NIGHT OF CONFUSION

YET THE AIR IS CHILL ENOUGH TO KEEP ME ALERT.
I'M BEING TORTURED IN REALM WHERE I AM OF NO MATCH.
FEELING MISPLACED AND DRAINED OF ALL THE GOOD I'VE BECOME.
FLIPPING THE COIN AND BECOMING A THING OF THE PAST.
SOME ONE I'VE KILLED LONG AGO.
BURIED AND FORGOTTEN UNTIL NOW.
JUT TO BE REMINDED OF WHAT I'M CAPABLE OF.
THIS NIGHT OF CONFUSION IS SHOWING ME HOW.
RECONNECTING ME WITH THE FIGHT WITHIN I'VE THROWN AWAY.
I'M GETTING THE BIGGER PICTURE OF WHAT IT'S TEACHING.
I'M NOT BEING PUNISHED IF I CAN LEARN FROM MEMORY OF WHERE I'VE BEEN.
THIS SILENT WALK WAY TELLS ME I'M IN A CONSTANT STATE OF BREACHING.
MOVING FORWARD AS I'M IMMOBILE AND PARALYZED BY THE NIGHT.
I RELAPSE FOR A MOMENT TO APPRECIATE MY DAYS OF DYING.
AS THIS THING I'VE STUMBLED UPON BREAKS ME DOWN.
BRINGING FORTH ALL THAT HAS BEEN LEARNED BY JUST SIMPLY TRYING.