I allowed u to help me walk away. like this diddle Ive perfected walking away. I watched u play ur games on me. lil did u know I was setting myself free. thru u doin me the way u do I let u think u had this. yet til the end I stood by u n put up with ur shit. u see, u made it easy to walk awAy from u. n u don't even realize I'm jus that good put to use. I beat unattended ur own game before u could end it. but u have a job now n my duties r done here, its fixed. I'm not unstable yet in the beginning I did chase. til I realized Nubian mama in the mirror in my own face. what did u think u were doin luv with my heart. cuz I seen u comin Damn near from the very start. jus took time to prepare self for the end. n u made it so easy ti step with purpose with me as my best friend. I'm.jus better at the game the u could ever be. without even playing I allowed u to force me to be free. thank u for thinkin u knew what u were doin. cuz I seen u comin n goin. I allowed u to destroy my feelings for u. n enjoyed the feeling of u bein released from truths. all cuz it's what u wanted as I respect u tryin to play me a I went along. I've been where u r so long ago it not funny yet wrong. I shoulda jus ended it sooner but I needed u to do me in. so when I did step away I couldn't feel I within. do I realize I allowed wHat I thought could never be happen. me not luv'n u, n on my own far awAy from ur maddenin. ur fu min new ti.say the least n I'm laughing now. for image able to stand as a man that u helped create somehow. wow! did u ever think I'd be so rounded more than I was before u. yeah I wasn't asleep to ur leading me one for so long girl. n to be honest Imma miss u in my world. but I can not feel ur presence anywhere inside of me. ur gone, flushed out, away, down u went with my dreams. n I'm good with the facts that I embraced thru ur actions. I'm not the one who has to deal with the results n reaction. for I don't nothin but trey til my opportune time. fuckin luv u 1! but no longer want u as my wife. u ruined every emotion I ever had for u. n I allowed it so I could be me once again withbuse. I'm walking away a better man with skills. N unsung break my will. that's the kicker cuz u couldn't break me. watched u slowly tear away the meaning . n ibthinkbits funny cuz o owned my ass. u thought I'd never be able to outlast...... its good shit huh! cuz I know u have emotions left with luv. sux swallowing the pain you've caused don't it? im done MANDY! I'm finally tired of ur shit. goodbye r forever so here is urs. I no longer feel u u in my core. n it's all ur fault n u r to blame. I'm walking away before I hate. cuz thatbstill mean I somewhAt care. n I don't so toodlez cu u weren't fair.....

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