takin my place

I walked into ur luv as it walk through me.
For I believed in u as if u knew me.
One in the same walking together in time.
I fell into u n let myself completely unwind.
N I found myself in this fuel unfortunate world.
Walkin alone into the arms of a truly ungrateful girl.
The realization puts a damper on my pain struck heart.
For I thought it was us from the beginnings leaping start.
I couldn't see u cuz my heart wouldn't allow it.
Yet forcefully I was to step back n I saw me bein treated like shit.
I've come to the terms of I'm good n Imma havta pass on us.
Yeah we r one in the same but ur bout self to the fullest.
Standing solo I roamed fighting for what?
U showed through actions I was unjustified words so blunt.
Of all people to release ur past upon.
Y me is a question followed by come on!
Stepping away I'm comforted by my choice of no longer choosing u.
For so long I've sat inside myself without a clue.
The pain n hurt riddled my confused mind.
Wonderin when am I gonna see the signs.
Lost in my last days craving u in my everyday.
I shut down n allowed u to drift in the winds stay.
Blown off into the distance far from my lonely reach.
I'm so far gone on u yet u destroyed a chance for two hearts that meet.
No way out I couldnt gather my thoughts.
Controlled by u I fell apart holdin on to what purpose of y I faught.
Now standing with my head clearing from the fog.
I've become someone I never thought I'd become.
Here in the flesh I no longer choose u in my life.
Friends don't do what u did so no we can't be in my mind.
I wasn't good enough to get the respect I deserved.
N the hurtful actions followed by unjustifiable words.
I'm out n I never wanna be at one with u again.
I'm takin my place in this world as a real man.
Done, finished, I've had my run of bein unappreciated.
To the point at one point I believe I was hated.
U turned on me time n time again without a reason.
I have played the roll n been the warmth within a chilled season.
U call it what u want for there r two sides.
Yet ur the one that has to live with ur actions as I say goodbye.
U wasted a luv that is still never ending to say the least.
But I refuse to live this way for it twists my very own beast.
Restraining my well bein of becoming what I am to be.
N I can't be ur superman n I apologize to u as I set me free.
U shoulda seen me for what I was tryin to do.
I was there when everyone else tried to hurt u.
U alone r to blame for this end of a pure love that was inseparable.
N I'm outta a friend I thought I had n ur untameable.
In ur own selfish world that allows no one in.
But FYI jus to let u know i found my misplaced grin.
U wanted nothin to do with this man that literally tried to be there.
N u threw me away without a single once of care.
So off u go with ur lies, games, n a luv that can not survive.
I'm doin me now n I thank u for now I know me n that I will never hide.

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