my gift to u on ur 36th birthday!!! ilu1!

Is she with me or not?
Today this what I asked my wife.
R we gonna do this for we have the opportunity to get it started.
N again expressing we have a way to rebuild our life.
N I waited.........
No answer, no reply.
Jus an (I cant).
As I went on to tell her we will never know if we don't try!
Can't is not an answer, yes or no is.
Is it us for life like we said all this time having fun?
Ashes mixed together forever?
Eternal luv showing his world we r as one.
So I politely mentioned its yes or no.
Silence muted my hearts thump.
Felt myself shut completely down.
The luv of my life is on the run.
Ignoring me once again when it's a life situation.
Proving me me where I truly stand.
I've been there for u since day one luv.
But I think it's time u see me walk away like a man.
For I tried ti call u n u text I'm on the phone.
So I called back jus to make sure where u stood.
Phone was off!
I luv'd like a man luv'n a woman should.
N now I have to think about where I am goin from here.
Without u is not my choice.
But it is over between us.
Before within us there's a raging war.
U see Iluv 1! Like I luv the air I breath.
N I hope we can remain friends.
I'd like to know if ur ok.
For I know now we were never truly best friends on ur end.
As I walk away from the only person I gave my all.
As a man til the last day I was there for u.
I never lied. Never cheated. U always got my best.
U made ur decision as I'm forced to turn away madly in luv with u!
But I asked u, r we married? Yes or no?
No answer for the one u call the luv of ur life.
Yet with help from some friends of mine.
I can honestly say I know what I am, n ur not by my side.
Goodbye MANDY! I wish u the world.
Seems we had our moment n u failed.
Gave up n jus flat out lead me to believe u.
Jus listen to the chorus of holy grail!
My work is done here 1!
I can not help u if u won't let me.
N I know it's ur 36th birthday n I have a present for u.
My gift to u is I'm setting u free.
Live ur life that I wasn't good enough for.
Its ok to find what it is u feel u need.
I'm grown ass man n I understand.
Yet now, jus maybe? I.can get u outta my dreams.....
          
                       I walked away for a reason untold on ur end!
                         Ilu MANDY! But i can not live in ur world.
                                              Only if u knew!!!

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