tap

relapsing on the stash of memories blanked out by times unforgiving ways. i sit and tap at another line straight from the mind to help me remember better days. slowly so the hurt and pain and smiles i've gained lead me on past what i thought i'd never make it through. it's the walk i stumbled long enough on to turn and stand as a man, confronting the truth. one step at a time i made it as far as my two feet has led me to here. constantly breaking and tugging me beneath my long over due defeated fears. and i trust no one as i catch a phrase in the back of my head playing repeatedly until i understand every word. ringing in my ear and sliding down the tongue, bursting into this world as if they were to be heard. just to be found dead and motionless at the end of each poke that's broken them in two. feeling unused and bruised as i lean back and think of something new. typing my life away into the great unknown where no one seems to care. its almost as if these letters are being eaten and never shared.
with lost keys unable tuned for ears to understand.
missing or hiding in code before the eyes in plain sight, yet at the fingers tips of the hand.