overflowing

i can't get it out.
i feel it.
i see it.
but it wont release itself from the silent part of the mind.
i can't say a thing.
tongues tasting the flavor.
yet unspoken.
i am searching as deep as i can hold my breath.
visualized.
expressed in motion.
actions speaking out.
but i am at a loss when alone.
grabbing at hints.
dragged out of the head.
to tell my end of this tale.
i feel i can't get it out the right way.
i have it.
spread upon my lips.
giving purpose.
what is it i am trying to say?
mixed signals unable to reach the box.
sound is absent as the form it was released is misinterpreted.
re-verbalized into mumbling moans.
confused by my very own intentions.
words playing hide and seek.
poking at reality.
bouncing off the walls cluttered with still frames.
photo copied within the memory.
yet i still can not push it out.
overflowing.
i can not spit it into the wind.
sticking to my inner deliverance.
trapped deep enough beneath the communication.
i reach a helping hand.
yet it does not seem interested in being relieved.
freed....................................