as i lay and think

when after slipping away for so long past?
will two ever make it and enjoy it last.
how does one say it without a sigh?
and get it out soft enough just right.
where is the words stuttered upon?
tripping the tongues ever lost song.
why has it taken hearts so long?
seems it was misplaced lost and gone.
who is it i have longed to become?
winding up to someone their number one.
what is i had to endure as i learned?
before i had my true chance and my turn.
have i become me in a place in time?
without the option to pretend to hide.
does it begin where i stand right here?
without something i no longer fear.
can i be me with the one i call love?
i believe so as i lay and think turning in a snuggling roll.