Here we go!....
Maybe I jus wasn't good enough.
Nah wait, hold that thought.
I jus mighta been to much.
Take a peek in on what I was doin.
Hmmm, Damn near everything.
N I had less on my plate.
Yet I was doin enough for the both of us inside my wedding ring.
Superman.
Then again I am human n u I can't fix!
I still have the rush of what we was inside of me over flowing.
Tryin to escape cuz I'm beating the living shit outta it.
2 sticks of dynamite, boom, fire in the hole.
Here I am n I survived my dream as I awaken from the betrayal.
Yeah, i got lost twice in my life.
Once in u as I couldn't find myself n i became frail.
N again in the end of u giving up n leavin me searching for a home I thought I found.
Whew..... yeah I feel u!
Even more when we r face to face.
That's y I never wanna see u again n that's jus speaking the truth.
Other wise I'd fall deeply back in luv.
N I can't take the pain of everyday life with u.
I am not the same.
Jus do what u do!
I'm jus me kicking it the only way I know how.
Away from u n hiding how I truly feel let loose from my one.
Yeah. Here comes the point of no return.
Who do u think u r after all is said n done.
I should hate u by now.
U damn near drove me crazy n damn halfway insane.
Yet not even u could break me.
Imagine that, i maintained!
I thought it take the life of who I was.
Funny bet u thought you'd have control of me forever.
Even though u own my heart.
Mmmm, there's a twist as u chose us never to be together.
I can hear my heart pumping without u.
Holy shit! Ur not hear.
N I'm still me n I don't have a single tear to shed.
U see you've stolen as many of them as I can spare.
Sorry 1!
U gotta go somewhere we can never be flush.
My time is none of ur concern.
N I don't need ur broken angle of what u consider luv.
It's as easy as silence listening to itself.
Sssh..... don't speak.
I'm not listening no more.
There's only a useless friendship I'm holding on to makin me weak.
Easy come. Easy go.
N yet this a lie.
I think Imma keep it real.
Like I always do.
U r missed in a way in never wanna feel u agian!
Fuck rhymin that last line.
It felt better to jus open up as US I outlasted.
My world will never be the same.
But I'm happy to know I'm free from ur grasp.
Sliding back into rhythm of where i was before u.
Stable n about gettin at life.
N its really jus so sad u couldn't keep up.
I luv'd having u as my wife......
Goodbye MANDY!
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