I been? Yet around I've been findin my way.
Shit changes n feelings fade fast n I'm jus here n u I can not save.
I'm jus me n I'm as human as u seem to pretend to be. Jus sayin.
Y do I always havta be so fucking perfect as an other fails relations falling from the claimin.
Think. Be. Live. N jus let shit flow n play in its time of use.
We don't know how long we have together so jus shut up n enjoy me as I do u.
Don't promise me tomorrow. Don't fake the silence that'll cum eventually.
Keep it real n jus try to express what it is I mean to u in ur reality.
Cuz I've heard it all before n believe me, words r cheap.
Sounds bad but the only thing I believe in is ur actions in time that will speak to me!!!!!!

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the drizzle effect that drips

Out drips the emotion smeared before the eyes as lil lettered of a lil lady gone bad is blaming a good man for the issues that tore a lifetime cut short apart cuz she jus can't handle life...... here comes the honest truth of how a woman can destroy a man's will as his character is put to the test as he fought for six months n is there for her in a way no one in this world has ever been nor will ever be jus to walk away from his wife..... here's the pit of depth showing its face in the mirror so he can finally release his pains deception that crawls thru his veins like a parasite takin his life away from his smile as he's been cut n bleeding out the luv that he desperately needs to flush from his heart..... here comes the end of a friendship three decades long that fell to no mercy as hands were deliberate in takin n abusing the reality of his loyalty as she was afraid to accept somethin real cuz she knows nothin bout luv that scares her even though he's let it be known everyday that he luv'd her from the start....... here's that twist in life that breaks a man down jus before he pieces himself back together n stands with a better understanding in his step as he walks the fuck away....... yeah this is that drizzle effect that clings to the sweet spot no one knows of that's so fucking tender it scares him to ever attempt to use emotion cuz all he's ever gonna feel is her n the loss that couldn't stay.......

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if u somehow can't

If u find yourself in the middle of the moment n u don't feel anything at all......... if somehow ur emotions don't work n ur tears won't fall.......... if u can't express the hearts desire to fight for who it is that ur locked in a stare with....... if the only thing u know is the empty canvas that covers the hearts bullshit..... know ur not in the right place.... jus walk away before ur heart finds that empty space!!!

G'bye freind

Thirty years has come to this?
After thirty years never again will I kiss ur lips.
Ur not jus a luv'r.
Ur a friend like no other.
Damn near my whole life I've been in luv with u.
N now it's come to.........
The pains empty emotion so lost inside.
Is this how I'm suppose to live within my mind?
Walking thru life knowing ur out there.
My heart will never heal this tear.
After a once in the lifetime we jus walk away!
Y do we admit there's to much to stay?
Without a doubt it's our hearts thats connected.
N life will soon begin to inspect it.
For sure we luv yet r kryptonite side by side.
Now we gotta step from his friendship with truths to hide.
There's the way we luv'd that is so rare.
N the completion we willingly shares.
Comes to mind as the heart still feel ur touch.
Yeah, we gotta walk away madly in luv!!!!!!! N that's what's sux!
Cuz we both know who owns our hearts joy.
This is for u n letting go of a friend left within I can only enjoy!
G'bye friend, for its a loss as ur like family.
Shit! I can't believe this is happening.........

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alone without that one

Feeling the way u move like the breeze in n out of my life.
Tryin to hold on to the luv as if a bull took me for a ride.
8 seconds it seemed to be n poof! U were gone again.
Leavin me at this point in my life as a full grown man.
Its funny how time gets away n people change before ur eyes.
Once madly in luv turns to confusion in the dark side of the mind.
Openin n closing a new chapter that's only part of ones story.
N as a memories face begins to fade as the heart heals from its injury.
Livin in the moment that made such a difference now gone.
Feelin lost without a friend like no other is losing the chorus to a favorite song.
Meanings change as feelings wind up redirected never to be the same.
For there's that one person that owns the heart of a fool in time tamed.
In the beginning all questions r answered by actions n whooos.
Yet as things play out n communication breaks down, were left without the clues.
Passion clouds the mind as vision can't see the truths blinded.
Jus caught up in an other fighting for another day that's timeless.
Words find a different tone in which they speak outta luv.
Its jus one of those things where someone else fits like a glove.
Comfortin the void n fulfilling the emptiness that's been since birth.
N knowing no one else will ever take their place is the worst.
Yet to walk alone as paths split n individuals separate to find their way.
We all live to find some kinda happiness in a new day.
Its never easy to lose that one person that gets u for they know u.
Cuz the vibe in the chest is afraid to allow an other to touch u know who.
Self! Is to be protected by all means cuz the one turned n walked away so easily.
Yet if promises r made, doom has already been processed n ur a slave.
Bound by reassurance when the know doesn't havta be said.
Ur jus setting yourself up for failure n alone you'll sleep in ur bed.

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the way a man stands after his mind snaps

Standing back up after bein torn apart by luv that tends to change the way a man leans into his future.
U know he becomes distant to emotions as he feels himself become virtacle with his stance ripped apart by a strange creature.
A man's character rearranges once his mind snaps outta chasing the heart that defeats the mind.
It's nothin but a test of will he faces in a moment of exploration that steels away his time.
Losin self n memories wasted jus to havta walk away n find a new groove in another way for what he's had jus isn't it.
Yet when all's said n done a real man can hang rest his head knowing he fought a fight n won battles but it was a war he wasn't intended to win.
Forcin the cause of his walk to step with purpose within himself cuz he's found reason in life.
Alive n livin with a mindset unlike anything he's ever known til that split second he felt his mind snap with thoughts flowin that r to never again hide.
Sprung free from the tongue cuz in a sense he jus doesn't give a fuck cuz he hasta stand for self.
Him against the world forms a boundary of earning trust n a freindship as he's scared shitless of the emotional torcher that he thought would help.....
Alone his feet follow each other away from a friend he will miss til his dying day for a hole is formed.
Yet a man of truth stands in reality knowing he's been burnt n destroyed by a woman's scorn....

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