no one to be...

is it you need my hands to squeeze me from your heart? to drain you in such a way it doesn't seem so harsh. maybe with a slit at the bottom so the linger of me can escape. as my fingers pluck your emotions to correct the expressions upon your face. what will it take to rid yourself of me? so your feelings don't get attached to me disturbing your dreams. i need not take up the empty space in your chest so you don't feel for fuckin hollow. the truth is i'm just not the interest to follow. or is it, you need my help to rewire your brain? so you to can realize my presence isn't much of a gain. i'm just a moment that never acknowledges the confines of luv. and i do not understand why your eyes leak for my touch. special i am not so it is okay to let go. as within your mental images i seriously need to be dethroned. it' true tis in your own best interest to put me out. that way the true pieces of you can finally be found. i'd give you cpr but our lips might touch. please avoid the confusions of the makings of us. for i do not belong to the reason you smile. nor am i anyone to entertain desperations gone wild. although i do believe you need a lil help to push me over the edge. to say good riddance to my memory waiting to be lead. with one heave ho i can be done in. taking from you the burden that cripples your grin. i can be everything you've never wanted to see. and i'd be willing to dig up the burial of an after thought known as the seed. uprooted from your garden that i never asked to be planted in. as i'd even refill the hole if it would allow you to live. i am only one person your attachments for some reason cling to. as a flingy thing i need to be removed. i'll cut me loose once every ounce of me has been hanged out to dry. no, i am not what you want in your life. you just need to gather yourself so you don't feel so alone. you just havta understand someone like me shouldn't be felt like a home. the comfort you seek is a deceiving lie trying to make right for peat sakes. so step away form the mirror and realize there's no give or take. it's just you chasing something i can never give. and you spirit deserves more than a few broken ribs. learn how to laugh at me and not with me as you overcome my presence. and when you hate to admit it, know that i am irrelevant. i just want to free you from throwing your happiness away over me. just go and i'll choke out the grief to be blown away in the breeze. and any possibility of me as a thief for i didn't mean to steal you away from yourself. nor did i know you'd feel so deep for me that you fell. just see me for the monster that i truly am. trust me when i tell you, you don't want me as your man. i'd be something that you could never withstand. help me save me from ever becoming me again.