Now is a thing...

I've already had my dream girl n now i stand looking back at this world like what's next. It's not what others wanna hear but the truth is best when I'm free to give me as is n not what's left. Willing to show up n show out to gain something real for once. If u cannot relate to it maybe there's something within u that's still on the hush. Bcuz I've played with my fantasies n now know what it is i like. N a friend means more to the mind than the heart could ever define. I'm just being honest while u think I'm full of shit. I've been there n done deeds n now I'm back to live with the sound of the pecks that kiss. Wondering who in the fuck triggers deep intent on levels untold. So chuckle up a breath wasted on me sifting until i identify home. Moving with the feel of tight snugs loosening the thrill to evolve. Provoking desires to come to a moan with me not being able to get enough of life finally solved. Falling in n under the surface where fingers cannot reach. Although they lead the way for compatibility to create the scene. Dipping into the chest searchin for the tickle of the ribs with every stroke. I've come back to the now just to say i no longer wanna be alone. N nah, i don't feel the urge to drift with luv'rs that come n go. So lets leave be what I've done with others n listen to the tongues unique tone. Stroking thoughts the way they were meant to be freed. As eyes roll up in the head when the down n dirty gives pleasure from the knees. Oh u don't believe a fella speaking from the inside out? Then don't n keep on hating every good one that comes along trying to adapt to ur frown. Ain't my worry n one less task I'll havta deal with that is not of my own. Like i said, I'm solid with who i am as I'm n in my zone. I as able to step into my lane n walk it like i matter the most. But I'm also eager to know if a lil sum sum is tempted to put down her phone. Maybe take a peek at some flesh shedding clothes instead not skin. Damn I'd ware her all night n three times a day if paths were to refused to return to where they've been. Telling it like it is so i know where i stand. Hey you! I think i could be ur biggest fan...