once you provoke me to entertain others for a laugh, imma tell you all about yourself right before i leave you in my past... i don't do well with half hearted smiles that are aimed specifically at me... as if i ain't someone you feel you need to protect you can finds someone else to fulfill your dreams... you can skip rocks until they sink like your own thoughts of me... for it's a reality i seek here in the now. n i don't deserve to be on the other end as a sideshow bcuz you believe i'm just another clown... imma sow you for so long of what you mean to me... and it's on you to act accordingly... and if you slip up thinking you're cute with a chuckle at my expense, imma leave... for it's friend first as luv doesn't exist if there's no compassion said to be free... i'm worth more than you trumping me as if you're a joker in a deck of cards... expecting me to sit still and deal with the confusion stirring up in my heart... this is my life where the real shit speaks so loud... n the bs you're on will eventually have your smile turned upside down... you'll be left for dead the moment you came to the conclusion of me being your fuckin fool... all bcuz of in front of others you thought you were cool... so if you're gonna wrap me up in your arms please don't claw at my back... my skin is not to be removed if it's character you lack... adjust yourself to the claim of me if i am to remain all that's good in you eyes... as you stare upon me making damn sure they never cry... or you'll find the little hope you have doesn't float nor does it have a bubble wanting to breathe when beneath the surface of not playing fair... and i will not be set out on display when you break down n forget not to care... when you're just having a good ol time at my expense, i need not take to same energy to come at my own defense... if you do not shield me from harm through even a verbal escape... please, do me a solid and never again speak my name...
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