looking for a reset...

When one has been with so many others their faces cannot be remembered. Becoming a vague thought of oh yeah every now n again before the memory is to once again severed. All in doin so just trying to find a place for the heart to be content so time won't seem so long. So a home has pictures hung upon the wall that show what the mind doesn't havta forget in moments that pause. When one has found what it felt emotion couldn't do without as life was clear enough to see future until the end of time. Having to let go of tge ultimate luv n prior flings that never made it into the depths of core living in the eyes. As they close on a past n reopen to what's ahead where tears have no purpose on the run... Gaining grounds n losing the ability to feed into the absence of the thingy sought out to comfort what's been hushed... When the thrill fades from intent n free drifts into a transformation on the other side of no return. The never again mindset loosens up as an unfazed direction of chuckles due to lessons have been learned. As the linger of a new sense of reason makes more sense than the impossible relations that fell in a falling out along the way. Expressions have a different type of motion in how movement shifts away from tasting old luv'rs names. When alone settles the nerve on lonely nights not having to deal with another end to come too soon. The silence is a bit more peaceful as anywhere is a place yet to be seen chasing the moon. But yet how long can one believe better off is as solo as individual tires that roll off into untamed sunsets? Until the feel itself also is to shallow to swim beneath the skies lit for not just one person to witness the display it too resets.