for once

1 thing iv learned is this.
i'm nothing special.
but is any of us anyways?
i sat and wondered for years.
what make me so special every time i turn around.
when every time mr. wonderful is left standing alone.
i'm everything one has looked for again and again.
yet i am just me living in my very own dream.
i can only do the best i can to be happy.
earning my way and my keep.
even ig it keeps me broke i"ll pull my weight.
keeping things simple and as real as possible.
dealing with issues that come up in everyday ordeals.
and until now, they've now left me to myself in disbelief.
yet i'm so perfect in every way.
so unbelievably sweet as i am giving what i can within me.
yeah i can felt love as i sat with my heart in my hands!
i just want to be me for once as i'm seen for who i am.
not what i do or what i say in a days time.
and i think i've found it in someone just like me.
giving great joy and relieving my bones.
she thinks i'm the one as i do her.
something i never imagines myself saying.
as she also thinks i'm special.
what can i say?
guess i'm never going to shake it.
how can i if what i do is said to be more than they've asked for?
maybe it's just how i approach a lover.
give them my all because that's what i quietly would love to receive.
yet i'd never ask or speak of it.
and even know i let it be known with this one.
she gets my all because she is different in ways no other can surpass.
i want to see this one go all the way to the end of time.
and if i'm special in her eyes, so it must be.
i'm just going to have to live with it and live and let live for once.
because she see's the real me leaking out with every letter of ilu.
so what have i learned?
if i've learned anything at all it is this.
and if you don't nderstand.
read it again until you do...........