I’m present…

 I stumbled, I fell, and lived an unrecognizable past. I’ve been to a bad place and came back. I sorted out the confusing from the facts. I’m better now, and that’s sad. It seems luv doesn’t exist without hate. And yes, I’ve changed like the expressions in my face.  But I’m safe in my own weird way. I trained myself to behave. Through the struggle I never stuttered worth. Even though at times it was hard to find certain words. There was pain and much hurt. As my smile was more like a smirk. And correcting self was a task nonetheless. Defining the inner linings of the chest. Best thing was, I re-invented me to gain the proper interest. It was I, I had to invest. I’ve came outta character to please the selfishness of luv. From within I collapsed with shattered dreams that were crushed. I landed within myself and focused on trust. Just to stand alone remembering who it is a was. To become a better version demanding to be set free. I kneeled once to rise as the one person that would never leave. I believe in me. I am, who I set out to be…