individual quests...

There's always something better to someone who hasn't found What they're looking for... N this is a manor in which they will treat u accordingly until they are no more... As they'll tell u it's forever but their words only gets them what they want... To feel something asking for a heart in a way that resembles luv... Allowing u to believe in hope that'll last as long as u have life in ur lungs... But the lie will surface in actions as ur system will be flushed... Lacking true content the eyes can only pretend for so long... N that's when the twist reaches in to ring ur heart out once they're gone... Left to face the false presence of a friend that didn't mind doing u dirty... Forced to face the fact that u weren't their one as if u were never worthy... They play games when it isn't them craving to cross over with someone they'd rather not do without... N you'll hate the taste of how it's their name u cannot get outta ur mouth... Disqualifying the feel in the way tone changes like the intent they sworn to keep u safe...  But the pain will fade for the better as u become immune to play with the trade... Finding a chuckle likes a good laugh at the way they've said goodbye... Remembering the best thing was to let go of how they turned around like there life was just fine... As u fight the urge to open up without knowing for sure... But we all need just one to linger into our lives to awaken a more mature version of the adventure... With the mind coming full circle to tell the heart yes or no... It's a necessity to gain self in the makings of a real hope... To share deep secrets n listen to how another's past sounds identical to what shifted within... So thank those who couldn't stay as they were only lookin for the gathering of drips...  Let them have the tears that made u more than what u thought u ever were... Bcuz the one who truly likes u will read between the lines until u are heard. Helping u forget that there's people in this would that chase unknown origins at all costs... There's no need in climbing the walls running from new found so called flaws... Don't doubt yourself for ur happiness isn't depended upon someone who never gave a fuck..  The risks taken will lead u to a better understanding of luv... Finding the eyes in the back of the head getting some rest... We all have our own quest...