Comin n goin all at the same time.
One foot planted unwilling budge.
The other running away with my dreams.
N I'm in the middle of emotions holding a grudge.
Images scurry across the memory banks.
Lost on the doorstep clinging to my own.
Here I sit standing up all in the same.
Time has come to decide which way to go.
Lookin for a way out tryin to stay.
I'm a lost cause waiting for an answer from within.
One that won't speak to me for I am confused.
I gotta twisted fake expression showing thru my grin.
Untouched n left to self to figure my way.
With no direction Im as still as the night.
Motionless yet the inner me jus won't stop.
Where is the comfort I once known in this life.
Weakened by the silence of walls that will not talk.
Talkin to self I've come to the same response unheard.
Listenin to the echoes i can not make out bouncing inside my mind.
Stranded I am searching deep for the unused words.
Down I climb upside down n backwards severed from self.
In my core I can't feel me needing my own.
Lackin the understanding I'm torn from the pull ripped.
Tearin me from one end to the other ever so slow.
Pieces r misplaced n I seek to find the whole me.
Replacin bits with new lessons fitting jus right.
Never the same I realize Im sowing the seems.
Stitched together for the original pattern that I can not find.
Am I comin or goin with or without what I've known.
Steppin into the now of makin self as a new.
I feel a tick softly pound with pains on an unguided path.
Jus tryin everything I can jus to make due.
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